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chandlerkeene‌:

“You’re right; somehow the fries taste like cardboard without it,” she shifted as the waitress came to take their order, rattling off an addition of coke and a cheeseburger along with the fries, and turned her attention back to Chissy.  “Is that something people think about?  Or is that just something you think about because you did it with you mom?”  Chandler was closer to her mom, admittedly, but she definitely didn’t think like that..  “God, do I understand.  My dad keeps hovering at the pharmacy even though I’ve told him that I’ve got it.”

“They do.” Chrissy agreed with a smile. It was part of small town charm, she supposed, to do the same things over and over and never get bored with them. “Its something I think about. I like to think about the future, and my kids, and stuff like that. It seems hopeful, doesn’t it? To imagine a future where children pick fruit from trees?” She shrugged. “Better than imagining the darkness of life.” She sipped her iced tea and laughed a little. “One day they’ll have to let us have the reigns, at least.”

[chrissyofgold]

Wanted Connections:  Best Friend: filled brotherly type relationship: Potentially filled Childhood crush/potential romantic mess: Open Cousins and family:  One filled, many more open Coworkers and people who buy things from her family: Many opens Stable hand/potential romantic mess: Open These are just ideas and honestly i am fAILING at them but I really wanna plot things

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chandlerkeene‌:

On the outside, Chandler and Chrissy didn’t really seem like people that would get along, what with Chandler’s rough and tumble ways and Chrissy’s ethereal presence, but she was very thankful to have the blonde girl in her life.  “Are you kidding me??  I would be offended if you didn’t want cheese fries!”  She folded one leg under her as she sat back down, not bothering with the menu, knowing what she was going to be getting anyway.  “So, do anything fun lately?  See anything fun?  Catch me upon the life of Chrissy.”

“Cheese on my fries is pretty much the only way to eat them from here.” She grinned. they’d been to this diner so many times, and nothing ever changed here. Of course, nothing ever really changed in Derry at all. “Not all that exciting, really. I’ve planted some new trees in the orchard. I get to pick off of the ones my parents planted, how lovely will it be for my children to do the same?’ She grinned widely. ‘Otherwise i’ve been mostly trying to tend the nursery so my mom doesnt have to, of course, she’s always wanting to anyways. You know how she is.”

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chandlerkeene‌:

Despite the clouds, Chandler was in a great mood and had asked @chrissyofgold​ to meet her at the diner; her favorite place to catch up when it was before five pm.  The two girls had been friends for a while, but Chandler couldn’t remember the last time they had had time to sit down and catch up on life.  She had gotten there early to make sure she could snag her favorite window booth, waving eagerly as she noticed the blonde girl come in.

“Hey!”  she stood up to give Chrissy a hug, beaming.  “What’s up?  I hope you’re prepared to split a plate of fries with me.”

Chrissy danced into the diner as she always did, with a grace that was almost inhuman. She was earthly, sometimes, clad in sandals and flowers in her hair despite the looming threat of rain outside. Seeing Chandler in the window booth brought a wide smile to her face, grateful for her friend, and for not having to sit awkwardly alone while she waited. She was always so unsure if people would actually turn up to meet her or not. Though, that hadn’t been an issue with Chandler in years. as their arms wrapped around each other in warm greeting, Chrissy’s smile brightened. “Only if you promise me that they can be cheese fries.” She slipped into the booth easily, pulling a menu out to look at the vegetarian options. 

[chrissyofgold]

Hi! Come plot with me!!

[chrissyofgold]

Chrissy- Twenty four - Sagittarius - Hufflepuff 

└ Bio

Born to parents who thrived in the seventies, and given the name Chrysanthe, Chrissy was destined to be a flower child. She was always the kindest soul and the warmest heart in the room. As a young child, she was the kid that everyone was friends with, because friendship with Chrissy was natural. As she got into her teenage years, her warm and happy eccentricities only blossomed. Some people loved to be around her, finding her a breath of fresh air. Others thought she was strange and avoided her entirely.  She never really minded the trials of high school. She kept to herself and those who had remained her friends, worked in her parents nursery, and helped out at the library. She wasn’t the kind of person who made any enemies.  Staying in Derry after graduation was an easy choice to make. She loved Derry. Its weirdness didn’t frighten her, just as she hoped her own didn’t frighten her loved ones. She believed all things beautiful once started out weird.  Now, she runs the nursery as her parents have gotten older. Her mother still comes in every day, but Chrissy is mainly in charge. she’s also started to get more focused on homesteading outside of just plants, hoping to learn all the ways she can of living off the grid. 

└ Extras

None that I can think of

└ Connections: None Yet

[chrissyofgold]

Hey yall im heree for text things with any of my girls if anyone wants to throw me stuff

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cassilations‌:

“It’s not even about how you feel about me,” Cassi shook her head very slightly.  “I’ve been stuck in the worst depressive rut of my entire life, and no one ever really just…. asks how I”m doing.  Asks how my grades are, or how my job is going.  Any of it.  It’s not important to anyone.  I don’t feel fearless.  I feel like I can’t get a good grasp on anything.”

“I’m....horrible at those kind of things. Honestly I offer up so much, I just forget to ask people things because I assume everyone oversharees as much as I do. I mean, I called Sabrina once to tell her that a guy gave me a good review on a customer service survey, like 5 minutes after i found out.” She looked down, almost ashamed. ‘I really am sorry Cassi. I don’t want you to think I don’t care. I care so much. And I always want to listen to anything you have to tell me. I just...need to get better about remembering to ask.”

[chrissyofgold]

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bestfrankie‌

With her dad at work again, Frankie had found herself restless. Most of the time she’d end up in a bar somewhere, a bottle of tequila in front of her and her face buried in her phone. But tonight she had stuck to familiar territory in terms of an adventure. It wasn’t so far out of the way that she feared something would attack her, but it also wasn’t so close to everything else that she felt the need to explain herself. Her mind had been elsewhere by the time the voice sounded, jumping the blonde nearly out of her skin before she cleared her throat. “I just got here. I think?” Frankie immediately questioned herself, embarrassed. “I didn’t see anything though. I promise.”

elle raised her eyebrow at the way the girl startled. “It’s okay, really. I don’t mind, I just didn’t know there was anyone there.” Her voice was soft and gentle, and she offered a small smile “Are you alright? Not a lot ofpeople think wandering around by yourself at night is safe.” she knew it was hypocritical, but she worried about others as much, if not more than herself. “You can stay and hang out if you want.”

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cassilations‌:

She let herself lean briefly into Elle’s touch, letting out a soft sigh of contentment.  “It’s just been a rough, long winter.  I’m happy you’re back.  I just wanna see your pretty face more.”  She paused for a moment.  “Don’t take this the wrong way it’s really not a dig at our previous conversation, but I really, really want people to start to want to talk to me to actually talk about me, not just Orion.  I may not have addiction issues like he does, but I do have feelings.”

“I talk about you.” She sighed softly. “Just not to you.” She ran her thumb across Cassi’s cheek softly and then let her hand fall to the table. “I talk about my beautiful best friend. How fiesty and fearless and smart she is.’ She smile a little. “I’m just not very good at talking to you about you. Or Orion about Orion. Or Max about Max. Which is probably why I have all the issues that I have, because i don’t know how to just tell people how I feel about them, i end up telling other people.” She chewed on her lip. “Im sorry if I hurt your feelings, Cassi”

[chrissyofgold]

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jordxnwtf‌:

jordan had decided on a walk after practice. things were getting easier when it came to coaching the team and that’s what most of his attention had been focused on. he just felt like he needed some fresh air and he felt like he needed to clear his head so that he could think straight. as he made it to the lake, he noticed the girl and he held his hands up in surrender. “just got here.” he confessed. “what’re you doing out here by yourself?”

Elle watched the man, hesitent for a long moment before deciding he seemed like friend not foe. “I was sad and lonely” She said with a shrug. She had no reason to be dishonest with a stranger. “So I came out for a swim. Plus, I’m probably being tailed anyways.” She paused. “I’m Elle Watson.” It hadnt been long since her name had been plastered all over town as the missing girl. 

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devineorion‌:

“Yes,” Orion’s reply was short, pulling his knees up to his chest.  “I don’t know why you wanted to get a tattoo on my behalf; that’s never a good idea.  You better not have gotten my name,” He didn’t take his eyes off her as she waded closer.  “No one likes sober Orion. He’s boring and a giant downer.”

Elle was quiet for a minute, thinking trough what she wanted to say. “Orion...” She sighed. “You are so under my skin you don’t even know it.” She shook her head softly. “I don’t get names on my body, that’s tacky.” She was very quiet, almost timid. “I got that tattoo because I want to know, without a doubt, that I always have you with me. Maybe it’s not physically. Maybe we’re apart. Maybe gone, I don’t know. But I am carrying you in my heart and under my skin forever.” She paused, looking at him for the first real time. “Forever. Whether you want me to or not. Your place in my heart is pretty solid.” She ran her fingers through the dirt for a minute. “And I like you better sober. i always have.”

[chrissyofgold]

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devineorion‌:

“That really is what it looked like,” Orion sighed, running a hand through his dark hair.  “Nothing.  I don’t know.  I’m trying not to have sex instead of dealing with my feelings.  I just….” he let out a frustrated sound. pulling at his hair.  “I don’t know.  Nothing sounds genuine to me lately.  Everyone seems to want a version of me that doesn’t exist anymore and I don’t know how to deal with that.”

“out of all of that, you picked out the sex comment?” She raised an eyebrow, almost amused, and then finally waded out of the water to sit beside him, drawing here knees to her chest. “I wouldn’t want you to have sex with me to distract from feelings. not like this. If you wanted to sleep with me, I would want it to be feelings friendly this time.” She shrugged. “I don’t want any version of you that isn’t 100% you. Not past you, but you, now, whoever that is, that’s the man I want in my life.” 

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cassilations‌:

“Things have been very, very difficult for us.  I know your situation trumps mine and Orion’s stuff, but that doesn’t mean we haven’t had shit going on.  I’ve had so, so many friends leave me in the span of like two months  Sex doesn’t make me feel anything anymore.  I feel completely numb all the time.”  It was her turn to avoid Elle’s gaze.  “Most days, I feel like Orion is the only person who knows or cares that I”m around.  Everything is messy and awful and I just hope if spring gets here, we can all get over it,”

Elle pushed open the door of the diner and led them into a corner booth. “Im sorry Cassi. I never want you to feel that way.” She reached up to touch the side of Cassi’s face for a minute.’I always care that youre around. Always. And I miss you so much when you aren’t.” She dropped her hand onto the table. “Spring is just around the corner. And maybe we can all break free of this funk.” 

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devineorion‌:

“Yeah, but the second he moved in with you, I stopped seeing him.” Orion shot back.  “Do you know how that fucking looked to me?  It fucking sucked.  I hated it.  But you were back, and happy and Max seemed happy, so who the fuck cares about Orion, right?”  He leaned back on his palms, shaking his head.  “I need everyone to stop fucking telling me they love me.  I’m sick of hearing it.  They’re just words they don’t hold meaning anymore.”

She pressed her lips together, piecing together what she wanted to say. What she could say. “It wasn’t like that.Maybe it looked that way but it wasnt.” Her breath was shaky and she took a long minute to find some composuree ebefore replying. “Okay.” She nodded. “Then what holds meaning?” She locked here eyes on him in the darkness. “What do I say, what do I do, that tells you that you’re under my damn skin. Tattoo it on my body? I did that. Scream it from rooftops? Fine, I’ll start climbing. Is it sex? Because you can have me a million times over.” She didn’t take her eyes off him, her chest heavy. ‘I fucked up Orion, tell me what it takes to make it right.”

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cassilations‌:

“Look,”  Cassi let out a soft huff of air, giving Elle a stern look.  “I understand.  I really, really do.  But I don’t think you realize how much doing that has effected us.  I’m trying to give everyone space, but everyone keeps leaving me.  Orion is convinced his world is ending one relationship at a time.  Sometimes, I wish people would fully think about how their actions effect the people they think they’re helping.  You can still talk to people and not be fully sure what you’re feeling about them.”

“I very permanently put you both on my body.” She said quietly. “I’m never leaving you. Not of my own accord.” She looked at her feet, unable to meet Cassi’s eyes in the moment. “I thought I had thought it out. I thought that this was best. You seemed happy, until you didn’t. And I don’t know what I can tell Orion that makes this any better. Maybe the truth, I don’t know.” She shrugged. I never wanted either one of you to have to question your relationships with me. Im here for life. Even when I’m messed up and distant.”

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devineorion‌:

“No one ever means to hurt me,” Orion’s voice bordered on bitter, but he just let out a soft sigh.  “It just seems to be very easy.  For everyone.”  He finally looked up at her her.  “That was a shitty thing to do, and a shitty way to follow up.  Both you and Max are isolating yourself from me.  Kind of spelled out to me that you guys found better people to occupy your time with.”

Elle stopped moving for a minute, turning to look at him with her face full of confusison. “You don’t see it.” She finally said softly, tipping her head back to take a deep breath. “I didn’t find someone better to occupy my time with. At first Max was just living with me because I didn’t want to be alone. We started sleeping together, yeah, but I’ve slept with you too. And it didn’t last. he’s sleeping on the couch now and--” She swallowed and shook her head, unable to make words for a long moment. “and I am isolating myself from the both of you because I love you too much. I want more than either one of you can give me. And that’ not fair to you.” She waded a little bit to more shallow waters. “Ididn’t isolate myself because I wanted to be away from you. i isolated myself because I wanted to be closer to you. Both of you. And that’s not okay for anyone.”