I know you’re here to make me overthink myself into situations.
You’re here to remind me that happiness doesn’t last.
You’re here to tell me that everyone is going to leave.
You’re here to say I’m not worth anything or anyone’s time.
You’re here to tell me I’m going to be alone.
You’re here to tell me I’m not loved.
You have stayed with me for so long.
Seems like you don’t want to leave me.
I fight you every single day of my life.
You make me pass up many opportunities.
You make me lose out on many things.
You’re always there. Sending your negativity and I let you.
You seem to be the most permanent relationship in my life.
Once everyone is gone you stay.
You talk me into lying in bed all day and toss.
You take away all my energy.
Worse when it’s that time you make me feel 10 times more
I cry. I worry excessively because of you.
I even entertain thoughts that are the worst.
You make me think everyone else’s bad situation will one day be my reality.
I know He has greater things ahead for me.
You even remind me of all the mistakes I made.
I acknowledge that I was naïve and careless.
Even after I have been forgiven and I’ve forgiven myself.
You still find a way to make me feel worse.
You tell me that I’ll be punished forever.
I’ve been happy lately and you decided to make an appearance to take me away from that happy place I was in.
Now here I am. Telling you that as much as you come for me. I will fight you.
I will be healthy mind, body and soul.
You crushed me so much the past few days.
This me taking back control.
You may be around but you will never have power over me.
I might falter, get weak or whatever.
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