JAW BLADE

ɪɴᴅ. ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʟɪᴏɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴠʟᴅ

[chosenleader]

hi still on mobile but i finished my acxa account FINALLY so you can go peep her over here because i’ll probably be on there for the rest of the night getting her up and running

[chosenleader]

anywhooo i love the fact i am now making an axca side blog now to calm myself after this joke of a season bc i LOVE my tiny goth queen and want to scream about her into the void

[chosenleader]

hi i’m on mobile so this post is going to be ugly but i’ve NEVER been more disappointed w a damn season like this one really let me down and idk.... the only good i could see in it was axca w her cute lil bob and keith hugging hunk back idk this season really is just keeping me distant from rping volton rn just because i literally have no muse for it because i just feel.... disappointed anyways ted talk over i’m upset

[chosenleader]

hewwo dis is a plotting call sooo like this bad boy and i’ll slide at ya

[chosenleader]

me: ugh i barely have time for anything and i have to revamp my black lio blog im so stressed also me: yes let’s make a bleach side blog just for the fun of it

[chosenleader]

SHIRO.

       It’s such a strange thing to notice in the moment ( but there is no heart to beat too quickly or air that cannot make it to his lungs to overwhelm him so his mind is unoccupied and too close to understanding precisely what has happened – so he seeks out the details and fixates on them ) but when he moves his arm it makes no noise. There’s no quiet, almost imperceptible whir of gears and motors even though it looks like there should be – like the points of starlight should ring metallic and echoing. Shiro looks down at his hand for – but how can he know how much time is passing ? – before the chaos of his thoughts has dulled, without his permission, into something that cannot deny the reality laid in front of him. 

       ❛ — My body is gone. ❜ He knows how this works. He knows that it’s not the physical but the mental that enters this realm – and there is nothing in this world that he trusts more than Black, who has seen him for what he is and trusted him in turn. She tells him that everyone else is safe and he – believes her. ❛ I can’t go back. ❜ It’s not a question when he already knows the answer but it’s like the horror of it lives outside of him; he’s too busy searching Black’s expression for something he can’t name, trying to place the dissonance between the calm set of her features and the turmoil that seems to surround her – him – them. ❛ You – saved me. ❜ 

       a solemn nod of confirmation. he had always been a quick thinker, just another quality that        made him the great leader he was. despite her calm facade and curve of a smile, pity and        her own form of hysteria swirled within her searching for an appropriate outlet to allow her        to grieve, to scream and wail to her hearts content over the guilt of failing the one person        she put every ounce of her faith in. ❝ of course, my foolish paladin. i would never allow you        to fall at the hand of that dictator. ❞ violet swirls would darken at the mention of her previous        partner, guilt clouding the proud hues as her gaze lowered from the other. ❝ however, i failed        you shiro. i underestimated his power, and i should have known when to pull away instead of        falling victim to my own desires. ❞ her eyes burned, desperate to produce tears but she would        not cry. not now, not in front of him. that would be saved for when she was alone, where she        could mourn in silence. ❝ i will protect you here, i promise i’ll always keep you safe. i won’t        ever let you get hurt again. ❞

[chosenleader]

       ❝ i’m pretty sure that’s not how you’re supposed to use that, hun. ❞ / open post

[chosenleader]

i have this cute fc i wanna use and make it like the humanized version of the monkey from the chinese zodiac but.... idk if i wanna make a sideblog maybe

[my-aesthetic-vibes]

The stars are perfect

[bythefireplaceinwhite-deactivat]

[chosenleader]

SHIRO.

       It’s not like he can deny the validity of Black’s words; there is something so strikingly lucid about – about all of this, even if the world shouldn’t, can’t, make any sense. Shiro cannot feel the breath in his throat even though he knows it should be there, ragged and spiraling. And though he can imagine the electric sensation of the starry void that are his hands when he looks at them, there is – nothing. Nothing but the swirl of panic that curls around his nonexistent neck and another that beats in tandem – nothing but a vast unknown and Black’s familiar presence and that – that, he clings to. 

       ❛ How – ❜ There are too many questions to find the right one first. If he could, he might choke on their weight – as it is he searches out Black’s gaze, hangs onto it. He has to – do something. Tangible steps forward – he can’t wait, he can’t let – he has to try. ❛ – There has to be a way back. I need – if we work together – ❜ 

       a tentative step forward. deep swirls of amethyst would sweep over his form as she sensed        the panic blooming within him, and she would wish to anything that she could do something        for him. anything. there stood before her was once her brave and courageous black paladin,        now looking to her desperately for her assistance and guidance through this. that look alone        shattered her heart all the more. ❝ there is no body for you to return to, shiro. all that is left is        stardust. ❞ a grit of the teeth. stay calm, he needs you calm and steady. ❝ your team is safe,        they managed to escape from the galran fleet with my sisters and are now en route back to        the castle of lions as we speak. we must maintain level heads and think this through clearly.        you’re not dead yet, you’re alive here with me and that’s all that matters for now. ❞ for once,        lips would quirk upwards into her own form of a comforting smile in a vain attempt to ease        her staggering paladin. perhaps if she looked confident, he would feel reassured himself.

[chosenleader]

it’s over isn’t it from steven universe is blacks anthem

[ratsketch-deactivated20200520]

big tity & gremlin

[uranodioning]

“are you a top or a bottom?” i’m a threat

[chosenleader]

SHIRO.

       He doesn’t – quite understand. Shiro’s gaze lingers on Black, wide and uncomprehending because the world is – it feels like it’s just out of his grasp. Fragmented memories ask for his attention ( bayard – team – zarkon – ) but he can’t seem to shape them into recognizable constellations. What comes to him, instead, are feelings; he can feel Black’s distress like a physical thing and he makes to furrow his brow in response even though he can’t be confident he achieves what he’s set out to do. 

       ❛ You – ❜ Words are wind at his lips, and when he reaches out he sees his arm lift but doesn’t know how it’s gotten there. ❛ I don’t understand – I was just… in the fight. I have to go back – we’re fighting Zarkon, I can’t leave them – ❜ 

       his expression, just how truly lost he looked, only caused her heart to hurt for him all the        more. in this realm, her realm, she was able to feel his emotions as if they were her own.        she would assume it was the same for him, that he could feel every aching beat of her        heart as it mourned her partners loss. with a slow shake of her head at his words, raven        strands would slide into her view slightly as it bore unwavering into his form. ❝ you no         longer have a physical form, shiro. i managed to bring your essence here, where i know        it will remain safe until the paladins figure something out. you must remain calm, shiro. ❞        it was hypocritical for her to say that, however, when she herself hadn’t managed to ease        her rampant heart rate ever since he arose. 

[sidestuiff]

Send ❀ to put a flower crown on my muse’s head.

[chosenleader]

       her heart had felt heavy. everyday she had to look into the face of a man who she knew        was not the paladin she connected with so long ago. he was a fake, an impostor who had        managed to snake his way into the castle and under the noses of those she also held dear.        everyday it weighed heavily on her mind whether she should speak up, or if it was for the        good of the team to stay silent. which was what brought her to where she was currently,        pacing along her hangar in frustration as she mulled over her options with a sigh. she was        supposed to be a leader, someone people relied on, and yet there she was keeping secrets        from those who trusted her the most. / @alteaost