a kaleidoscope of contusions

you know me. figure it out. -adult-

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i want to read about every disease and aspect of the human body

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i want to have sex with every disease

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i want u to tell me about every way a body can die while we have sex

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i want to experience every death and rebirth possible

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i want to know the side effects

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i want to have sex with all of my internal organs

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i want to do surgery on all my organs

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i want to know every disease my internal organs are subjected to

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i want my diseases to have sex with my internal organs

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i want to feel every cell of your body touch every cell of mine

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i want to live every chemical anomaly on the scale of our bodies

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i want to feel my guts react to every single chemical that enters me on a subatomic level

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i want to eat my diseases and my organs

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i want to eat the side effects having sex with the symptoms

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buah

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hiiii new username hello!!

also i gotta ask what is the pic in ur header? i see the blood vessel and my best guess for the stuff underneath is smooth muscle, am i any close?

haiiii :3

“A micrograph of muscle tissue reveals capillaries carrying red blood cells.”

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is flat soda still soda

i don’t knowwwwww 🦍

[ageae]

[jareckiworld]

Tan Mu — The Glitch (oil and acrylic on linen, 2023)

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lost a follower hash tag reblog spree *cracks knuckles* *cracks bones* *horrific cracking continues til i am reduced to rubble in front of your very eyes*

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i'm sorry but anything with bubbles is soda, we first used to carbonate things using sodium bicarbonate that's why it's called soda, energy drinks are soda, sparkling water is soda

club soda is practically just sparkling water except for a little added minerals to counteract the acidity of the carbonation. and it's literally called soda

what wver. i will concede to you this time. as long as my energy drinky is a soda

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i wish i could keep u on my body like a wound, whose scab i cannot stop picking, who keeps on coming back, who will never heal

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theres a gaping bloody wound in the darkest folds of my heart, crawl inside and kiss it better?

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i think monsters versus aliens had a deep impact on my psyche it caused my first nightmare which gave me my deepest seated fear of metamorphosis. . .

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shout out to little bunny foo foo as well 🗣️ contributed to the nightmare with body horror 💪💪

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misspoke *second nightmare. first nightmare was being eaten by my neighbors dog. terrifying at the time.

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Opposed to now where you would take getting eaten like a champ

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i woulge be so so scared

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tumblr addiction should come with body horror i should be physically merged to the website in a way that is grotesque yet intriguing… but no it just makes my eyes a bit sore and hurts my back

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if you’re feeling nervous you can just imagine the audience with their hearts open and souls bared to you. all their deepest insecurities and vulnerabilities on display. their most personal secrets and the parts that they don’t let anyone see, not even their most trusted friends, exposed to you.

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if you’re feeling nervous you can always imagine the pulsating inner workings of the human body, that throbbing flesh working away beneath the skin.

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If you're feeling nervous you can always imagine a human corpse putrefying and decaying down to bone, being swallowed up by the earth, and nourishing the ground.

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how to quit [negative]

the only way to cut out [negative] is by putting something in its place. try gum. try yoga. try meditation. do not let [negative] sit there, leather wings batting, leaving its shadow over your life. take up hiking. try meditation. the remnants [negative] leaves, the oil slick residue on the empty spaces of your insides, the empty spaces on the inside of you, the emptiness. [negative] brings a thing unnamed, and because it has not been named, it can easily be replaced. DO NOT NAME THE [NEGATIVE] REMAINDER. quitting [negative] is easy as long as you do not let it become a compulsion. do not think about [negative]. do not engage in thoughts of [negative]. soon you will be full. you will have substance and will and matter and something inside. you will not feel the empty [negative]. you will be a person, full of life and matter and light. wanting for nothing. want nothing. remember you have everything and want nothing. close every opening of your body to the world and roll on like a smooth stone in the river of the world. do not think about [negative]. not even once.

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You're fascinated with human body but Inna fucked up way. If I read more of your posts in going to develop something

keep reading my posts boy 🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀

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my fixation on drugs and diseases is of course an extension of my obsession with and anxieties about the body

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my fixation on drugs and diseases is of course an extension of my obsession with and anxieties about the body