Somewhere in the Stratosphere

Strider was here -💽 | he/they | minor | that one shinedown fan | I block VERY freely i apologize

[christolbool]

Shads / Christol

He / Him / They | Masc / Neu Terms

(Strawpage is usually outdated to some degree)

As of now, my main fandoms are Bungou Stray Dogs, Lego Monkie Kid, and Urinetown. I like submas but I do not interact, talk about, or draw for the fandom, I only talk in the discord server for it i admin.

Basic dni; proshippers, blankshippers, shadowpeach shippers, selfcest creators (if thats what your main thing is, personal pref selfcest makes me super uncomfortable), people who hate polyamory or any other "extreme" queer identity, ableist towards cluster-b or other disorders, just people who arent open minded/dont think for themselves in general.

[300pigeons]

Due to the main post’s tags, this is a shorter version of said post that can be found here as it contains the full tldr. Please note the CWs listed. The doc has a longer version with more information and testimony.

Note: If you are to discuss this, please use the “ #Submas Drama “ tag as requested via other users.

(Please note that we do not see this as drama, but it was picked in the moment by others outside of the victims to deviate the flood of uncomfortable discussion in the main tag, that we eventually followed as well. Do not consider this drama, but do use the tag to look for information to post about it if needed.)

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CW: Grooming, Discussion/Sharing of Fetish/Kink art with minors, Tickling, Incest

PSA on @/Marchy-Emmet/Subway-Hearts/Fluffi_al (They/Them) and their main Discord mod/helper @/koroboros/koro_moray (She/Her) and their misconduct around myself and a few others who were/are still minors.

(Full psa here: Link) (Google Doc ver: Link)

From roughly the end of 2023 to part way through 2024, Marchy, Koro and one other moderator (Mem, they/them as last remembered) within Marchy’s Discord server “Our Submas Miracle” had inappropriate discussions with me (Mango, 17 at the time) and multiple other minors. (Another 17yo and a 15/16yo). Marchy is also complicit in grooming a then 14yo alongside the 15/16yo.

This is as much of a “small tldr” of the tldr in the main post I can give before going into what the content warnings are about. The post contains screenshots of the private chat I, the other 17yo and the 15/16yo were in with the above individuals that involved nsfw related topics we did not consent to seeing, mainly tickling. The post contains one bit of art that we were able to save from that time, there were many others like it shared towards us.

Marchy had tried to groom the two younger minors into incest with them, saying weird stuff like “big bro will teach you how to be mature~” (posted in doc and tldr as screenshot, said towards the 15/16yo) and a lot of other weird stuff. (As of January it has come out that they did succeed with that unfortunately with another minor, we were not aware of that while writing. We do unfortunately know who they are and hope that they are ok. Said minor is mentioned within the PSA multiple times.)

Please read through the proper tldr if you have the ability to before trying to discuss stuff with myself or those who are already out about what Marchy had done to us. Any comments or asks trying to insinuate anything about or trying to turn the abuse we have gone through into shipcourse will be ignored or be put under heavy scrutiny after how specific individuals acted back in January when this information first came out.

Thank you for reading, and thank you for your time. We’re sorry this took over a year to make.

[christolbool]

Logging on again to talk about this really quickly and then I'm dipping

This has been REALLY long in the works, and it may not cover everything. It only covers our situation and only to the best of our ability, since so many of us involved have memory issues and mine are quite severe.

If you need to ask questions, thats fine. We might not be able to answer them. But since coming out about this in January, I am no longer safe to be in this fandom. I have been harassed by grown adults and feel like im constantly being watched by some of them waiting for a slip-up so they can use it against me. There was a time where i had a mental breakdown and deleted everything including my voice and face because I had seen a blankship post by one harassing me and it was too similar and too recent to my situation. It was graphic, and no SIXTEEN year old should have to fear a fandom they found so much joy in because they wanted to speak out and uplift others with them.

I used to be able to at the very least stomach proship when it was brought up, but now I cant even talk to someone neutral on it without getting nauseous. This is not shipcourse. It never will be and acting like it is has let people who pushed me to this extent fly under the radar with their actions.

I have been advised by many adults who were there when I was going through the worst of this to never re-enter the fandom, or at least to never post about submas in a way that mattered. You will never see me posting about submas on social media unless its off of tumbir and just a small text post.

If you want any more of my testimony, it's in there.

Hold the victims in your hearts please I will be logging off for a bit now.

[christolbool]

drops this in your ask box

ouhhh… what if the billeauxs met… ooouuuhhhh my take on him potentially feeling lesser, more pathetic in the presence of yours… seeing as yours had more noble reasons for what he did and is just in general a lot more good hearted of a person… and seeing as mine was acting out of insecurity a need for control and a lack of understanding… ooooouuuuuhhhhhh realizing that someone who was precisely just another version of himself made a relationship work with one of the rebel poor and lost robbie to death which was out of his control meaning that there could’ve been a chance of salvaging his own relationship…ooooooooouuuuuuhhhhhhhhh yours seeing that my billeaux is alone bc he ruined what he had with his own lover except that harry is alive and (not quite) well and actually got to live to see the rebellion…

How it feels to log into tumblr briefly to more billeaux posting

Also i think its worth noting that the only people in my version that survive are billeaux and mcqueen so I mean. Billeaux has to LIVE with the fact that he couldnt save the people of urinetown. And lowk develops alcoholism btw.

Before our robbie had dropped out, I made him a lore letter that was from billeaux at the factory, where it talked about how much he missed Robbie and regretted how he couldnt have stayed. It also talked about how he regretted not being able to marry him and how he planned to the moment he was able to come back except robbie would never receive that letter because he died with the rest LMAOOO

I'm trying to act like this concept is funny but its not i had to look away for barrel and millenium's deaths one of the nights bc I almost cried. Like the cast in the wings just saw me facing the corner of the exit door at the wall bc it was that serious I could NOT look

[christolbool]

How did your production of Urinetown go?

TUMBLR ATE THE FUCKING POSTSTT OH MY GOD 😭😭😭

Hi billeaux oomf missed you billeaux oomf hey. It went amazingly. The last part of the show is where I really shined as billeaux but I had a LOT of ensemble parts as well since I was a dancer for 7 years :) snuff was my favorite our choreographer was amazing and she played little Becky two shoes!!

Im keeping this short bc i need a fuckin nap and I dont want to retype this again.. I'll elaborate later maybe if more is asked bur im tired so key relationship context

- barrel and billeaux are like brothers and knew eachother through the stink years

- billeaux and Mrs millenium met eachother at UGC, but are insanely close friends

- robbie is dead since my bf had to step out of the production. This changed it so that billeaux and robbie met in their late teens during the stink years and before robbie passed got rings for eachother in place of marriage. I frequently fidget with this during scenes mentioning the stink years or the rebellion! Robbie's death is also what drives billeaux foward to continue to do research on water filters and such.

- Soupy sue and billeaux dont formally meet until after we're not sorry, where they bond over their connection to barrel. Sue knew barrel through her cop husband Barry D Hatchet, which is an oc of course :) this affects the viewing experience i swear

-my binder is entirely modified and decorated by me! It contains photos of the stink years with barrel and robbie, a letter from barrel, a reminder from robbie, and a photo of barrel millenium and billeaux eating taco bell bc we ate that during tech week. Yeah

Ok now here's the #thing DO NOTTT MENTION IF YOU KNOW THIS PRODUCTION OR WHERE IT IS. THERE ARE PEOPLE ON HERE OUT TO GET ME WITH MALICIOUS INTENT WHICH IS WHY IVE BEEN RADIO SILENT FOR A WHILE. ok anyways besides that if ik you you can dm me and ill link the full musical :3 this is from halfway through i see a river to the end of the show!

Please ignore lockstock. Ok. Hatred (joke)

PRAYING THIS POSTS FUCKK IM LEAVING MY PHONE OPEN

[christolbool]

They are the law and order brothers and they are fucking stupid

Can you all invest in officer barrel and billeaux brothers thanks

End of the show picture awee so cute

[rainn-station-rally]

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[purple-boi-clefairy-god]

I will be logging out for a bit as I prepare a very important post. You already know what it’s about, we’re pretty much finished. I will wait for the others to prep what they will post on insta/twt and then I will post the draft that has been sitting since Nov 25th.

I will send the links to a few specific people first before it goes public as I know we won’t be treated like shit for speaking out. I am being fully transparent about this as I feel like it is important information and that a certain group of people can’t start shit to me about it. You know who you are.

Sorry for the delay, we will be with you shortly in the next week or so at most. After that, I will be focusing on moving forwards with stuff I actually want to do. Speaking out fully about how I and my friends have been treated will be a massive weight off my (our) shoulders where I know I don’t have to be afraid anymore.

Please watch the “drama” tag in a while, the main post due to it’s tags will probably not show up due to me wanting the tldr to be appropriately tagged. I ask you not harass people into reading it as grooming is a touchy subject to many and I do not wish to cause harm the same way people have harmed us, please tag your rbs appropriately or at the very least create a statement of your own and where those who wish to read the PSA can find it.

Thank you.

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[thegreatcaspyy]

Mr. McQueen and Dr. Billeaux from Urinetown get the Milk

[christolbool]

No stop im shaking you cant put them there they'll drown

[rainn-station-rally]

The wait is finally over! Artist and Pinch Hitter applications are available, May 5th to June 5th!

For ease, it's the same form, you just checkmark different options.

All applications will be reviewed in full, and we encourage you to apply even if you don't think you'll qualify. You deserve a fair chance too!

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We look forward to seeing you. Everything's ready! All aboard!

[christolbool]

Forgot to post her, drawn during a conference fieldtrip

[purple-boi-clefairy-god]

You people are fucking disgusting. Do not EVER call yourself a victim activist if you are willing to throw said victim under the bus for Discord shit that “hurt your feelings”, especially if you aren’t even going to back that stuff up with screenshots.

As a victim of the same abuser of a friend who HAS BEEN ACTIVELY HARMED, the way you fuckers have treated them is appalling. Do not ever fucking contact me about anything, you have shown your full asses about how you are willing to treat vulnerable people. Fuck you, a bunch of cry-bullied the lot of you.

[christolbool]

Genuine fucking disgusting behavior to dox someone over something that hurt your feelings when they don't pose a genuine danger to other people. I cant believe I have to be saying this about GROWN adults. Yeah, I slipped up trying to get my abusers info publically before, before anyone brings that up, but that was because I was trying to file a police report because of genuine abuse and grooming.

There is a huge fucking difference between being angry at someone and trying to show other people theyre bad (by YOUR standards) through DOXXING, and getting a harmful person's info in order to warn people who could be in danger/file a police report.

You are not heros, smart, or right for doxxing someone you disagreed with. You're an asshat who spends too much time in a echochambering self righteous circle of friends who haven't aged past your highschool cliques. And from my experience, that group won't last if you lash out that quick, easy, and aggressively. Sleep with both eyes open bc yall are probably gonna squabble soon enough over something else thats not as deep as you think it is.

[christolbool]

Sorry to my urinetowners my notifications on tumblr have been off for a long time bc the groomer keeps doing weird shit 😭😭😭 im not beating the dead horse the horse woke back UP and is bringing REINFORCEMENTS ALONG WITH A VICTIMIZATION LETTER!!

[christolbool]

It's crazy to me how people who take advantage of others will always talk about themselves first instead of who they affected like yeah... my year has been so hard I feel so guilty... my mental health is plummeting..

Ok. So is the victim's probably? 😭😭 Are you going to keep feeling sorry for yourself or try to at least slightly right your permanent wrong?

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[christolbool]

Everyone ignore dave challenge ok im literally wrestling june to be here and shes close to winning