Its hopeless to resist whiteboy. feel that tightness and grip you have on masculinity weaken it is not your anymore. ever since they came, you have retreated from values that have been embedded through generations. things are changing. this means no more gym. no more work. life is limited, but its all worth it if it makes him happy. So submissive that you are unaware of how your rights have been restricted. so turned on by him that you've lost all sense of fight.
all it took was his body and his gaze for your masculinity to melt