living lovely

here are some thoughts that mostly you don't wanna know (there I warned you.)

[chuviku]

orang hebat

orang hebat sering bilang, mereka ga pernah takut untuk mulai dari nol lagi ada di tahap, challenging and questioning myself: "am I one of them?

[chuviku]

the reason why subscribing ChatGPT plus.

[chuviku]

I'm taking a career break to start my personal project—excited but scared at the same time.

oh hi, I'm back.

[chuviku]

2019

dari banyaknya resolusi tahun baru, menjadi hanya satu; tetap waras.

semoga lelah fisik dan pikiran ini mendewasakan.

[chuviku]

can Instagram make a new feature called " Instasad ", it's simple and looks like Instastory but to make everyone else feel sad because the person who posted it have a better life.

that’’d be cool, because that what people do on social media.

[noahberkley]

Contrast & Comparison: Lee Unkrich’s Coco x Pete Doctor’s Up & Hayao Miyazaki'sSpirited Away

[chuviku]

I kneww it!!! but still, lovely movie ❤️

[perfectblue7]

Whisper of the heart (1995)

[chuviku]

Ayah Tidak Pernah Memberi Apa yang Saya Mau

Ayah tidak pernah memberikan apa yang saya inginkan, apapun itu, saya bukan ingin menghilangkan hal-hal apa yang pernah ayah beri, karna memang bukan itu maksud saya. Ayah tidak pernah memberikan apa yang saya mau, tapi selalu memenuhi apa yang saya butuhkan, dan saya sangat  bersyukur akan hal itu, saya bangga akan didikan beliau yang seperti itu, hal-hal yang saya ingin sejak dulu selalu harus ada setidaknya feedback, ada reward dan  punishment, ada tanggung jawab di dalamnya, rasa tanggung jawab itu mahal dan itu yang saya mau, sesuatu yang mahal dan ayah (ternyata) telah berikan itu. Terima kasih.

[chuviku]

do you know why I love midnight conversations? First, after a long day people are tired, and people tend to be more honest whenever they're tired. Second, we can talk about anything in life, from little to bigger ones. Third, because it is you that I'm having conversations with. You make me feel needed, and I couldn't ask for more.

[chuviku]

Berawal dari teman saya di Line like postingan ini di timeline dan ga sengaja kebaca, lalu sedikit kepikiran dan ingin curahkan disini.

Mungkin diantara kita ada yang kurang seneng kalau seseorang ngelakuin hal baik, misalkan sedang dengar ceramah di Masjid, berbuka puasa, bersedekah atau hal baik lainnya, lalu orang tersebuh nyebarin tuh lewat foto, video, boomerang dan sebagainya, banyak yang bilang riya, ga ikhlas, pahalanya dikurangin lah, ini lah, itu lah dan lain sebagainya, tapi satu yang saya pikir, seenggaknya orang tersebut udah berbuat baik, sedangkan orang yang ga seneng liatnya, apa udah berbuat baik? okelah, soal ini adalah urusan orang tersebut dengan yang diatas, tapi semua juga berawal dari nol, dari jarang berbuat baik jadi sering, begitupun saat kita belajar, dari ga bisa baca sampai lancar membaca, ada proses disitu, orang ini sedang proses menjadi lebih baik, dan ga ada yang salah dengan hal itu, kenapa kita harus ganggu dengan judging mereka secara negatif?

[spilledheart]

You’re the one I want to go on late night drives with while holding hands and singing along to the radio, to drive to the middle of no where and look up at the stars while in each other’s arms, the one to kiss at red lights, the one to hold tightly in my arms, the one to go to coffeehouses with while having tired eyes, the one to be mine while I am yours.

(via spilledheart)

[chuviku]

this song is just beautiful, somehow i cried while listening to this.

[chuviku]

instagram things

ada sepercik pemikiran saya sore ini ketika saya upload instastory dengan foto secangkir cappuccino dan headset yang biasa saya gunakan untuk mendengarkan musik, orang-orang melihat story mungkin beranggapan “ oh he’s having a good day, spending evening at coffee shop while listening to his favorite music “ but no, orang-orang ngga tau saya menjalani hari yang melelahkan karena kecerobohan saya sendiri, ini cerita kecil dari foto yang tampil beberapa detik di instastory followers saya, ada lebih dari 80 juta foto yang diupload di instagram setiap harinya yang tidak semua tahu ada apa dibalik setiap foto yang diupload, karena apa? we only show people what we only want to show, saya bisa simpulkan kalau zaman sekarang sulit rasanya untuk menjadi apa adanya, banyak orang yang ngga sadar kalau dirinya naif, dan saya mungkin salah satunya, tetapi semua kembali lagi ke diri masing-masing, hanya disayangkan saja apabila sampai memaksakan diri hanya karena gengsi.

[chuviku]

kebanyakan kafein

sepanjang perjalanan saya pulang kerja saya bikin sajak di atas motor, ingin saya share disini jangan kesal tapi, sajaknya begini.. " Orang-orang bilang kota Bandung itu cantik, aku sih setuju aja, tapi sayang cantiknya berkurang saat kamu keluar kota. " kesel ya? hehe maapin.

[chuviku]

Sjáumst!

First of all… Whatever you’re going to read, please don’t go away hehehehehe as an intro you lied to me from the start, you said you’d be ugly and join the ’ ugly club ’, you are not; you’re so far away from ’ ugly ’ word and not competent to join the club.

After more than 8 years knowing each other, we finally had real conversations, at first I’m kinda worried, I thought it would be awkward and we wouldn’t get along, but thank God! you’re even more awesome in real life! (after all the time communcating through social media) Okay pep talk, I just wanna say that I like you and you have no idea how happy I am because we finally meet! I really am, it’s been a while for me to have a good conversations with someone (I’m not lying) and just so you know the reason why I like your mother because she looks like you hahahaha (please send my best regards to her)

please dont dump me just because you don’t have the same feeling as mine (if you don’t) I just want you to know what I feel, and someone somewhere care about you and that is me.. I don’t know what will happen in the next years but knowing and to be close with you encourage me to be a better person, to be smart, to be a successful person, because if it’s meant to be then it’s meant to be.

So glad to have you here in Bandung. Take care yourself there, stay healthy (mentally and physically) hehehe

“ Best of luck! ” - Farrier (in Dunkirk)

Sjáumst!

[chuviku]

missing people

don’t lie, we’re all sometimes missing people like only for a moment and after you did some stuffs *poof* gone, you’re not missing that person anymore.

first of all, you’re just bored at the moment you have nothing to do but thinking that one person, and if you ever feel this way.. don’t do stupid shit (like trying to contact that person, imagining ’ well i might have a good conversation right?’ ) no, this is wrong; you’re just bored.

different case, now i got something to do but the image of us talking together keep flying above my head, this is crazy; all i can do is wondering what would be the answer of the question…

“ what have you done these past years? ” “ where have you been? ”

you’d tell me stories, then i’d say

“ wow, look at us.. been forever and you have plenty stories to tell. ”

then we continue our conversations…

lama sudah ya saya tak menulis.

[schatzi-moi]

it’s funny how you can be suicidal and getting all the spirits to live the next day.

[chuviku]

i can relate.