Hey, it's me.. Sophia.. this blog is already dead to me.. but i had to comeback here and write something... i'm not ok mentally and physically (i've never been).... but i, somehow, managed to still be here.... and today is ft island's 10th anniversary... you know, i'm here because of them... they 've been showing me some kind of love through their music that no one around me has ever tried to... they make me laugh with their silly videos and posts when i'm at my worse.... they are my best friends.. and the fact that they managed to survive in a country that only cares abour kpop and totally closes their doors for BANDS it's... surreal. We are facing disbands after disbands, and i couldn't help but think "i don't know if ft will be here for much longer.." but here they are. And here i am. Surviving and trying our best... thank you ft for being my best therapy. Thank you for showing me beauty and love through music. Thank you for this 10th anniversary. Thank you for existing. Much love, Sophia.
