won’t you hold my hand?

19 • he/him • gay • ftm

[citystars]

hey!

> i’m Poet, a hopelessly gay nerd

> i’ll mostly post mlm yearning posts here

> i may sometimes post nsfw! so let’s keep it 18+ in this little corner of the internet

> shoot me a message if you so desire :)

[citystars]

and what if making eye contact with a guy in the back corner of an empty laundromat that quickly progresses into being shoved against the wall taking his dick. and he comes inside while holding your hips as he breeds you. and he pulls his dick out right as he comes and it drips out of you onto the floor in two splatters as he’s already pulling up his shorts. you’ve barely pulled your shirt on as he tugs you back into him to touch you through the shorts you just put on and you have to keep from moaning in case somebody might hear. and then he leaves you to clean up the cum that leaked out of you and as you move to grab a towel to wipe it up you can feel what’s still inside you making your insides slick and warm. what if.

[citystars]

he blushes so easily and it’s so cute when he does

[citystars]

:( hugging and wishing it would last just a bit longer :(((

[citystars]

talking and he turns and smiles at me and I want nothing more than to kiss him right then

[citystars]

having a crush on a straight boy :(((

[citystars]

reflecting on the appeal of human x robot/etc romance and affection and how it’s two beings loving each other’s differences, not loving despite them, but because of them. figuring out how to love each other in a way that works best for their partner and understanding that they likely won’t show these things the same way and that’s okay. it’s I love you wholly with no wishing they could be different. it’s the effort to love them as they are instead of changing them to suit what you want. it’s terribly romantic.

[citystars]

holding his hips as i suck his cock. wanting nothing but to hear his cute whimpers more and feel his hand curled in my hair. feeling him lose control and thrust into my mouth. maybe ill let him cum with my mouth. maybe ill get him to the edge and pull off, dragging him over to the bed to fuck properly.

[citystars]

holding and being held when tired. kisses on the forehead when feeling bad. hugs after sobbing over something, whispers that everything will be okay. being with somebody who you trust to be comforting when everything else is horrible and broken.

[citystars]

traveling with each other, taking road trips and talking through the nights of driving. hanging up polaroids of us when we get back. playing silly road trip games. making a driving playlist together. getting breakfast at a random diner to take a break. glancing over to the passenger side and seeing him asleep. turning the music down slightly to not disturb him. visiting each other’s favorite places, and finding new ones together.

[citystars]

Haiii! I uh- uhm- boys???? Yeah boys.

hi! i agree. boys <3

[citystars]

it’s 4am and all I want is a boyfriend to sleep in bed with >:(

[citystars]

staying up all night talking. not realizing how late it’s getting because you just enjoy each other’s company so much time barely feels like it’s passing. soon it’s 3 in the morning, and you may as well sleep over. maybe it’s a bit cold in the room. maybe we have to share a blanket. and maybe we wake up cuddling. maybe we stay that way.

[citystars]

pull me in by my tie and kiss me senseless

[citystars]

thinking about museums. holding hands while walking around, stopping to read about what’s on display but getting distracted looking at him and how he’s so excited to see the exhibits. listening to his voice as he talks about his favorite things we see. using one of those terrible photo booths to get silly photos where we never know how to pose, and just kiss each other for half of them.