rina

20 - failed аиогехiс - my follow my twt ig @cigaretteandbow yt: cigarettewithabow tiktok: cigarettewithabowstar (dms and asks are always welcome)

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no junk january

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start the alphabet diet november 3rd, so that by december 22nd you would be done, perfect for the holiday week and then do it again in january

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shoutout to the ana fandom

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when i was 11 i kept trying to come up with ways to send my weight to people i hated.

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my ed makes me miserable but like..in a good way

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that girl who ate nothing but an orange a day for 2 months and went from 58kgs to 36kgs lives rent free in my head omg

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locking my clothes behind gw walls so i am so miserable i speed run weightloss so i can wear my cute clothes again

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oh.. to have a flat stomach while sitting down

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weighing yourself after a day of starving is just so excuting

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You think the itsy bitsy spider gave a fuck about the rain and having to start the journey over. No.

It crawled up the spout again. Lock in.

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"its not you, its me" i say to the reflection on the mirror

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i feel like such a wannarexic sometimes

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my sexual fantasy is losing 15 kgs

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wether food is 'worth' it or not is irrelevant. you know how it tastes like. you ate it before, 100s of times probably. why do it again?

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the worst thing i was ever told was when i was in 7th grade and this girl told me you are the fattest person in the room. unprompted.

(she got fat and i cheered)

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eds are so winter coded idk man

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having an ed as an adult is such a different experience to that of when i was a teenager