a journal of sorts

personal diary entailing our daily experiences. the blog may talk about sensitive topics such as sexual abuse, neglect, and childhood trauma. They will be tagged appropariately if needed. have a nice time scrolling through our journal, and viewer’s discretion is advised.

[clawnpool]

sorry, intro post is missing because everyone took a big nap

[clawnpool]

i dont think anyone here knows what the fuck our username means and tbh thats funny

[scooterplastic]

Gets so mad my pronouns change

[clawnpool]

im bald

[clawnpool]

you never know with these guys

[leucisticollection]

This is EXACTLY what it feels like announcing a headmate has gone dormant/won’t front anymore

[changelingcoded]

keep getting glimpses into an alternate timeline where plurality is more normalized and you can buy shitty tshirts and mugs about it

[changelingcoded]

id make mockups of them but other people already did that and the only one i can clearly remember is a shirt saying IF IN SYSTEM RELATIONSHIPS WERE JUST WISH FULFILLMENT ID BE IN ONE BY NOW! which doesnt feel like it deserves a whole post on its own

[clawnpool]

#hanging and by hanging i mean out

[clawnpool]

the angel does not concern himself w bodily needs.

img id desc under cut. my first time doing it so tell me if i do this wrong. ty

img 1: the first panel has jade on call with his partner. his partner says “Go to sleep soon, ok?” and jade, looking sleepy but happy, goes “Mhm, night, my love.”

the second panel has jade lay down and wrapped in his blankets.

the third panel has the sheets in jade’s color, but jade himself is now cyan, which is angel’s color, signalling angel has fronted.

the final panel has angel sit up on their bed.

img 2: angel is walking out on a winding path that only indicates passage of time. the second ‘panel’ has him go through a gate. the final panel has him open the fridge.

img 3: the first panel shows the inside of the fridge. on the left is a box labelled as ‘unppened box of cheese’ and ‘best before: mar 12 2026. on the right is a box labelled as ‘$20 usd worth of wine hans” and “best before: 4/12/26”

on the lefthand corner, angel is holding a bottle labelled as ‘full bottle of honey’

the last panel has angel slouched over, saying “the bear does not concern himself with expiration dates.”

[clawnpool]

on god did i absorb the horse what is this hate n vitriol lmao.

[clawnpool]

update i think we heard the horse so maybe the main hosts of ye olden times lived. world is beautiful

[clawnpool]

oh meij gott. psyhcological warfare

[clawnpool]

yo. meron ba akong pinoy na followers di2 lol

[clawnpool]

on god did i absorb the horse what is this hate n vitriol lmao.

[clawnpool]

gd hypervigilance is genuinely a bitch

[clawnpool]

and people be out here wondering why i’m hair trigger with people’s demeanors and shit. its like i had to pay attention to survive

[clawnpool]

headspace appearances can be heavily impacted and inspired by the trauma you face. i 👆 want to be undesirable.

[clawnpool]

gd hypervigilance is genuinely a bitch

[clawnpool]

and people be out here wondering why i’m hair trigger with people’s demeanors and shit. its like i had to pay attention to survive

[clawnpool]

gd hypervigilance is genuinely a bitch

[clawnpool]

headmate soup event horizon