It’s hot, I’m sick, and I can’t handle this anymore.
My sister has no empathy. She thinks only of herself and every time we talk she throws poorly veiled insults and condescending comments at me and then accuses me of “always getting defensive” when I finally cave and fight back.
I have less than 2 months until surgery and I need at least 8.5k more. I’ve run out of options.
I’m still unemployed despite my best efforts. I’m behind in all my projects and I’m broke.
I’m also overdue for my T shot and missed my appointment with my endo and haven’t rescheduled and need to get bloods done before that anyway but haven’t.
My room is a mess, we have no internet and I have no Xbox live time and I want to play ESO and I feel like I’ve wasted money because I haven’t played it in a while and I feel out of the loop and exhausted and hopeless and I don’t know what I can possibly do to solve any of this.
I need this surgery. I can’t get through another summer without it. I need a job, I need to move and I need support. Help