Gwyn knew she shouldnât go. That noose was getting closer and closer to her neck, almost dangling over her head in an attempt to say âput it on, seal your fate.â The full length mirror propped on the furthest wall stood before her, clothes tossed onto the floor of her closet. No, she shouldnât go, she considered, after her eighth outfit considered before her reflection. She should take the out while she still had the chance, run and screech, proclaim her faith in the familyâs name and consider it a done deal. She shouldnât go. And yetâ
âGoing somewhere?â That familiar voice of her fatherâs broke through the silence, as Gwyn jumped. A lull, staring, and her father repeated. âWhere are you going on a Wednesday night?â
âOut with Leyla.â She whispered quickly, as smooth as her voice would allow without so much shakiness. âPapa, I donât work, and itâs not a school night. I might stay over at her place againâ
âYou two go out a lot.â
âWell, weâre single girlsââ A small smile lingered on her lips, as she shifted in her stance, looking back at her reflection. âWeâre behaving.â She offered after a moment of staring. He lingered, a moment, before leaving. Itâd have to do, the lie that she kept feeding. It could eat her up inside, she knew that. Itâd stay there, bubbling under the surface.
Guilt had that ability to make her feel worse for wear with every passing day.
Looking at the time, Gwyn was running late as it was, wardrobe choices poor in her opinionâwhat did she wear to a club that was bought outâhe bought it outâwas all that sounded through her head. âFuckââ She whispered, reaching for her small clutch and phone. The Uber was called as she ran down the foyer of the long steps within her home, heels pattered against the tile as she ran for the car. She could turn back, run. Forget it, drop it. Not that it stopped her getting in the car. Not that it stopped her pulling out her phone to smooth tresses behind her ears, curls tamed and smoothed out.
Why was she trying? She didnât need to try. They had sexâand he wanted more.
Lingering emotions settled, chest felt like it was a thunderous storm as she stepped out of the Uber. Run down the street, hail another, go to Leylaâs and forget this? None of that stopped her from moving to the door, twisting the doorknob. This was it, there was nothing else. That minor crush that fell from his attention on her was playing with her mind, her heart taking control as she stepped inside. Silence eluded her, as she moved further into the club area, hues resting on him.
Looking that good was inexcusable. She assumed money, power, an unmatched dick game that Gwyn hadnât experienced in other partners, but you didnât put that on a greeting card for congratulations in someoneâs skills. âCalvinââ She ushered his name, stepping into the dim light, barely there makeup in intention to keep it casual. Or not casual. He really shouldâve told her something. âYou know for a second I almostââ What? Didnât believe he was capable of doing this? Too nervous to come and step into this new standard? âIs this what you want?â
Her response -- the surprise -- was warranted. After months of doing nothing but fucking each otherâs brains out, tonight was a sharp 180 for whatâs become their unusual norm. âIâm glad you decided to come.â He stated at the sound of his name, the smile on his face intentionally placed. Calvin knew it wouldnât take much to lull her into a false sense of security. Already, he had her wrapped around his finger but the point of tonight was to make her think that she had some stake in this twisted little game she found herself in. That she managed to do the impossible -- tame a Johnson man and be good enough for him to only have eyes for her.Â
âYou have a tendency to ask silly questions we both know you know the answer to.â He remarked moving over the single table that was set up in the middle of the room. âI wouldnât have done all of this if I didnât want to.â Pulling out the chair, he motioned for Gwyn to take a seat at the table. And with that, a server was walking over to fill two glasses with champagne before disappearing into the back room.Â