a flaw in my code.

[choelusiel-blog]

RULES. USE THIS TO PIXEL YOURSELF AND YOUR MUSE  ( repost, don’t reblog !! )

SEVEN ;;

MYSELF – LIV ;;

TAGGED BY. @lizziethethird  ( thanks a lot, that was fun !! )

TAGGING. @tiempora @fxrmosus @cursedrose @cardgamez @corvns @fondword and whoever wants to do this because this is g o l d.

[choelusiel-blog]

Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

[eori-namo]

[tiempora-deactivated20180710]

eori-namo:

Please don’t cry…..

@choelusiel​ !

[choelusiel-blog]

MUN VS MUSE.  ––– bold which applies.

TAGGED BY. @er7r07r  ( ty !! ) TAGGING. @cursedrose @tiempora @cardgamez @corvns @fondword @fxrmosus @believinghxpe

b aｓｉｃｓ:

which of you is --- Older? muse / mun  ( we are the same age ) Taller? muse / mun Richer? muse / mun Neater? muse / mun Nicer? muse / mun Smarter? muse / mun  ( as much as I find myself v smart, seven is a goddamn genius ) Funnier? muse / mun 

ａｄｖａｎｃｅｄ:

Who is a better friend? muse / mun Who lies the most? muse / mun Who swears the most? muse / mun Who reads more? muse / mun Who is more creative? muse / mun Who is more troubled? muse / mun Who has better morals? muse / mun

[choelusiel-blog]

believinghxpe.

▆▇██ · °: * ♛ · °: * ❝ BEAUTY REIGNS IN DESTRUCTION ❞

                              “Hmm….”

Eyes of pure sapphire look into those of ( AMBER ! ) irises ; yet her attention lies into the sticking strands of — — — scarlet. Curious little devil but a mind meant to be far ( wise ) than she acted. She leans her face closely until their face was only   INCHES   apart from each other. Apparently, there was no such thing as personal space in her book. 

                                     “Say….is your hair color REAL or FAKE ??? ”

            eyebrows raised, he’s not used to anyone’s CLOSENESS   ––– even when it was all about a lack of space. having taken a step ABACK, seven tilted his head to the side; if not the previous uneasiness, he woulda laughed at the question, actually.  f a k e ?? that sounded like something zen could be questioned about, or anyone, but definitely not HIM.

                 ‘  it’s REAL, ‘ the answer is brief && simple, no need to get into details of how much some of his looks’ aspects kept giving him reminders he only wanted to THROW AWAY off his head.   ‘ do  i ---- - -  want to know why you’re asking? ‘ 

[amblingalps]

muse headcanons!

send me a symbol and i’ll tell you:

☠: my muse’s biggest fear ☮: when my muse feels the most at ease ☺: something that makes my muse happy ☹: something that makes my muse upset ♫: my muse’s favorite song, band, and/or music genre ✇: my muse’s favorite movie, director, and/or film genre ♔: my muse’s celebrity crush(es) ❤: what my muse looks for in a person they like ☂: my muse’s favorite season or time of year ∞: if my muse believe in ghosts, aliens, etc. ✧: what my muse’s netflix queue looks like ✎: what my muse’s best subject in school is/was ♧: something my muse is really good at ✺: something my muse loves and never gets tired of ✗: something my muse hates or gets angry about ☆: what my muse would be famous for if they were famous ✿: what my muse would like to do when they’re older ✈: where my muse would go if they could move anywhere ✆: the last person my muse called and what it was about ✉: the last person my muse texted and what the text said

[choelusiel-blog]

macie. 

       ❛ HMMMM, ——— that if I liked it ? Well, you gave me the greatest VALENTINE’S DAY that I have ALWAYS dreamed of ! Yesterday was one of the GREATEST days of all my LIFE Saeyoung, but ~ ! ❜ A little playful tone was added at last to give it an SPECIAL effect for the sudden cut of the SENTENCE. FEW kisses planted on the other’s cheek while his head was resting on her shoulder. Little did he know that just as her, ——— a SURPRISE was waiting for such SPECIAL day that passed hours ago.

      ❛ By doing your SILLY little TOUR we couldn’t be together till night, ——— ( & ) I couldn’t even give you all my GIFTS ( & ) put in action my planned DATE. Maybe we can CELEBRATE Valentine’s Day ——— AGAIN ~ ? You also deserve some LOVE ( & ) ATTENTION ~ ! ❜ ( @choelusiel// VALENTINE’S STARTER CALL )

         a BEAM bloomed upon his lips in the answer to her kisses. reaching out, he placed his hand at the back of her head, and gently pulled her CLOSER  ––– so greedy, the light kisses only made him MISS her lips. yet before he had a chance to TASTE them, she continued to speak and saeyoung couldn’t help, but let out a BURST of laughter.    ‘ silly little tour, you say? ‘ he repeated, clearly AMUSED.  ‘ you definitely meant to say your amazing, creative, original, extraordinary, the best ever date idea !! ‘ 

        he was not going to dissuade her from another celebration, though. to tell the truth, their first VALENTINE’S DAY had been so PERFECT that saeyoung had nothing against having this day much more often. and LOVE and ATTENTION? he would have never rejected either from his BELOVED.  ‘ sounds like you wanna SPOIL me, ‘ he murmurs, his nose right against her neck, tickling it gently, playfully.  ‘ i think i will LET YOU , since you ask so nicely... ‘ 

[puritybled-a-deactivated2020071]

i.  YOU HOPE FOR THE  withered to bloom , for the decaying to flourish ——— thinking that it’s still possible so long as it exists . but truly , what is death ? is it when you’ve lost the crimson red running through your veins , when you’re six feet under the soft ground ? or is it when you’re in a world too full of people you can’t recognize ?

ii.  THE LOVE YOU THOUGHT  could save you has forsaken you . your bones beg to rest and your heart cries , wishing for everything to stop but it’s too late . your existence has been marked : the time is up .

iii.  YOU TOUCH THE WORLD  , turning it into your own world in your mind . thinking ‘ it’s better to live in a world you’d prefer . ’ . the grief inside of you had bloomed into desperation . endlessly waiting for someone who’s emptied your heart and soul the second time .

personals do not reblog.

[radiation-baby]

[vanderwood-x-saeran]

The Vanderwood fanart I drew yesterday! It took me a lot of times of try just to upload this ughhhhh!!

Vanderwood is my love

This is his younger version, I have a feeling he’s British and all so yeah!! Trench coat!!

[choelusiel-blog]

❝ you’re smiling because you know i’m right. ❞

       ‘ that’s not TRUE at all !! ‘  the reply comes immediately, as if a quick answer is more CONVINCING, but man  ––– she’s got him. seven’s not eager to admit so, though. in this case, denying is much more FUN, not to mention that he enjoys teasing her.  ‘ haven’t you realized how it works yet ?? ‘ EXAGGERATED astonishment plays in his tone as the hacker tilts his head to the side, one finger resting right under his slightly parted mouth.  ‘ the LESS right you are, the wider my smile is, ‘ he explains, not really expressing his own amusement, even if GRINNING. ‘ please, don’t forget about it. ‘ 

hamilton sentence starters  ( accepting.) // @quiestmemoria

[guidingvoice-blog]

hamilton ( cut songs/workshop versions ) sentence starters !!

❝ the reality is not a pretty picture. ❞ ❝ tell him to stay home! ❞ ❝ you have invented a new kind of stupid. ❞ ❝ i begged you to take a break, you refused to. ❞ ❝ you’re the only enemy you ever seem to lose to! ❞ ❝ i look at you and think ‘god what have we done with our lives, and what did it get us?’ ❞ ❝ i’m not here for you. ❞ ❝ i will choose her happiness over mine every time. ❞ ❝ she died. she’s gone. ❞ ❝ she changed my life. she made my life worthwhile. ❞ ❝ sometimes it seems that’s all we do. ❞ ❝ you and i will build a strong foundation. ❞ ❝ you’ll blow us all away, someday. ❞ ❝ just apologize, we have worthier pursuits! ❞ ❝ that’s when i realized this was not a game. ❞ ❝ i want the world to know what i intended to do. ❞ ❝ he must have been so scared. ❞ ❝ i never had his instinct for self preservation. ❞ ❝ it’s not in his political interest to kill me. ❞ ❝ god, i can’t wait to see her again. ❞ ❝ bitch, please! you wouldn’t know what i’m doing! ❞ ❝ the line’s behind me, i crossed it again. ❞ ❝ you fat mother f– ! ❞ ❝ we in the shit now, somebody’s gotta shovel it. ❞ ❝ if you knock me down i get the fuck back up again. ❞ ❝ you swing at my family, you better not miss. you better have another punch to throw. ❞ ❝ you could let it go. ❞ ❝ people will always be critical. ❞ ❝ let other people be cynical. ❞ ❝ you’re smiling because you know i’m right. ❞ ❝ you didn’t kill him, did you? ❞ ❝ were you here this whole time? ❞ ❝ you don’t have to bring a gun to a knife fight. ❞ ❝ you know you really ought to listen to your wife, right? ❞ ❝ i hope you’re happy. ❞ ❝ you could have given me a word of warning. ❞ ❝ shhh. haven’t you talked enough? ❞ ❝ i need you by my side. ❞ ❝ i have a plan, but it’s risky. ❞ ❝ but i couldn’t turn my back on a nation in need. ❞ ❝ PAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES! ❞ ❝ teach them how to say goodbye. ❞ ❝ the enemies i’ve made won’t have anything on me now. ❞

[an-opossum]

This is exactly what you think it is. 

Originally from this masterpiece

[yoosnug]

give me therapy i’m a walking travesty but i’m smiling at everything therapy, you were never a friend to me and you can keep all your misery.

[choelusiel-blog]

         LITTLE ANNOUNCEMENT !!       okie guys, i wasn’t on here for some terribly long time, but as you can see  ––– i’m totally going to come back. most likely, i’ll drop most of my old threads and start new stuff, i’m also planning a new theme, redoing icons, etc. so please, cross your fingers for me; despite of health issues, it’s also a hard time on uni, so i really can’t tell how much time it’ll take. 

[choelusiel-blog]

*Hugs you*

         expression of GRATITUDE blooms upon his face as the familiar warmth is pressed against his body. there’s nothing as calming as macie’s closeness, no other thing or person can even TRY to compare. a deep sigh escapes his lips when saeyoung GIVES IN, nuzzling his face against her soft hair.  probably, she can heart how LOUD the beating of his heart is, wasn’t it the reason why she approached him in the first place? it seems like she KNOWS, always   –––  she just knows. wrapping his arms around her tiny form, saeyoung returns the embrace. this closeness is like a gust of FRESH AIR, filling his clenched lungs  — – -   letting him BREATH. 

        he attempts to focus on macie’s touch. her arms around him, GENTLE strokes of her fingers tangled in his messy hair. as his nose runs through the dark strands, saeyoung inhales the most beautiful of scents. this time, he will not cry, and it’s MORE than a mere promise made to himself.  the DARKEST of thoughts whirling in his head become replaced by the sweet words he WHISPERS, desperately, all those thank-you’s and assurances of his LOVE barely audible.   sometimes he doesn’t feel GUILTY for how she has to deal with his panic attacks.

        so, so MANY times the voices in his head tease him about it, if you lov e her, why won’t you just let her go?    in the end, saeyoung is always too scared. getting lost between her macie’s arms is like another reminder that it’s where he BEGINS and ENDS.  his only HOME, his only source of calmness.  his lips reach for hers, desperately,  in another SELFISH act.  ‘ i love you so much, ‘ doesn’t it sound pathetic, his murmur uncontrollably turning into a whimper?  ‘ i want to make you THE HAPPIEST. ‘ 

        later on, when he lies next to her and she looks so PEACEFUL with her head against his shoulder, saeyoung realizes that for the first time today his heart beating has returned to NORMAL. it’s a nice awareness,  even if  sleep is no less distant than usual. affectionately, saeyoung places a few kisses upon macie’s forehead, extremely careful not to wake his BELOVED up.            ––––  Mary, Mother of God, my mother, Queen of Peace, ask your Son Jesus to give me the gift of peace. Pray for me for peace; peace in my heart, peace of mind and of soul, peace in my family, peace with all whom I meet, the peace of Jesus. 

action / physical meme  ( not accepting.)  // @tiempora

[choelusiel-blog]

Action meme || Physical meme

*Pokes you*

*Punches you*

*Plays with your hair*

*Tickles you*

*Licks you*

*Shoves you*

*Flicks you*

*Pulls your hair*

*Strokes your face*

*Slaps your ass*

*Cups your cheek*

*Massages shoulders*

*Bites you*

*Caresses you*

*Unbuttons your shirt*

*Unbuttons your trousers*

*Slaps your face*

*Hugs you*

*Pushes you against a wall*

*Pulls you into bed*

*Pulls you into my lap*

*Pinches cheeks*

*Picks you up*

*Slips hand up your shirt*

*Slips hand down your trousers*