Songtracks Of My Life

Just a reminder that life can always knock you down, but you are responsible for getting back up.

[cinderstrange]

Jealous

Dear Me,

What a day, week, month, year and life. You have been hit hard. I am sure you worry that your life will always be like this. Wondering if you will always be the one giving love and never to receive it. Listen closely... Something amazing will come your way and you will be grateful for all that you went through. Because guess what? It made you into this awesome person who can truly appreciate the love that will be given to you. So smile... hearts were meant to be broken so that they get stronger. You are being broken, you are being rebuilt for someone who can appreciate all the cracks in your foundation. Let all the pain go... Don't hold on, let him go.

From,

A Future Happy You

[cinderstrange]

Rumors

Dear Me,

Another day, another rumor. I get it. The need to feel relevant. People just never seem to ever have nice things to say. Don't let it get you down. You know who you are and that is all that matters. You are only responsible for your own actions and not those of the people around you. It helps to remember that at the end of the day, you are a strong person who never lets gossip and fodder break the person you have built. This too will flow by like a fallen leaf in a flowing stream. Stay strong little soldier and keep your head up.

From,

A Future Happy You

[cinderstrange]

Dear Me, One day it will all make sense. Until then, keep your smile bright and your head held high. From, A Future Happy You

[cinderstrange]

Extraordinary Magic

Dear Me,

You must be feeling so low in the last few months. You thought it was over, you had found the one meant for you. You started planning your lives together and it all seemed like the light at the end of the tunnel was finally meant for you. Then it happened. A copper penny tossed in the air as you are placed on hold. Wait, he says. I no longer feel like me. I need some time. For three months, the penny hovered in the air like the stink of a moldy apple. What should you do? Should you continue to hold even though every day you feel more rotten inside? Take my advice, sometimes your soulmate is just a passing leaf blowing in the wind. Not necessarily meant to put down roots. Move on, live again and learn to enjoy your own company. One day, someone will see the sparkle you possess and be drawn to your glow. Until then, keep your magic alive.

From,

A Future Happy You

[cinderstrange]

The Hanging Tree

Dear Me,

Are you okay? Your body has degraded quite a lot in the last few weeks. Your mind is breaking and your soul hollow. It isn't good to let yourself get so lost and damaged. I know that drowning your demons must get tiresome because they know how to swim but stay strong! Why do you let such dark thoughts invade your senses? I hope that you know this is all temporary and that one day, you will will be able to shine again. Don't let negativity grab ahold of you and drag you to the abyss. One day, maybe not today or even tomorrow, but one day you will be able to enjoy the happy days like before. You are doing too much these days. I know that you feel you HAVE to finish it all but remember to take a break and let yourself heal. Stop burning the candle at both ends.

From,

A Future Happy You

[cinderstrange]

Run Rabbit Run

Dear Me,

There are situations that you will come across in your life that test you and push you to your limits. Stay positive! What's the point of letting the dark clouds pull you into a depressed state of mind? Today, you mind may have been cloudy and dark like the overcast outside and the skies may have cried for you but that is just 1 hour in 24. It wasn't a bad day, just a bad hour. Enjoy the rest and relax. You aren't destined to stay rooted to one place... you are not a tree. So if you decide that you want to seek new adventures, I support you 100 percent. If your situation seems dim now, know that I have lived through it and you will too. Your light will shine again. Run you clever girl and come find me!

From,

A Future Happy You

[cinderstrange]

Note to Self

Dear Me,

What can I say to you? I am sorry that I haven't been the best person these days and that I have filled you with negative thoughts and emotions. I am trying to be a better person so that you can smile again. Not that fake smile you show to your friends while pretending to be okay, but a real, genuine smile that lights you up from your core. I know times seem tough right now and it feels like the world has turned its back on you but stay strong and keep fighting and in the end, we'll find each other again. You've survived things that most people would stumble at and I know that you are strong, intelligent and worthy of love but that there are times when you just feel like digging a hole to crawl into. Don't! Remember... to exist is to survive life's unfair choices.

From,

A Future Happy You