Mark is fucking dead

It's Chris now

[chriscrossedover]

A pinned post might be good

Hi, you can call me Mark (not my real name)

Pronouns are she/her, apparently, because that sounds really cool right now

I have autism and ADHD

My favorite color is green

Please don't make suicide jokes around me.

If you are MAGA or support Trump please leave, unless you are willing to hear me out on trying to change your mind.

I like a lot of things, but I don't post much about them.

Feel free to use The Box ig

[creatingblackcharacters]

#Make Racists Scared Again 2026

[creatingblackcharacters]

Share if you want people to know they should be scared to be racist around you 👊🏾

[cholerascum]

urgent kofi goal. please help if you can. kofi supporters get monthly shout-outs and, until Monday, will have a chance at being invited on stream with me. subscribers get to see my art early.

please please please help.

[cholerascum]

3%

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8%

[cholerascum]

13% thank you everyone so far this is going a lot quicker than id thought im incredibly grateful for it and i hope it continues at this pace

[cholerascum]

18%

[chriscrossedover]

Update on that whole "being trans" thing:

Still great, and now that I've recognized it and people are using my pronouns and chosen name holy fuck it makes me so happy. Came out to my family a day after my egg cracked, and oh wow were they not surprised. Like my siblings have known I'm not cis for years at this point (longer than I have, in some cases) but I expected my parents to be at least a little caught off guard but I guess they've had 2 other kids be not cis and they've always been supportive about queerness in general. I had the opportunity to come out to my grandmother as well which was expectedly awkward but her name is also Chris so that's fun.

I've tried on a few other fem things, a skirt that wasn't really my color and a blue and white dress that I did like but was a little too big for me. My mom also put on some blush when I mentioned the thigh-highs that started it all being in the wash so I wasn't getting what has been my only major source of euphoria, and looking in the mirror was surprisingly not awful for a change.

Already have plans to go dress shoping next week with assorted family, and I've ordered a gender-affirming full-sized Blåhaj.

[doggirlpaws]

did tumblr delete my post

[doggirlpaws]

yeah, they did. I wrote up a big long post about the Trevor Project and the 12 hour charity livestream I'm participating in right now, and they deleted it. twice. We've raised over $50,000 for a legitimate charity but because it helps trans kids it gets deleted from the site

[doggirlpaws]

please share this if you can. so many amazing people have come together to make this happen.

if I make these links clickable they'll get deleted so please copy and paste them:

Livestream: https://www.twitch.tv/enderempress

Donate: https://give.thetrevorproject.org/TPC2026

[threedollarsdotcom]

something sweetie this way loves

[depsidase]

[ninanation]

Come to think of it, it really is insane that my entire country is burning alive and literally no one in the rest of the world cares. Thousands of Indians are dying every day from the heat, it's 45+ degrees in multiple areas, the government couldn't give two fucks, we're getting severe warnings and red alerts, and not a soul outside of South Asia is speaking about it because why would you ever care about brown people

[ninanation]

please keep talking about how Becky from Maryland doesn't like the rising gas prices. It's clearly the more pressing issue.

[chriscrossedover]

So uh, username change and pronouns change and yeah. The thigh-highs opened my eyes and the eggshell is in the disposal if you wanna lose a finger looking for it. What does this mean? I have no clue but it's going to be great!

ChrisCrossedOver is something I came up with very quickly after realizing how far fem on the gender spectrum I lean. "Chris" is actually the name of like, my very first OC, based on a Minecraft skin I made in the Bedrock character creator by mashing "Green" and then drew shittily on pixilart and my younger sibling drew an actual piece of later, which they redid eventually and is now my PFP on almost anywhere I bothered to set it. I've kinda used "him" for everything I do that's character-related, but recently I realized how androgynous "he" actually looks in the artworks, and that the name is gender-neutral. I also just like the name "Chris" in general, and realize the hair color and everything appeal to me as an adult as much as it did when I was 12. So, Chris is my name now, I guess it's short for something like Christine but honestly just "Chris" sounds the best. And "ChrisCrossedOver" feels like a fitting name because yeah, I crossed over and she crossed over with me. She's a sona character now I guess, but more than that she's my Goals™. She's what I want to be and I can't wait to keep on this journey to becoming her.

[chriscrossedover]

Yo!

i saw your ask from Fio! thats so sweet, im glad to hear my art had an effect on you! ^^

You were part of such a massive wake-up call for me, "hey do you think your love of GL stories and your following of several transfems might be indicative of something" (never actually asked, but you get the point) was basically the starting point for me actually questioning my gender identity more seriously. And oh my god I'm so glad I did because these thigh-highs make me so fucking happy and the idea of going forward from here excites me so much

[chriscrossedover]

This is a milestone I think

[chriscrossedover]

Update: they are here and I fucking love them. Just the thought of them was super exciting to me and just the fact that they're real and I'm wearing them makes me so happy. I need to ask my sibling if they have any dresses I can borrow and if they would go dress shopping with me I'm actually so hyped I don't know if I'll be able to get to sleep omg

[chriscrossedover]

One of my bosses called me while I was on lunch break and I was really confused cus he's not the type to do that. Even weirder, it was a video call, which has approximately zero purpose in my line of work. I picked up and heard him say "We're just waiting on [My name]." to one of my coworkers. There was no video coming through from his end. I expressed that my break wasn't over and he was suprised to hear my voice.

He literally butt-dialed me. It actually happens. Like I knew what it meant and that it at least used to happen enough that the term was created but I didn't think it would actually happen to me.

We cleared it up and it was all good, it was pretty close to the end of my break anyway, and then I went back to work, joking with him about it.

[chriscrossedover]

I work a nightshift janitor job at a university and somewhat recently came across an appreciation post for sanitation workers, specifically metioning that everyone owes sanitation workers their lives, and it was so surreal like yeah that's me I guess. I'm partially responsible for making sure the students and staff do not get sick and fucking die and that people doing the things I've been doing at my job have been there my whole life and without them I most likely wouldn't be here right now.

[chriscrossedover]

You know I just realized how many Thoughts™ I often have and Tumblr is the perfect void to scream them into so

maybe that more posting goal might actually work out

[chriscrossedover]

Hey did anyone else just choose their favorite color arbitrarily at a very young age and then just stick with it your whole life until you actually just ride-or-die love it or was that just me?

[chriscrossedover]

This is a milestone I think

[chriscrossedover]

I think I'm going to try to post more. Try and put more effort into being a person in the world and interacting by choice and not obligation.

Also my journey of being Not Cis™ is bound to maybe be interesting.