I am not okay I slowly losing the energy that I have given to my work since day 1 I am confused with what's happening in my life I am thinking of what will gonna happen in my future Do I really have a future ahead of me? I do have a work, I do have a boyfriend, I do have my family behind my back. But why am I not happy? Is it because I am not enjoying my life unlike other people? Is it because of the 'freedom' that I somewhat I don't have? Now.. I am slowly starting to ask my what if's in life.. What if I listened to my superiors and change my course to business ad? What if I did not hesitate to say yes to them? Will it change the path that I am walking now? What if I didn't quit at my part time job and wait for my boss to raise my salary? Will I have earned more from what I am earning now? What if I pursue and went to Manila with my friend? Will I have more realistic future? What if I declined to be that 'never leave the house' type of daughter? Will I found the enjoyment that I am searching? Am I happy? No. But I can be funny.
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