What to do.
Here I am lying next to you as you sleep I stare up at the ceiling as tears stream down my face. Lately that’s how I fall asleep I don’t know what I feel anymore I am past feeling sad, lonely, depression doesn’t even express it well anymore. I gave you everything I left to live with you I choose you start a family with something that I never wanted to do. You made me trust you to never leave to never break my heart and to always love me. But I feel like love isn’t here between us anymore and even though you’re right next to me if feels like you’re not even here. What can I do to get you back? To bring the love we once had? Should I rip the heart from my chest and wrap it as a gift for you to keep just to prove my love still exist for you.