Engrave Across My Heart...

Shim Changmin | 1988. 02. 18 Selectively Submissive. S/o | Jaeseop Sexual. Slave | Owned: 2013. 07. 21 R/s | Taken: 2014. 02. 18 His hands showed me how to feel, His heart taught me how to heal. His smile returned to me my own, And now my heart is his alone.

[choikangxkitty-blog]

Eh? Hi. How you doing? Nice to meet you and all that. The name’s Changmin. I’m 26 years old, blood type B, shoe size 280cm, 189cm tall and just under 60kg.

I’m a recovering victim of life, aspiring to be a chef and always in need of victims testers for my new recipes.

I’m not going to go into the details of my past, it wasn’t the best, but now I have a happy life with my partner, our two dogs and our little house, that’s the only part of my life that matters anymore. Plus I have an about page for that shit.

So, yeah. I’m doing this because I’m rather friendless. Like…literally, I have like…no friends.

I’ll likely ramble your ear off about food, lego, my Teacup Pomeranian dog—who by the way is called Toffee Mocha Caramel Whiskey (Toffskey for short)—Jaeseop my partner, or some random thought that will strike at the worst moment possible.

If you think I’m joking on that last one, I spent a fair few hours today wondering whether oranges and blueberries feel unloved because they didn’t get fancy names and were just named after their colours.

So yeah. Anyone wanna be friends? RP’s only though please.

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*peeks into your room and blinks at the small pile of blankets on the floor* Changmin? How come you're under a blankie?

*his tiny head pops out the top of the blanket at the sound of your voice, big eyes and ears he’s not quite grown into yet blink and twitch as he stares up at you, fingers still fidgeting with his pajamas* safe..

[minsxjaejae]

*he frowns deeply and sighs inwardly, trying to hold back the sudden strong protectiveness that he feels for you to just kiss the bruises carefully* Where did you hit your head…? I can kiss there too if you want…

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he shakes his head* an'yo, my head is better. *he reaches up and pushes his hair aside at the side of his head, showing you a thin pink line* the doctor man sti'ched it better for me. An' the nurse lady gave me a loll'pop. *he shivers and cuddles back into you* am cold Jae..

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*he comes up to your door and knocks before stepping back and straightening his suit jacket, white shirt underneath having no tie but the top two buttons are undone*

*rubs his eyes and yawns, opening the door in his oversized t-shirt hanging off one shoulder and a pair of cut off jeans that are barely visible beneath his t-shirt* Jae Jae~

[minsxjaejae]

*he snuggles close to you and nods* Ari’s well-trained too, I had someone help me figure out the best ways to train her and stuff although she’s been a good girl without much training anyways~ *he ruffles the fur between her ears and he chuckles at your last request* Of course, if your leg is up to it then have at the kitchen~ I can show you the house— our house, later… *he smiles softly*

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*he grins and eagerly wriggles off the barstool, moving across the kitchen quickly, still limping slightly, but no where near as badly as he had been, almost walking as if he'd simply gotten a case of pins and needles* oh~ look at this~ look at this place, it's amazing... *he flits around, peering into the fridge and freezer, before opening all the cupboards and fiddling with the oven and the rest of the appliances, babbling happily to himself about what cupboards would be filled with what*

[minsxjaejae]

*he hums and closes his eyes to savor the taste, his arms wrapping around your middle* Alright, but I don’t want to impose or anything.. I love your cooking and I don’t want to ask you to cook so much that eventually you hate it or something, that’d be terrible.

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he shakes his head and grins, eating a bit more* that could never happen. Apart from you, cooking is my everything. I have never felt more at ease then when Im stood in a kitchen running around like a mad man~ and I've always loved the idea of having someone to cook for. Someone to welcome home with a delicious meal that makes everything bad from the day disappear as they eat. *he takes a bite of the meat and frowns in thought* hmm...the meat wasn't seasoned enough before cooking. Too much salt, not enough pepper. Here.. *he holds the half eaten piece up to you* see what you think.

[minsxjaejae]

*he frowns and shakes his head, hugging you from the side* That’s what makes them beautiful. Just because they’re scarred doesn’t mean that they’re not lovely, and just because they’re skinny and long doesn’t mean I don’t like them wrapped around me. *he strokes the part of your leg he can reach without leaning over which is just your upper thigh mostly* I have some ideas, like if the ferris wheel breaks down and we’re at the very top we could do some foolin around before they rescue us. Although unless we paid someone to do that there’s a very slim chance of that happening. *he chuckles softly* Or we could turn off all the lights and go around the house or room naked trying to find each other?

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*he all but purrs at the touch on his thigh, leaning against you, tracing patterns around your chest* oh~ naked running round the house sounds like so much fun~ I have great eyesight in the dark~ and Im rather stealthy when I want to be. *he grins and kisses your shoulder* oh~ we still need to break in your new car~ and I was also thinking maybe the library i used to sneak into as a teenager, i know the best times to go there~ same with the university, I know the best way to sneak in unseen and which classrooms are empty when~ 

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*peeks into your room and blinks at the small pile of blankets on the floor* Changmin? How come you're under a blankie?

*his tiny head pops out the top of the blanket at the sound of your voice, big eyes and ears he’s not quite grown into yet blink and twitch as he stares up at you, fingers still fidgeting with his pajamas* safe..

[minsxjaejae]

*he nods and crouches by the bed, taking your arm gently in his hands and searching for the bruises before pressing soft kisses on the yellowing area* Better…? *he asks, looking up at your tiny face, so innocent yet you’ve seen so much*

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*he nods and sniffs, watching you before biting his lip* t-the...the owwies on my legs hurt the most... *he turns round in your hold and moves his towel just slightly so you can see the back of his tiny thighs, thin red lines almost healed across them just visible* I-I was naughty, I hit my head a-and cried when Im not allowed to.

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he comes up to your door and knocks before stepping back and straightening his suit jacket, white shirt underneath having no tie but the top two buttons are undone*

*rubs his eyes and yawns, opening the door in his oversized t-shirt hanging off one shoulder and a pair of cut off jeans that are barely visible beneath his t-shirt* Jae Jae~

[minsxjaejae]

I’d love for you to live here, I wanna be around you a lot. *he kisses your nose then shakes his head* Oh she won’t, if anything she’ll treat him like a puppy and carry him around by the scruff of his neck everywhere like the parent’s do to their pups. *he chuckles* I’ve had to stop her from doing that to a few of the dogs at the dog park~ And as long as he doesn’t keep us up at all hours of the night then it’ll be fine.

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he smiles and wraps arms round your waist* good, now I can take care of you and feed you and make you fat will all the food i make and force you to taste~ *he laughs and nods* don't worry, Toffskey is really well trained, if i tell him to go to bed, he goes to bed and stays there~ Or if I'm being lazy and lying around in bed, he gets into bed thinking it's bed time. *he grins and looks up at you, chin resting on your chest* can I see the house now? ...and by house I mean, can I mess around with the appliances here and die of happiness?

[minsxjaejae]

*he rests his head on your shoulder as you eat until you hold some out to him and he eats it, moaning a bit himself at the taste* Wow, that’s really good! I’ve never had that before I don’t think, but I can see why you like Japanese food~ *he opens his mouth for more*

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he grins and feeds you more carefully* hmm...I know the recipe for most of the things we've bought tonight, and if you ever want me to cook you anything specific just ask ne? You know I love cooking. I have most of the recipes from when I used to sneak into the library memorised. And then a lot of them in my head I've messed around with to make them taste better~ 

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*peeks into your room and blinks at the small pile of blankets on the floor* Changmin? How come you're under a blankie?

*his tiny head pops out the top of the blanket at the sound of your voice, big eyes and ears he’s not quite grown into yet blink and twitch as he stares up at you, fingers still fidgeting with his pajamas* safe..

[minsxjaejae]

I know you have an owie, that’s why I kissed it. Kisses make owies all better, remember? *he reminds you and chuckles, crossing his arms while he watches you* Oh is it? I’m glad you like it~ That’s why I got it, I like how bouncy it is.

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he blinks and sits up as if only just remembering that kisses make owwies better* oh yeah...c-can you kiss my other owwies then p'ease Jae? *he wriggles off the bed and shuffles over to you, hands grabbing onto your belt loops as he blinks big eyes up at you* Can you Jae?

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he comes up to your door and knocks before stepping back and straightening his suit jacket, white shirt underneath having no tie but the top two buttons are undone*

*rubs his eyes and yawns, opening the door in his oversized t-shirt hanging off one shoulder and a pair of cut off jeans that are barely visible beneath his t-shirt* Jae Jae~

[minsxjaejae]

*he frowns at that and shakes his head firmly but then when you say you like it a lot he stops and brightens, a grin splitting his face* Really?! You’d want to? *he hugs you tightly and kisses around your face happily* Oh yeah, Ari wouldn’t mind Toffskey at all~ She might follow him around a bit and try to play with him if anything, but you’d really want to?

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he clings back to you just as tightly, laughing softly at the kisses as he nods* n-ne, I'd love to...I was trying to work out how often I could get away with coming round to see you anyway...i-i didn't think you'd actually want me to live here...but I'd love to live with you, now I can cook for you all the time. *he smiles and leans against your chest* well as long as she doesn't turn Toffskey into a chew toy I don't mind them playing. Although...Toffskey barks a lot, I think he's inherited my snarky ways.

[minsxjaejae]

Yeah that’s fine, don’t worry. I’m just… really glad you’d want to try it… *he smiles and presses a quick kiss to your lips* We can get some practice if you like, cus I’ll be awkward too for awhile. *he plays with the hem then pulls back to get the full view of your legs, nodding in approval* I like them, they make your legs look delicious enough to eat~ *he chuckles* Oh I saw it in a manga once. We could pretend to get in a fight and you could go hide out in your friend’s bedroom or I could hide in my friend’s room and then the other would come in under the pretense that they would try to fix it up and once we’re alone in the room we’d lock them out and have at it. *he nods*

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*he laughs as you step back, turning and posing like a model making his legs look even longer before he hums and looks down at his legs* good enough to eat? really? they're just...really skinny and long and...scarred... *he listens closely to your idea and nods* i really like that idea. What other ideas have you thought of? we could maybe try some of them out, you know...pretend things if there's no way we could make them happen for real.

[minsxjaejae]

*he leans against you and sips his tea, eyes crinkling up at the nice taste* Um… that one. *he points to the box on your left* They all look good so I thought I’d wait for you to eat some~

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he grins and opens the box and smiles* ah~~ yakisoba~ *he smiles and carefully lifts some of the noodles with his chopsticks and eats slowly, moaning happily* these are so good! they have the perfect amount of chuno sauce and soy sauce~ and the vegetables are crisped to perfection..*he babbles on as he eats, eyes gleaming as he does so, before eagerly turning to you and holding the chopsticks full of food up* here! you have to try this.

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*peeks into your room and blinks at the small pile of blankets on the floor* Changmin? How come you're under a blankie?

*his tiny head pops out the top of the blanket at the sound of your voice, big eyes and ears he’s not quite grown into yet blink and twitch as he stares up at you, fingers still fidgeting with his pajamas* safe..

[minsxjaejae]

*he holds you in his arms and kisses the back of your neck when he notices the bruise, fighting down the bile in his throat* No you need to get dressed and play with Lego’s and eat cake~ *he nuzzles your cheek and carries you back into the bedroom* You might not now but you could later, you never know. So you gotta be careful~

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he twitches in your arms as you kiss the back of his neck* a-an'yo...I have an owwie there...*he sniffs and pouts slightly, before he flops on the bed, distracted almost instantly by how bouncy the bed is, rolling around in his towel with a giggle* Jae's bed is so much fun!

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he comes up to your door and knocks before stepping back and straightening his suit jacket, white shirt underneath having no tie but the top two buttons are undone*

*rubs his eyes and yawns, opening the door in his oversized t-shirt hanging off one shoulder and a pair of cut off jeans that are barely visible beneath his t-shirt* Jae Jae~

[minsxjaejae]

*he flushes, rubbing the back of his neck before nodding shortly* I-I mean if you want to, cus we left the castle and all and I dunno if you had anywhere planned to live and I kinda… *he hesitates for a moment and he glances up at you* I wanna wake up with you next to me every day and cuddle with you at night… Ari is just a dog, she can’t do too much and it’s a big house so it gets lonely…

[choikangxkitty-blog]

I...well...no i had no plans...I...well I thought I'd be back on the streets to be honest. *he bites his lip and plays with his fingers* maybe back in the warehouse I managed to find I just...I didn't really have a plan.*he peeks up at you and nods shyly* I-I'd like that. I'd like that a lot...w-will Ari be okay with Toffskey?

[minsxjaejae]

*he nuzzles you* Sorry, I’m probably not too good at keeping into my role either. *he chuckles* We don’t have to do this today if you don’t want to, we could save it for a time when our minds aren’t distracted and when you’re not wearing these illegal shorts~ *he teases while giving the waistband of your shorts a small tug* And very public, I had a fantasy once where we were in a park or at a friend’s house and in their bed…

[choikangxkitty-blog]

*he nods* I...I don't think I could stay in my role right now but...i guess it seems I can manage to...fit that role okay hmm? Even if i get a bit awkward...I was worried I'd been submissive for far too long..*he squeaks as you tug his shorts* h-hey..I like these things~ they make my legs look even longer~ *he chuckles and grins* oh~ i like the friends bed idea~ tell me more about that idea.

[minsxjaejae]

*he settles on just eating his pasta, deciding to wait until you get back to explain what’s in all the dishes but he makes sure not to eat all of it, wanting to share it with you or save it for lunch later if you don’t want any, smiling happily up at you when you come back* Did they have any?

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*he sits back beside you and grins, handing you the green tea carefully, picking his own canned coffee out of his pocket* ne~ I got some other drinks too as well in case you wanted a cold drink to wash the food down. *he smiles and sets the drinks to one side and grabs at the japanese boxes of food* now...what should we start with?

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*peeks into your room and blinks at the small pile of blankets on the floor* Changmin? How come you're under a blankie?

*his tiny head pops out the top of the blanket at the sound of your voice, big eyes and ears he’s not quite grown into yet blink and twitch as he stares up at you, fingers still fidgeting with his pajamas* safe..

[minsxjaejae]

*he yelps when you wriggle and he has to put you down, following after you in worry* Anii, it’s not a mess at all, you don’t have to clean. *he says and chases after you, trying to grab you up again but you’re quite slippery* Your umma isn’t here, this is my place and I don’t mind if it’s a mess or not. Come on, let’s get you dressed before you catch a cold silly~

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*he whines desperately when you manage to grab a hold of him, hands trying to grab at things even as you finally manage to keep him still* a-an'yo...need to c'ean...*he sniffs and slumps forward in defeat, dropping his head forward, revealing another almost healed finger shaped bruise against the back of his neck against the nape of his hair* I-I don't get colds...