Just a drop?

Hola! Can I help you in some way? It seems you've wandered into the wrong part of time. Please, allow me to help you. Just relax, amigo. I won't hurt you. This won't be more than a pinch, love. Status: Single M!A: None ((Independent RP Blog for Vampire!Spain, He was human before. None of the art work belongs to me unless otherwise stated. NSFW is likely.))

[regnodipomodori]

Hi, guys! Sadly, I am going to have to go on Semi-Hiatus. Due to my mother losing her job and my father not having enough to pay all of the bills, they’ve decided to let the bill go and have the internet shut off. As of this moment, I don’t know when the internet could go off. I will be RPing still though, through phone (Wifi I can leech from a neighbor) and various other places I can get internet at. So there will be days I will be active and then there will days I am not.

Unfortunately, this also means I cannot use Skype once this change happens. I’d like to just say I’m sorry to anyone I roleplay with or wish to roleplay with because of this unforeseen problem. 

I’ll keep you all updated! 

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

But— But I can’t even be fully blamed for most of that! The flirting.. well, I don’t really think I do much of that..—But it was those stupid people with the grey faces, I swear..! I just.. want it all to go away. I’m so sorry, Antonio. You need to believe me.. 

I freaking love you so much.. [He gives a dry laugh, his eyes falling away from Antonio’s.] I can’t even breathe right now..

I don’t think I could leave if I tried.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

.....I have been alive a long, long time. I love you so damn much, it hurts to even think of losing you. The Grey Faces, huh? They don't seem to like us together. I want this to go away too, but....We're tip-toeing around, afraid to set the other off.

[He sighed and dropped his head into his hands.]

Then what do we do? That fundamental.....Trust....Has been broken and we're on shaky ground and the world is about to open up beneath us. I'm....Scared for us, Lovino. What comes next?

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

[He hesitates for merely a moment, eyes flickering up to meet Antonio’s.]

I… I know. And I hate it— I hate myself. I ruined everything, and all because I couldn’t say.. Because I couldn’t control myself. Antonio, I don’t know how many times I can say I’m sorry, but I.. I really, really do love you. 

And I don’t want you anywhere else but with me. 

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

I...I love you with all of my old heart. You're all I have left in this world. But it's difficult to believe you love me when you've had sex with someone else and have flirted so much and....Perhaps I am just overreacting and it's not that big of a deal.

I want to be with you. I want to stay with you. 

I am just saying....This is your way out, no strings attached. You can leave and do whatever you like. 

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

[Lovino blinked in surprise, snapping out of his thoughts once the other’s voice interrupted the silence. He nodded his head, slowly bringing them to a stop on the side of the road.]

..—What do we need to talk about?

[His voice cracked ever so slightly, words unintentionally coming out as hardly a whisper. He refused to meet Antonio’s eyes.]

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Look at me.

I said look at me, Lovino! What are doing? We're tip-toeing around each other, avoiding the issue. Avoiding each other. We're barely a couple anymore. I....It's hard to be with you. I love you, I do. But you cheated and you push me away. Call me a masochist, but I keep coming back for more.

I want to know what you want. Do you want us to be together? Or do you want to cut this relationship and your strings? This is your chance to run.

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

[He casts a glance to the side, eyeing the sunglasses that Antonio was talking about. He quickly took one hand off the wheel, handing them over to him.]

Here.

[Lovino almost appeared uncomfortable now, sinking back into his thoughts as they continued along. The situation they were in was all because of him — he wondered how badly he was going to screw this up, too.]

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

[Antonio slid on his sunglasses in silence. The air was thick and awkward. He looked to his lover, poised to say something and then shut is mouth. What could he honestly say to his boyfriend. Te looked at the passing stretches of seagrass and waves. He rubbed his temples and sighed.]

Pull over, Lovino. We need to talk. You look like someone just killed your puppy. 

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Crash my baby and our break-up will be the last thing you need to worry about, m’kay?

[He rolled his eyes and waved his hand.]

Off you go.

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

Break-up? [He stares at him warily, almost shaken just by the thought of it.] —Ah, hah. Yeah. I promise not to hurt her. 

[He carefully backs out of the driveway, already starting down the road. The beach was a mere 15 minutes away, so it shouldn’t have been a very long ride.]

Oh my God, I freaking love this car.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Haha! Me too! She's a good car. Fast and reliable. 

[He noticed his boyfriend' wary look, but he did not recant the statement. He had been thinking of the scenario in his head.]

....Hand me the sunglasses from the dash next to you?

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[Still nervously eyeing the car, he nods, and extends his wings]

I’ll see you there~

[jumps into the air, catching a nice upward draft and circling around him]

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

[He nods and starts the drive to the beach. It isn't very long, but it's infinitely quiet. He pulls into a parking lot and slides on his sunglasses and throws his shirt in the back. He takes everything else out.] 

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

I've got to go shower!

Brb, like if I owe. 

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

But your Ferrari might.

[He slides into the car, shoving the keys into the ignition. He revved the engine a few times, firmly gripping the wheel.] 

Fuck yes.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Crash my baby and our break-up will be the last thing you need to worry about, m'kay?

[He rolled his eyes and waved his hand.]

Off you go.

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[Bites his lip and shrinks away from him a bit, feeling a bit awkward from touching him after he admitted it to him.]

Yes, sure. Of course. Lead the way.

[Why is he never any good at comforting people-]

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

[He nodded and slid into his car and started it up.]

You going to follow me by flying?

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Why not? The Ferrari is easy enough to drive and I’m sure you’ve been in one before too.

Like I said. I’ll throw these in and we can go. 

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

Dio mio, this is a momentous occasion. I get to drive — and with someone else in the car! This has never willingly happened, wow—

[He ecstatically hurries over to the driver’s seat, resting his hand on the handle.]

You can still back out now, you know.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

It's not like I can die if we crash.

[He shrugged and placed the things in the back seat and then clamored into the passenger's side and buckled up.]

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

But it was! I wasn’t around enough and there was a Gray-Face and he was made into a ‘player’? I think that was the term and I wasn’t around….

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[Pushes his hand over his mouth]

What did I just say about this-

Not your fault not your fault-

Not.

Your.

Fault.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

[He just looks at him and then his eyes are downcast. He nodded and shrugged his hand away.]

Alright....

Can we go now? I want to dunk my head into water.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

[He freezes and then hugs him back.]

It’s not his fault, It’s mine.

Let’s just go to the beach. 

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[Just- covers his mouth]

No, shhh. Gimme a second-

You are not a monster and it’s not you’re fault, and the next time you say that I’ll kick you in the throat.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

But it was! I wasn't around enough and there was a Gray-Face and he was made into a 'player'? I think that was the term and I wasn't around....

[sovrano-del-sud-blog]

I know. These are only the necessities. 

[He laughs slightly before being handed the keys. He had to stare at them for a moment, almost in confusion.]

Do I get to drive—?

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Why not? The Ferrari is easy enough to drive and I'm sure you've been in one before too.

Like I said. I'll throw these in and we can go. 

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[Cringes and covers his ears]

No, no no no-

[tries to hug him]

Shhh- just shut up. Stop.

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

[He freezes and then hugs him back.]

It's not his fault, It's mine.

Let's just go to the beach. 

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

What? Lovino and I have been a little…..Distant since he cheated. I didn’t want to feed off of him.

[He shrugged and nodded.]

Nah, I don’t mind. Hop in the car. 

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[Blanches at the car]

Ah- no thanks I’ll-

Wait, he cheated on you?

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

Uh...Yeah. He had sex with someone else. I mean, can you blame him though? I'm a monster and he deserves better. 

[wingedspaniard-deactivated20130]

[A heavy grimace at the mention of him feeding on strangers]

[Touches his hair and smoothes it down]

Shhhh- I know.

You don’t mind if I come with, do you?

[clavelessangrientos-blog]

What? Lovino and I have been a little.....Distant since he cheated. I didn't want to feed off of him.

[He shrugged and nodded.]

Nah, I don't mind. Hop in the car.