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AURORA SWANN : she/her. thirty. lady of house swann.
"perhaps i do not wish to truly go unnoticed." he teases, but there's a half measure of truth there. maybe daemon had cloaked himself with some level of invisibility to go around without donning anything that recognizes him as a dragon - born, but he's not too humble not to say that his song and his voice and his tongue do not make him entirely unseen, nor would he like for that — what a poor example of a salesman (for song, too, is sold and bought) would he be if he was entirely unknown? "but to tell you truly, i don't think the tyroshi makes dyes of normal colors. they enjoy to peacock so, it is their way, and i would not fault them for it. plus, how awfully drab it would be to be as blonde as i am and to choose to be a dark haired instead — even the baldness is more befitting. wouldn't you think so? or would you prefer to have something other than gold on your head?"
he listens to the woman attentively, unable to keep his mouth from opening into a quiet 'o' as the words flow. "you have the tongue of a poet, lady swann." or just that of a woman, if his memory of his words shared with riversong still rings correctly, and not just ghosts flying from beneath his lids of something that has happened so long ago — two moons can feel like a lifetime when one is trapped as such as daemon feels. "i would take the tempest over this everyday. even though i am not opposed entirely to the rounds of gossip, but they all have sharper ends around here so your hesitation is not surprising. or offensive." the opposite, in fact. daemon never got along too well with people who fawned under the limelight of courtly life, the discomfort of shedding ones' skin as real to him as if it was so.
still, her way with words still surprise him and daemon can't help the way his lips curls upwards in amusement at how she turns and twists them — perhaps aurora would fare better than she thought she would around here. "i think. i would rather be bald." a repeat of his own sentence, perhaps, but the truth nonetheless. "and i would rather not be here. but even a vagabond has a word of his own, and mine is interwined with another's, so." he offers a shrug, as if it didn't bother him so much he was about to jump out of a tower just for the adrenaline of it.
she takes a beat before answering him, letting the noise of the hall blur into the background. daemon’s humor is familiar and so is the way he hides a great deal behind it. she’s learned to read what sits between his words without claiming to understand him fully. “if you shaved yourself any smoother,” she says, tone dry but infused with warmth, “the smallfolk would think a curse had fallen on the crown. i’d have to stand in the yard and explain why the realm’s prince has chosen to blind us all.” it earns the smallest lift of her brows, playful but tempered. “greens and blues suit you, but a man who changes his appearance as often as you does gives the minstrels far too much material.” noting the faint curl of a smile form upon his lips when he calls her a poet, the reaction sits oddly tender in her ribs. knowing daemon, he does not flatter without purpose nor offer praise freely either. “i’ll happily take poet,” she nods. “it’s better than most the titles the court mutters between goblets.” her gaze sweeps back toward the churning crowd. she knows this world well, knows how performance becomes habit, and how a person’s true face grows harder to keep track of. “gossip comes easy to them. everyone here is waiting for someone else to slip. it’s a tiresome way to live.” she’s quick to stifle a sigh before contending, “you, at least, have the sense to stay two paces outside their circle. i suspect that’s why their games don’t touch you as deeply as they expect.” his mention of wandering and obligation draws a subtle shift in her expression. aurora is all too acquainted with duty, though she doesn’t press him for more. stepping a hair closer, she offers, “a vow can be a guide without becoming a chain... and if you decide to take to the roads again, i only ask for warning. i don’t care to discover your absence through rumor.” her smile returns in full-force as she teases, “i’d like ample time to stop anyone foolish enough to bring brown dye anywhere near your head. i’ve defended far stranger causes for men less deserving.”
she misses him before he speaks. it is not a tale of her distaste towards the man — which has cooled down over the years, believe it or not — but of the distraction by reverence — towards the gods and their trees, the snow on the ground, the cooling air around them and the laughter of the children that, thankfully, is louder than any of her ghosts. "ser." she returns, gaze of appraising as he aproaches, measuring the words to speak to her as if she was no better than a stranger that leaned towards frivolities of formal speech as the highborn of his part of the world. "it is. it seems the girls enjoy their mother's lands — i would advise you to visit more, if it would not be a bother to you. all things considered, i suppose this hasn't been the most peaceful of gatherings." the corner of her lips tremble as if betraying a smirk, but it would be one in poor taste so she stops herself just before, pressing her lips together instead.
"though as i know my sister will remind me, the road goes both ways." she hasn't been to seagard many times — twice over during the first three years of edythe's marriage, and then came her own children, the winter, jorella's loss and lord cregan's ailing and, now... gilliane can not imagine she will be ready to travel down south anytime soon, not with the litle secret up in the mountains, but that's not for caelan nor edythe to know about.
an eyebrow raises at his mention of edythe. "as if my sister hasn't been my most truthful adversary when she wants to be. shall i hope your kind of honesty is less sharp? or has marriage truly blended you as one and the same? it tends to do that, from my own experience." for better or for worse. "do tell, however, for you've rendered me curious. what is the truth you wish to deliver me, lord mallister?"
her formality needles him — ser, spoken like a wall raised brick by brick. once, he might have tried to tear it down; now he simply adjusts his stance, as one does before a wary horse. “it’s no bother.” he answers, eyes tracking maris’s braid flying behind her as she rounds a root. “we haven’t come north in some years. not for lack of wanting on the girls’ part.” he clears his throat, gaze tipping toward gilliane in a sidelong acknowledgment of the truth neither of them needs to name. “not every road is easy to tread, even in peace.” the humor that touches his lips is faint, gone as quickly as it appears. “but distance hasn’t spared any of us from unrest. this gathering...” eyes lift to the weirwood, its red leaves rustling like a whispered warning, “—has been far from peaceful. and that isn’t winterfell’s fault.” he lets the breath leave him slowly. “storms come from people, not from the places that shelter us.” it’s the gentlest version of the sentiment he can give her, shaped for someone who calibrates the world in omens. her raised brow at the mention of edythe nearly brings a true smile out of him. “sharp is one word for your sister,” he replies, his fondness evident. “unyielding, when she wishes to be. but marriage hasn’t blended us into the same creature. gods forbid she ever mirrors my temper.” the joke is mild, self-directed, meant to ease the tension between them. then he sobers, as a ship steadies when the wind changes course. “i’m not your kin,” he concedes, “but i am edythe’s. and through her, that grants me a duty of care. even if you would deny me the privilege.” this part costs him nothing to say because it is true, and because he has never resented the weight of it. “i don’t presume to know what you need, gilliane. nor do i expect you to turn to me.” he looks toward the children, then back to her. “but we’re family, whether comfortably or not. if there’s a place i might stand without doing harm… i would like to stand there.”
persistent, he notes. many had bristled at far less from him and withdrew before pressing further. retreating rather than risk finding whether the frost beneath him would hold. “courtesy has its place,” he says at length. “but not, i think, between two people asked to weigh one another.”
he keeps his voice even. “i do not dismiss that. but you must understand — i was raised to ensure the south never determined what this house became.” he chooses not to say why. the silence is enough.
“if you claim you can resist being shaped, i’ll believe it when there’s proof something tried.” no sharpness, just truth. “teeth alone don’t hold through a northern winter. composure endures longer than force.” he doesn’t shift his stance, but he no longer closes the matter off.
“i will not treat you as a wager. or a warning. but understand,” his voice lowers, deliberate. “i do not promise comfort, nor change. i am as i am. and if i am to see you clearly, then you must be prepared to be seen just as plainly.”
arthor considers her words with the same stillness he has held since she approached. when she claims that small distance for herself, he does not reclaim it. only once her final breath fades between them does he answer.
“something else entirely,” he repeats, quiet. “perhaps that is the only honest beginning.”
her gaze searches his, watching him stand there like a man carved for winter alone. she can read the flicker of thought behind his silence, noting his guardedness, but that doesn’t make him unreachable. there’s a discipline in the way he holds himself, as if he’s spent years ensuring not a single piece of him can be misread or misused. it’s a language she understands better than she wishes. the corner of her lips lifts, a touch wry. “if you're bent on seeing me clearly, then i suppose i should warn you that i'm just as persistent as you are,” she quips, tone light enough to ease the sting from her honesty. her head tilts slightly, amusement warming the blue of her eyes. “if you refuse to offer comfort, i won't pretend to be simple. but i have been told i make northern cold far more tolerable.” the line carries a playful lilt, soft as a nudge. “the arbor has its ways of teaching charm, even to its stubborn daughters.” her attention drifts across the courtyard to the hush of falling snow, the way winterfell seems to breathe around them like a living thing, before easing back to him. “as for beginnings… i can work with yours. you favor honesty and so do i.” there’s a thoughtful pause there as she measures how far she’s willing to let her candor reach. her smile deepens a shade. “you've yet to send me back to my carriage or freeze me out entirely, so i'll take that as encouragement.” she draws in a breath, her cloak shifting with the wind. “if we're to carry on from here, then let's keep to plain words and open eyes. winterfell deals in far harsher truths than ours, i think it can bear this one just fine.”
he pushes open the chamber door with the soft care of a man expecting to find his wife asleep, or at least resting. the hour is early still, the halls empty, and he had made a point of slipping away from the morning bustle before anyone could waylay him with talk of tides or trade routes. but the sight that greets him isn't rest. edythe is seated at the corner of the bed, hands folded tightly in her lap, a faint pallor to her cheeks that pulls him into the room before thought can catch up. "edy…?" his voice is gentle, the same tone he uses when approaching a skittish horse or a daughter on the brink of tears. he reaches the chamber in a few long strides, shrugging off his cloak as he nears her, dropping to a knee before her. "you look unwell. tell me what's happened." concern is evident in every syllable, steady but growing. one of his hands moves to cover hers out of reassurance that he's here for her. "is it the headaches again? the nausea?" his brow furrows, the pad of his thumb sweeping softly over her knuckles. he hates this: the guessing and not knowing, a sense that something's been hurting her while he was down in the yard mending ropes, talking nonsense with sailors. "gods, edythe, you should've sent for me." he's already preparing to stand, go fetch water or a healer or anything she needs, but he forces himself to stay with her, eyes locked on hers. "whatever it is, we'll face it. just tell me."
✵ where. the mallisters' shared bed chambers ✵ when. early winter ✵ with. edythe flint | @chlorisaes
The moment the Arbor comes into view, the air itself seems to shift—softer, sweeter, as though even the wind remembers how to embrace rather than cut. Salt lingers on the tongue, fruit perfumes the breeze, and sun-warmed vineyards unroll like a welcome laid by the gods themselves. Lia is half out of the carriage window before the wheels have fully slowed, curls wild with excitement, her laughter a melody Alys would cross kingdoms to hear. She pretends to chide the girl as she gathers her skirts, though her own heart beats just as quick.
Aurora appears the sun of Alys’s childhood—the sister her heart chose long before she had words for it.
“Oh, hush,” Alys laughs in return, though her cheeks warm despite her composure. “Storms only turn to silk if someone bothers to smooth the edges. You’ve spent half your life doing just that for me.”
Lia darts forward when Aurora crouches, tiny hands reaching, curls bouncing as though the ground can barely hold her joy. “A full hand? at this rate, she’ll be taller than both of us come next harvest.” Aurora’s laughter softens everything it touches, and when she gestures toward the open windows and the promise of warm bread, something in Alys’s chest loosens .
“Then let’s not keep the tea waiting a third time,” Alys says, slipping her arm through Aurora’s as naturally as breath. She reaches for Lia with a gentle hand. “How are you cousin? I fear i've been amiss with my letters and have missed too much.”
“and yet you still insist on meeting the storms head-on,” aurora answers, fondness laced in each word. she reaches to smooth a stray curl back from alys’s face, fingers lingering for the briefest heartbeat on her cheek. “someone has to make certain you remember you’re allowed to rest, lady of a thousand worries.” her gaze darts down to lia, light catching in her eyes as the girl presses close. “a full hand already, and more, i think. at this rate, we’ll have to start planting taller vines just so she doesn’t tower over the arbor.” she rises, offering one hand to alys and the other to lia, folding them both easily into her orbit as she turns toward the house. “come. the bread is warm again, the tea will be hot for at least five minutes this time, and i have a dozen letters’ worth of conversation to pry out of you.” she gives both hands a tender squeeze. “you can tell me how the arbor’s lady of silk truly fares, and i’ll pretend not to notice when you steal the last of the honey for lia.” the sea breeze sweeps at their skirts as she guides them inside, closing the door behind them. “you are home, lys. and i have no intention of letting either of you go so quickly.”
arthor does not move when she approaches, nor when she speaks. the snow crunches faintly beneath her final step, and he watches as the last trace of her footprints disappears beneath the gentle drift of falling flurries. only once the last of her words have settled into the snow between them does he look at her, like a man assessing the resilience of ice across a frozen lake.
“you are correct,” he says simply. “it is inconvenient.” the wind cuts across the courtyard, sharp as the silence that follows. arthor does not flinch, nor does he look away.
“i have no love for the south” he continues, measured, “because i have seen what southern courts make of promise, of people, and i have no desire to see my house used.” he does not skirt the weight of his words when he adds, “if they expect me to take a bride for politics, they have chosen the wrong stark.”
there’s the smallest shift of his shoulders, a gesture that almost passes as concession, until he says, “whether you are softness or trouble makes no difference. i am not inclined toward either.”
barely flinching at his bluntness, she meets it the way the arbor meets a storm tide, letting it break and roll off in its own time. watching arthor watch her, she can note the tension in his shoulders, how he stands like a man expecting the ground beneath him to give way. it softens her composure, but not her resolve. “then i appreciate your honesty,” she nods, voice steady, not fragile in the least. “most men would have coated those truths in courtesy. you chose clarity. that, at least, i can respect.” she moves a fraction closer without encroaching, but simply claiming enough space to prove she will not be cowed by cold words or colder wind. “i’ve no interest in being used, either,” aurora states, her tone gentler than the underlying connotation. “the south you speak of has tried to shape me, same as it tries to shape everyone in its reach. but i’ve teeth enough to bite back when needed. and composure enough to know when not to.” her gaze holds his as she continues, “if you have no inclination toward softness or trouble, then let us choose something else entirely.” another step of breath fogs between them before she speaks again. “treat me not as a wager, nor a warning. see me as i am. and should you find no use for me—” her chin lifts the slightest inch, “then let that be your choice, not the court’s.”
recognition hadn't fully grasped him yet when he called on to the next courtier, but it does dawn on him as she begins to speak, delicate features too unique for memory to fail him entirely. "i am not familiar with being worshipped by any musicians — maybe you have the wrong person. it's usually the opposite for me." he dips his head, as if there was a possibility to continue pretending who he was, even though the silver - blonde of his grown hair gave him away. with a touch to the locks, daemon pondered on her words before heaving out a sigh that was half - defeat, half - amusement.
"it would be uncorteous for me to simply ignore your opinion, lady swann. though i was leaning towards blues myself, you know, for the eyes." his were not the valyrian sort — inherited from his mother, he stood even more opposite to his siblings, with their violets, while his were the color of the clearest aquamarine. "and what suits you? what do you find of life at court?" he hadn't seen her yet, but he assumed she was one of the passer - bys for the end of year celebration rather than someone who was going to make a permanent fixture.
"mm," she hums, the sound light, as if she might disagree but was too polite to say so plainly. "then perhaps they devote themselves very quietly." her gaze settles more fully on him, noting the way his hand finds his hair, the half-hearted attempt to tuck himself back into something smaller when the realm had just made him larger. it softens her, that boyish uncertainty threaded through the man in front of her. "but if you truly wish to go unnoticed, my prince," she goes on, tone gentle with a hint of teasing, "you should have chosen browns. greens and blues both invite looking." she tilts her head slightly at his mention of his eyes, pondering on the point with care. "oh, i know for the eyes," aurora agrees, a little more warmth in her voice. "but blue would make you seem colder than you are. green reminds people you’re still something living. still growing into what they’ve asked you to be." there is no pity in it, only frank observation, a kindness that doesn't try to disguise itself. at his question, she lets her gaze shift over to the glittering hall beyond them, the ever-turning wheel of favor. "life at court," she mused, the words exhaled on a breath. "it suits me well enough. i’ve been raised among tides and tempests... this is only another kind of weather." her attention returns to him, "i find i like observing more than being observed. people show themselves when they think no one is looking." it's spoken with a knowing glint in her eyes. "as for what suits me… i prefer rooms where the smiles are not all sharpened at the edges. but i make do with what is given." her lips turns upwards after a beat. "and you, serenely worshipless prince? what do you find of being seen so suddenly by everyone?"
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aurora has been in winterfell for only a day, yet already she understands why this place shapes its people as it does. the cold here feels ancient and purposeful, a presence that settles into stone and bone with equal weight. she sees arthor in the courtyard, idling alone against the sweeping white, posture rigid as though even the wind warrants caution. drawing her cloak tighter, she approaches with measured steps, her footprints the only disruption to the clean blanket of snow. “lord arthor,” aurora greets softly, letting the words reach him before she does. “your home is as formidable as they say. though i doubt it requires quite so much bracing as you’re giving it.” steps slowing to a respectful distance, her breath curls in the air as she exhales. “i imagine this is as inconvenient for you as it is for me,” she quips, tone warm despite the chill. “a northerner with no love for the south, and an arbor girl with no desire to be bartered.” her tone is courteous, intentions nothing if not honest. “still… if we are to be weighed and measured by others, we may as well learn what they think they’re gambling.” she lifts her chin slightly, soft-spoken but unafraid. “tell me, my lord — am i a softness you’ve been warned to avoid? or merely another southern trouble to survive?”
✵ where. the inner courtyard of winterfell ✵ when. early winter, shortly after first snowfall ✵ with. arthor stark | @moonslost
the arbor smells of sea salt and ripened fruit, sweet and tart in the late afternoon sun. the vineyards roll gold and green beneath the breeze, and aurora lingers at their edge, skirts gathered in one hand, the other steadying a letter she’s read so often she no longer sees ink - only alys’s voice. when the carriage finally crests the hill, she notices the small face peeking from the window before anything else. lia’s curls bounce with every jolt, her excitement impossible to miss even from a distance. aurora’s smile grows, one reserved for only two people in the world. she meets the carriage midway down the path, ignoring propriety with the ease of long-earned familiarity. “seven above, lys — look at you,” she calls, warmth unmistakable as alys steps down with lia’s hand in hers. “you’ve gone and turned the storm into silk.” her teasing softens when she crouches to greet the girl. “and you, little blossom. have you grown a full hand since i last saw you?” lia beams, and aurora’s heart pulls with it. she gestures toward the house, its windows open to sea breeze and the scent of fresh bread. “come in, both of you. the tea’s gone cold twice over waiting.” it isn’t a complaint. with them, it’s simply the truth of love returned home.
✵ where. the redwyne vineyards along the western arbor coast ✵ when. late summer, just before the harvest season ✵ with. alys redwyne | @ofsealedfates
her fingers trail absently on his back, vague patterns traced as she catches him drift somewhere more solemn, retreating into himself—into his own thoughts, if she happens to know her husband at all—for a moment. she is not the only one in the marriage prone to reflection and brooding, caution worn like a cloak of protection. how fortuitous for them both, then, that they know each other so well all these years on. and that they have each other to lean on, at that; edythe cannot say whether or not motherhood would be as enriching as it is if she were to have shared it with anyone else.
"once you're certain, that's more than enough for me." she's never been the most ambitious of ladies, and never has that been proven more to her than as of late. there is no innate need budding within her chest, a longing for grandeur and renown and obscene wealth. perhaps the years of hardship past have changed the courses of perspective, for as of late, she finds herself perfectly content with this little life of theirs at seagard, in and amongst its towers and seafaring folk. "how were they down at the docks this morning, with the repair work? it was an early morning for you."
her touch keeps him anchored, and from wandering too far down the darker little paths his mind likes to carve when given a chance. he breathes her in, lets the slow trail of her fingers across his back remind him that he is here, now, not some imagined version of himself in a life he never chose. “i’m certain,” caelan answers, without a beat of hesitation, because he is. there’s no inkling of desire for more than what they have, nothing in him that longs for grander halls or bigger names. “if the gods meant me for something else, they should’ve thought of it before they gave me you and the girls.” he brushes his lips against her cheek, as if to seal the statement there. “they’re stuck with me like this now.” the question from her tides his thoughts back to the morning, to the sting of salt and the shout of men over the crash of waves. “better,” he says, pulling back to look at her properly. “we’ve re-strung most of the nets. a few of the older ones are beyond saving, but the worst of the damage is mended.” he pauses, smoothing an invisible crease along the skirt of her dress. “the men were in good spirits. tired, but hopeful. it helps, i think, when they see someone from the keep down there with them.” a faint, wry curve touches his lips. “one of the older fishermen told me he’d trust your eye over mine any day, though. said lady edythe flint knows the sea’s moods as well as any riverlander.” his smile grows. “next time, if you’re not too worn from your duties, you should come. i think they’d stand a little straighter for you.”
playful tut! brings a crease to her brow with it, though the smile that fattens below serves as a contradiction. "you spoil them so." try as she might to sound disapproving, there's a note of understanding adoration weaved through, as though she could not fathom anything but. once, many many moons ago, she had dreaded the idea of motherhood the way some fear the stranger himself—it struck such a chord deep within her, misgivings and disquietudes to spare, that it made her reconsider her haste to marry. when she thinks on it now, edy can only feel her heart ache for her younger self: she had no idea the path that life would lead her down, fears allayed time and time again by caelan and the girls, their mere presence alongside her.
"the realm certainly tolerates worse." the gods themselves are sure to agree, for edythe has heard numerous recitations and ballads that merit only a deep-seated groan, and a thought in the back of her mind that the stocks could well do with some more use in this day and age. she angles her face a little, leaning into his warmth ever so. "i often wonder what preternatural gift you have, to be so very able to calm me and my worries time and time again." she sometimes wonders what she did to deserve it too. "you're sure you're quite content, with just the girls and i? and your nets?"
“i do,” he concedes easily, not even a little remorseful, lips tilting upward into a smile as if her accusation is a badge he’s proud to wear. “if i don’t, they’ll find someone far less qualified to do the spoiling.” it comes out light, but the thought underneath weighs heavier: there was a version of his life where there were no paint-smeared fingers or lilac skies, no little voices arguing over pigment, or the woman at his side who tutted at him with as much fondness as edythe does. he thinks of the man he might have become without them and decides, as he always does, that he does not care to know him. his hand tightens briefly at her waist, a wordless vow. “you were always meant to be their mother,” he says in a softer tone. “even if it frightened you then. the gods did one thing right when they put you in their path.” her question settles between them, fragile and earnest, and he answers it without letting silence take root. “i’m more than content,” he replies, meeting her gaze. “the nets give me something to mend when i’m not fussing over you three. that’s all the purpose i need.” a hint of humor comes through, but it’s coated in something steadier. “i don’t need glory, or more titles, or a keep full of people bowing my way,” he continues, his frankness clear as day. “give me tangled nets, our girls underfoot, and you beside me, and i’ll count myself richer than any lord in westeros.”
he notices her, a flash of red hair against the pale hush of winterfell’s godswood. he can very subtly sense gilliane's grief, rigid beneath her furs, and even from across the way he can feel the tension rippling off her like heat from a forge. the children are the only bright thing between them: alys's laugh rings out as she chases maris across the weirwood’s roots in a flurry of braids, while little beren toddles after suri with determined mischief in his eyes, who is halfway up a fallen branch she absolutely should not be climbing. they weave through the red leaves without care, blissfully unaware of the strained air between their elders. caelan wipes his palms on his gloves — a force of habit, not nerves, or so he tells himself — and steps forward. “lady stark,” he greets, never quite sure if using her title is a courtesy or another wedge driven between them. he should offer warmth; edythe would want that. but gilliane’s eyes, those forest-bright mirrors, seem to look toward him with an unreadable gleam he’s learned not to mistake for indifference. it isn't hostility either, but a more brittle emotion, older, closer to prophecy than conversation. he stops a few paces from her, giving her space the same way he’d approach a spooked horse, cautious. “winterfell is—” his gaze pulls toward the children again, their intermingled laughter, the ease they conjure despite everything, “—fortunate to have all of them together.” a pause follows, one he allows her to fill or ignore as she wishes. wind tugs at the edge of his cloak; he lets it. he watches her the way sailors read the sky, looking for shifts, for storms, for omens he knows she feels more keenly than any of them. “if you need peace and quiet, edythe is in the warm hall with tea. she said she’d keep a place by the fire until you joined.” another beat, and he risks a step closer, calm as a closing tide. “and if it’s honesty you want instead… i can offer that too.” his gaze holds hers, unflinching but also undemanding.
✵ where. the weirwood clearing at the heart of winterfell’s godswood ✵ when. mid - october ✵ with. gilliane stark | @parthenopaed
HANNAH DODD as FRANCESCA BRIDGERTON Bridgerton Season 3 Part 1
it will never fail to amaze her, the sheer propensity for love & affection that she finds herself capable of where caelan is concerned. many moons ago, it would've struck within her a discomfort of the most intense sort to be known so very intimately—every little quirk of hers noted, bad habits made familiar to another soul. there was once another soul, after all, who might've been able to boast of such an ability, one who looks her mirror image in certain light, but time and distance (and the gods know what else) have long since set in, severing the certainty of that ability. edythe had thought herself relieved at the time, and unwilling to surrender again: she knows betters now. "they'll ask me to paint it lilac next." tender mumble disguised as a complaint, eyes tracking the lazy path of his fingers 'gainst the plains of her hand, the battle against her own smile one that she's happily losing.
maybe it ought to sooth her soul a little to hear that she is not alone in sensing unease on the horizon. a trouble shared is a trouble halved, is it not? yet edy finds it only lends credence to her concerns, worry continuing to bubble and spit in the caverns of her chest, however quietened they temporarily grow at his closeness, proximal heat lending some comfort. he raises an excellent point, she realises a moment later, fears far from assuaged but held at bay for now. "thank you." faintly, sweetly, and as gently as possible, the slightest shift as she leans more comfortably against him.
"you could've been a poet in another life, i think." it is edythe's turn to muse, now, her free arm winding itself around his back most comfortably, ever the seeker of physical touch that she is. for a woman who was so prepared to enter into a strategic marriage all those years ago, ready to accept a union of interests over one of love, she certainly has found the most pleasant of surprises here at seagard. "but i'm thankful i have you in this one."
her tenderness never ceased to quell his worries, turning them to dust. there had been a time ( gods, he remembered it too clearly ) when she flinched at the idea of being known, when affection was something she rationed like winter grain. now she softened under his touch, leaned into him like he was something safe, something earned — and he never took that for granted. “then the sky will be whatever their little hands command. i’ll fetch the paints myself if it keeps them happy.” her smile was worth more than any lord’s praise. feeling her frame eased against him, he adjusted instinctively, one arm sliding around her waist, holding her with ease. “you never have to thank me,” caelan shook his head, ghosting a kiss into the crown of her hair. “gods know you’ve been with me through enough storms of my own.” he felt her worry still simmering in the tension of her shoulders, but he didn't push or pry. he never did with her. on the contrary, he held her closer, allowing his presence to do the speaking. “we’ll keep watch,” he promised. “whatever comes… we’ll meet it as we always have. side by side.”
her words about him possibly becoming a poet bloomed warmth woven with surprised in him. he chuckled, the sound rumbling softly in his ribs. “a poet? only if the realm were kind enough to tolerate dreadful verse.” leaning into her embrace, he was grateful for how naturally she fit into him, two puzzle pieces. “i think i was meant for this instead. for mending nets, and raising our girls… and for loving you, in whatever life the gods chose for us.” he gently cupped her jaw, framing her face, the pad of his thumb tracing across her cheekbone. “you’re the most treasured thing i’ll ever have. and whatever this unease is, it won’t take what we’ve built.”
though it has been nigh on a decade and a half since night terrors left her damp with tears and sweat, sleep still does not come peacefully to her. slumber is either easily disturbed by the slightest noise, or it is set in motion, and she is gently awoken to find herself wandering the halls of seagard, met with only concern and a kind hand that helps return her to shared chambers.
the scores of responsibility that seem to rest upon her fur-lined shoulders do little to calm an overactive mind, which edythe imagines might contribute. there is a household that she tries to keep as orderly as possible, held to the same standard that one might find on board any of the ships in the docks, and a region that is still recovering from the devastation waged upon it by famine and the greed of those in greener pastures. it is not hers solely to feel accountable for, which is a small mercy, but she is a woman who throws herself wholly into everything that she sets her mind to, sometimes to her own detriment.
his presence in the gardens does not escape her notice, even before he draws attention. indeed, the hairs on the back of her neck prick up, and while it may just be the way that loose tendrils of fiery hair are set to dance in the wind, she does not jump when words drift over her, and fights against the smile that tries to shine through. "perhaps it might teach them to be more careful where they lay their paints down next time." murmur as she may, her voice carries clear across the distance between them, the breeze doing little to distort it. the closest she will ever come to berating the girls, ever indulgent of the little sweethearts that they've been blessed with.
the faint smears on stone table are soon forgotten about as he closes the gap between them, fondness spreading from one corner of her face to the next at his familiar warmth by her side. "it seems a commander's duty is never ending." a tongue that is primed to loose barbs unfurls with nothing but tenderness, grip on the little empty paint pots loosening as she moves to press her palm against his. "i'm far more fascinated in what answers you might give to those precious questions." avoidance still a common first instinct for her, no matter how hard she tries. "i feel there's just something in the air. something, off .. foreboding, almost."
a sigh fled his lips, a familiar sound he made whenever edyth dodged a question with a tender quip, or a clever one, one meant to distract him entirely. he let her do it, for a breath or two. truth be told, he liked watching her dance around her worries, her mind reaching for gentleness even when heavy thoughts pressed in from all sides. her palm against his soothed him more effectively than any command ever had. "i'd tell them the sky is blue because their mother painted it that way," he replied, index finger brushing along the back of her hand with affectionate warmth. "and that rabbits dream of gardens where they leave them in peace." it earned him a smile sometimes, and it didn't matter that she tried to hide it, he always caught the flicker. but the tone shift in her voice drew the rest of his attention, akin to a hook in the ribs. something in the air. something off. he felt it too, in the same way a sailor feels a storm long before the horizon darkens. "you're not wrong," he relented, moving closer until their shoulders touched, giving her the grounding she never ask for out loud. "the sea's been restless. the birds, too. even the towers feel... strained." he let go of the breath he had been holding in, his forehead lowering to rest against her temple. "i don't know what's coming. but whatever it is, we will meet it together. you won't be left to carry it alone." his fingers secured around hers a little more tightly, gentle but sure. "my love... i know when your mind starts spinning stories. talk to me before they grow teeth."
his other hand came up to her elbow, steadying her as a gust of wind swept through the garden and rattled the paint pots against the stone. "you've weathered worse than uneasy mornings," he reminded her, his voice filled with a reassurance that had carried them through far more than storms or sleepless nights. "and you've never let fear rule you. not once." he tilted his head, catching her gaze with a softness that didn't belong to commanders or knights, only to husbands. "if something feels wrong, then we prepare. together. i'll double the watches, speak with our tower captains, make sure the keep is ready for whatever this is." he pressed a feather-light kiss to her temple, peppering one more against her fiery waves. "just don't shut me out. i can face anything except the walls you build around your worry."