Ive done that hardest thing that anyone could do. I let you go. You deserve better then me. You deserve someone that will be there when you need them someone who is beautiful inside and out, that wich i am not. You deserve someone who will never doubt you, and have hope and beleive that you will be home one day.. In my mind I've given up so many times. Im sorry i couldnt the one for you. You say ive changed, yes i have changed , but ive changed for the better. I learned that I only bring you down, that i only stress you out, and with out me, I hope that your living stress free. I slowed down my life for you, but you need to understand im still young , and what you want from me, im not ready to give up. Im not ready to be home all the time. im not ready to stay commited to only you. You say that im the one , but im not. If i was the one , you wouldnt have whats her face on your mind and please dont try to say you dont, cuz you do. i dont mean it in a bad way. I've learned alot in these past few years. Ive learned what makes me happy and i know what makes me sad. and when im with you its a mix. But without me i hope you are truely happy. without you i cry at night. i have to live my life pretending that i dont love you, pretending that im happy without you. i have to lie to myself and everyone else. im with someone knew , sometimes i can honestly say that i wish he was you. but he isnt. He does everything to try and make me happy , it works. but ...... he's not you. I still love you. but i had to give you up..to make you happy. you have to understand that sometimes you have to be cruel to show how much you love someone. I loved you enough to let you go. so please leave my mind. and stay outta my dream. erase your voice from my mind, and that smile that used to drive me wild. take it away from me. i dont deserve anything from you. because your so special. give it to someone who deserves you. because you are one of a kind, your so different from all these all ass holes in the world. i hope you find the perfect girl to give your love to. because i can never be that for you..
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