This Is Just A Diary TBH

Sue . she/her . Fat black bisexual communist . Mostly media opinions . Sometimes political opinions . the rest is personal nonsense . Welcomeeee

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I went to see Spiderman yesterday and it was…idk…the pro-copness, pro-surveillanceness of it all kind of ruined the whole thing for me!

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Alot you pick me immigrants are getting online to be like ‘well a PGWP isn’t guaranteed, you should go back to your own country, I don’t care if your family sold everything they had for you to come to canada the correct way, its not my problem, who cares that you paid 3 times the amount of school fees, PGWP IS NOT GUARANTEED’ and I want you to know the people laughing with you right now and saying ‘this issue has brought the right and left together HAHAHAHA’ don’t see you as their equal at all and in fact you are one policy change away from them saying the same shit about you and your PR! Have some fucking empathy for your fellow man, you people are revolting!

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Look, im not saying kayla is some sort of victim or anything crazy like that because at the end of the day she did consent to kissing bear and also mostly entertained his antics...But idk...The way bear persues women is really preditory and creepy.

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Rot in prison LOOOOSSSSEEEERRRRRR

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I’m deadass so sick of Devins being shoved down my throat I DONT LIKE HER i’ve had ENOUGH!

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One of my favorite people in this world is my Auntie, and among other things (she’s funny, kind, clever,charismatic as all hell etc) The coolest thing about her is she fought off a disgusting attempted rapist with her bare hands!

She was coming home from a party, and in Kenya typically the matatus stop running after midnight especially in rural towns, but pikipikis (motorcycles) are available transportation that are wayyy cheaper alternative to a taxi or Uber, so most people take one after a night out (as did she). When that man driving the one she took started veering off course, she noticed basically immediately and asked him about it. He tried lying about it at first (oh I’m taking a shortcut etc) but obviously my aunt knows her own neighborhood and so when she told him to use the correct route or let her off immediately, that man went silent then said ‘nakutaka’ (I want you)! She obviously told him to die, so he started driving towards the fucking BUSH (Its rural Nandi county at like 1 am in the morning, the road was dead as fuck) so she literally threw herself off the bike, drop, rolled and landed squirell style like she was fucking Natasha Romanoff, got up and BOOKED it!

That men jumped off his bike as well and was unfortunately fast as fuck too (Nandi county 😭) so he caught up thinking he could drag her kicking and screaming into the bushes, so when he tried to grab her hair, she dodged that shit, turned around and kicked that nigga square in the fucking jaw then with her other leg, chest kicked him into a ditch on the other side (the way she described it, picture a near spinning heel kick to the jaw, a hop leg switch into a front push kick to the chest in a fluid motion, like she was possessed by the spirit of bruce lee! Imagine the literal power as a woman to chest kick a man into a ditch like 10 feet away! I mean she went to college on a football (⚽️) scholarship but still!), ran into the nearest ungated compound and hid under a frost tarp till morning! Most traumatic shit ever but my god the fucking survival instincts! Coolest lady I know!

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There’s this couple on canadian amazing race, the wife is Argentinian, and their goal if they win is to buy land in RURAL ALBERTA!!! lmfao the horrible PR run Argentina is on rn will be in the history books deadass!

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I just woke up from a nap where I had the most LUCID dream of my life oh my god it was fantastic!! I can’t believe out brains are capable of this, it was CRAZY!!

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Tbh I don’t see what that voicemail guy said that was so bad! He basically said ‘I would like to test our physical connection before investing more time in this relationship, otherwise if that’s a deal breaker then we should cut it off, because this is as far as I’m willing to go without knowing if we are physically compatible or not’…which is fine??

I think its ok for someone to have dating expectations and as long as they are honest upfront (and don’t spring such ultimatums on people while they are in their physical presence or alone together, because that can be coercive) I don’t know why its a problem.

‘He was being rude’ I don’t really see where he was rude, ‘I don’t see the point of coming over’ wasn’t ment to say that she was boring and he didn’t find value in spending time with her beyond physical intimacy or w.e ya’ll have contrived it to mean, it just ment that he was not willing to move forward with the relationship without that physical connection tested and that is OK?

I feel like people want to both be mad at their ladylike sensibilities being offended by a man having the audacity to ask for sex so brazenly (like it or not, this is the puritanical values most of us have been raised to internalize, and also in the throws of its resurgence, rearing its ugly head), and also pretend that they want full honesty when it comes to maters of sex. If we are being honest, there was no way that guy could have stated his desire, without it being an issue, even if he was as nice as a prince, because I think most of the vitriol is coming from the ‘What do you take me for’ notion and that can’t be helped with softer language lol.

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So the whole time they were writing the devil wears Prada 2, noone in that writers room thought ‘hmm…there’s kind of a fantastic opportunity for a Andy/Emily romance here’

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I’m having an ass day so I went and got a ‘cocoloco’ pie from sobeys thinking its a chocolate pie and its a fucking coconut cream pie IVE HAD ENOUGH!

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In my opinion, puzzle box tv shows should not be more than 3 seasons, and even that is a stretch!

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I guess i’ll be the one to ask…is Michaela gay and just too christian to admit it or do ya’ll actually buy that she is staight? Cause not to stereotype but everytime I’m watching a season of the challenge with her on it, its feels like I’m watching my stem college ex girlfriend 😭

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Yo wtf is this new season of dimension 20? Like…The plot has SOME potential but the roll mechanics are pissing me off, there are literally no battles and for the first time, the campaigners are not driving this story very well, I feel they are missing a lot of opportunities presented to them by Brennan to drive the story somewhere (e.g THEY SHOULD HAVE TURNED BETH!) it’s giving amateur hour! We are 7 episodes in and like…nothing is happening and I don’t feel like we are building to anything…Their first flop!

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Jonathan TRIED it with refusing to give maryanne the credit for the Omar vote!! He’s so ANNOYING!! Boulder looking ass…Go deep throat some banana flavored protein powder you absolute FUCK!

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I love how he’s talking about bitter jury now that he’s on the final 3 chair, meanwhile on his season, he was bitter AS FUCK!

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Please ffs why don't these ppl understand that Jonathan is a bigger threat than Omar like yeah Omar is smart but he doesn't win challenges much Jonathan does and he's been a target forever plz just get him out finally and Romeo is annoying sure but he's barely there he's not a threat at all

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Jonathan is most likely going to be a 0 vote finalist if he makes it to the end, and I feel like some of them are sussing that out! In order to actually make a strong case of physical game play, you had to be literally DOMINANT in all the post merge challenges! Im talking colby going on an immunity run dominant! Jonathan just hasn’t shown that, and in other aspects (social and strategic), almost every other person is stronger than him (With the exception of maybe Romeo…But even he can claim the ‘Ive clawed my way through this game’ thing and get a vote or two, and since its a final 3 and not a final 2, the other person will likely win against them two).

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Well well well

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Bitch I’m still thinking about the 60 minute massage I paid for, which consisted of like 30 minutes of actual massage time and then the rest of it, the masseuse left me in the room with spa music blasting to ‘relax’…like wtf the massage was 200 dollars 🧍🏽‍♀️

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Those fuckass dolls threw me for a loop, howerer, I think that MAYBE that the lake is the fear spider’s level, and its Where your worst nightmares become reality (mayhaps a ‘lake of fears’ hehe…also I think Ethan’s dad is there)…Idk I have to think about it abit more, but TRUST i’ll find a way to fit it into my grand theory…Also, im pretty sure my newer theory of there being multiple levels of torture, with the town being one level and the tower being another (I now think the lake is another), is also confirmed, like damn what a great night for me lmaoo