temp. pinned post because the other one was literally 2 years old and that's dire.
private & selective, canon divergent Sejuani from Riot Games' League of Legends, as written by Runa ( She / her, 26, Scandinavian. ) since May 22nd 2020.
headcanon based & somewhat trigger heavy ( violence, blood and gore, war, death, alcohol, eating disorders, child abuse, sexual themes and more applies. ) minors, dni.
๐ดtโs been a while. I know I've kept you waiting. But I'm here now. Ft. a collection of sunday headcanons for your favorite Warmother ( No offense Ashe. ) Under a read more for obvious reasons.
Sejuani is a top through and through. She does not bottom, at all. The only time she will, is if she has established a very close bond with a Bloodsworn. It is exceedingly rare that she does, I cannot stress that enough. She is also picky with where she likes to be touched โ generally her upper body, down to her hips, is a clear zone. She isn't particularly fond of having her thighs touched although she won't riot over it should it happen. It just isn't a sensitive area. Her chest is much the same โ although she does not enjoy having her breasts touched in particular. It's fine to lay one's hand atop her chest. That's it.
That being said, her back is a soft spot for her. Whether her partner is running their hands over it, or even if they're scratching it, Sejuani greatly enjoys the stimulation and / or pain that comes with that. Her face is also a tender place to touch her. She will sometimes lean into a touch to her cheek, or turn her head into the palm there if she is feeling tender, kissing it ( Although she isn't too big on kissing, in general, the palm of her partner is a yes zone. )
Sejuani has not explored any real kinks as much as she's just been winging it her whole life. She is therefore rather unaware of what she would and would not enjoy in bed, aside from vanilla activities โ or, almost so. Because while she is not aware of any technical terms for it, she is quite big on certain aspects of dom / sub dynamics ( Mostly in main verse, but even in other verses, as well. ) She enjoys feeling in control, definitely has a dominant hidden in there. Pinning is a big one for her. She can be on both ends of that, though mostly tends to be the one pinning her partner. She tends to growl, bite, scratch, and to an extent, can dip her toes into primal play ( However I wouldn't categorize her as fully into everything in that bracket just yet. )
She likes it rough, though, and will typically default to some sort of missionary position, however she is very receptive to switching it up and trying other positions. She is particularly fond of her partner riding her while she remains on her back. She enjoys being able to touch them anywhere.
She's very skilled with a strap on, and that may in part be due to the fact that she is fit, for one, and she is incredibly good at reading people, their bodies, their expressions. She knows when someone wants more or less of whatever she's doing, and she is just . . . A natural at this particular thing. There's not much else to say about it. She is even eager to partake in anything involving penetration, perhaps to the detriment of her willingness to engage in oral sex.
Because she doesn't do that often. Once again, she needs to have a very close bond with someone in order to feel comfortable with giving oral. At least, initiating it. A partner could, in some cases, convince her to go down on them, if the mood strikes. When she does give oral, she does not hold back, though. She absolutely gets very into it, and it shows. She comes away, her entire face a mess. Every time.
Sejuani will sometimes engage in sex with multiple people at once, and she enjoys that a lot when it does happen.
As already mentioned, Sejuani isn't really aware of what kinks she might have, because she's never given it much thought. She can however ( Spoiler alert. ) be very receptive to the following : visual stimulation, through watching her partner especially, hair pulling, sensory play and especially blindfolds and the like, restraints โ being on both ends really, service topping, she is very easily teased, marking her partner / being marked by her partner, semi-public spaces, and very possibly more that I can't think of at the moment.
Some smaller facts just to top things off :
Sejuani enjoys sex in the evening / night the most, and that is typically when she has time. Convenient.
She also enjoys sex when her body is pumping with adrenaline, such as after a fight or a battle. She often won't even bother cleaning the blood off her, so there's that.
She may be picky and particular, but I can promise you that she is a devoted partner, and she is incredibly passionate. She more than makes up for the things she isn't too keen on doing with a near unmatched eagerness to do other things.
Absolutely she will have a partner sit in her lap when she is sitting in her Chairโข for a quickie.
Sejuani may have an oral fixation. Suck her strap, her fingers, is what I'm saying.
All in all, Sejuani likes to do battle, she likes to feel powerful in all aspects of her life, she likes to have a cause to fight for, and she wants desperately to bury her feelings for the rest of her life. Sex isn't just a means to an end. It is release. In a sense, she fights as hard as she does because she values life and the pleasures that comes with it. Sex, as well as the people she has it with, are just more things to fight for.
๐ดtโs safe to say that Sejuani didnโt have an easy upbringing. Between her birth mother leaving, to the abuse she sustained at the hands of her grandmother, to the fact that her tribe was always low on food, she developed some not-so-fortunate traits. While she has never been diagnosed with anything in her life, she does express some signs of mental illness, though the way the Freljord is run makes it difficult to convince her of her own strugglesย โย the strong survive, and the weak perish. Admitting to not only herself, but to someone else that there is something wrong with her mind would therefore be a huge blow. Not only that, but mental illness as a whole is not something that is really talked about, let alone acknowledged at all, in the Freljord.
So, without further ado, letโs dive into some of Sejuaniโs biggest struggles.
Under a read more for highly triggering contentย (ย See the tags.ย )
Eating habits.ย Ever since Sejuaniโs mother left the Winterโs Claw the tribe has suffered, first because of its lack of a Warmother to lead it, and then because as much as she tries, Sejuani hasnโt been able to recover it to its former gloryย โย least of all now that it is growing larger by the week. There simply havenโt been enough resources to go around. Oftentimes, Claw tribesmen go to sleep without dinner, and Sejuani is no exception to this. Itโs not always because there isnโt food enough for her, but more so for the following reasons: 1.) If her men donโt eat, she has a hard time doing it. 2.) She may choose to starve herself as punishment for whatever it is she deems sheโs failed to do that day. It could be a failed hunt, a raid that didnโt go well, letting her people down, etc. etc. 3.) Having spent basically her entire life with a strained relationship to food, sometimes it is just impossible for her to eat due to the fact that hunger is no longer something she feels, and should she try to eat despite it, she gets sick. Which then causes a downward spiral because if she throws up, that is one wasted mealย ;ย something the tribe cannot afford. She would rather give her meal to someone else who havenโt eaten in a hot second, than risk vomiting.
All in all there is a massive pressure on Sejuani to provide food for the tribe, but also to stay alive so she can do just that. And that requires eating. She gets by on basically the bare minimum is what I am saying.
Anger issues. Itโs no secret that Sejuani is a loaded gun. She may blow up over the smallest of things, and she is every bit the fearless warrior her reputation speaks of. Her short temper stems largely from the physical and verbal abuse she went through growing up. She was constantly belittled, hit, and reminded of how little she was worth to her grandmother. Whenย Hejianโs hand turned to a fist, Sejuani knew she was going to be punished somehow, almost always for something that didnโt even have anything to do with her, or was otherwise out of her hands completely. Sejuani learned early on in life that violence was the answer to most of her struggles, though she has always tried to channel that rage that burns inside her into combat of some sort, be it fighting other tribes or hunting and killing prey. She tries to be productive about it like that.
However her temper cannot be controlled, oftentimes not even by herself. She is known to pick fights over small things, and get angry when things donโt go her way. When she gets angry, her hands ball into fists, just likeย Hejianโs did. Her eyes flare up like azure fire, and she grits her teeth and growls. She has many warning signals. Throughout her adult life, she has only known a few people who can calm her down when she starts to get mad, Strid being one of them, as well as Lena, in her verse.
Abandonment issues.ย This one is pretty self explanatory. Not only was she abandoned by her own mother, but she was by the love of her life as well. So two of the most instrumental people in her life have left her behind. The fact that Ashe seems to have a good life now with all that she could want, only rubs salt in Sejuaniโs wounds. Sejuani has developed a very real fear of being abandoned by those she cares about and has a hard time growing attached to anyone for this reason. She will often avoid someone should she develop strong feelings for them, simply dodge them like the plague. That way, she wonโt lose them. Or so she tells herself.
Alcoholism. One of the ways her baggage manifests is Sejuaniโs unhealthy relationship with alcohol. But all Freljordians drink like thereโs no tomorrow, right? Wrong, but tell yourself what you must to get through the day, Sejuani. She drinks pretty much all day, though she isnโt always drunkย โย her alcohol resistance is quite high. Sheโd have to down a lot of drinks back to back to get affected. However, the amount of alcohol she consumes is still worrisome, and not good for her at all. Itโs gotten to the point where herย โ normal โ is when sheโs had a few drinks, and she will start to experience withdrawal symptoms should she go too long without any.
Coping strategies.ย Sejuani doesnโt really have many healthy coping strategies. She drinks, she has a lot of sex just for the sake of feeling something and instead of waiting for others to leave her she will leave them behind first. Though she does channel her anger into being productive, and while that may be a good thing for the most part, it is not addressing the issue. She needs someone who will sit down with her and to just be able to unpack all that she struggles with, but she doesnโt want this, as she perceives her struggles as weaknessesย โย if she even acknowledges them to begin with.
this might be a little bit of tough love and iโm mostly rambling and calling myself out here butย i think practice what you preach is a good exercise for everyone in the rpc.ย
every time you feel no one is interested in your female character / oc itโs easy to feel discouraged because it is discouraging and that feeling is valid, but while valid itโs also not proactive and wallowing in it fixes nothing. even worse, it can come off as guilt trippy and push people away.
a little bit of introspection is warranted here.ย
when was the last time you reached out to a blog like yours that wasnโt getting much engagement?ย
do you often send memes and want to plot and ship with male / canon muses over female / oc ones?ย ย ย
do you ignore prompts and messages from people because they donโt write a male / canon muse?ย ย ย
do you benefit from those biases because you write a male / canon muse?ย
rp is a collaborative hobby and that means we have to collaborate, even if taking the first step is hard and feels lonely why not trying toย be the change you want to see in the rpc?ย
every time you find yourself doing any of the above or feeling down reach out to another blog in your position. send them a meme. try to plot with them.ย
over time youโll cultivate a circle of writing partners that are supportive of you and all your muses the same way youโre supportive of them and their muses. all you have to do is be willing to comfort other people the same way you want to be comforted.
he he he consider: ur heatedly making out with sejuani in the back of the camp and then u have to do the walk of shame lite back to ur tent with her war paint smeared all over ur face!!!