still kylie

i need somewhere to be emo and talk to myself publicly and post shitty poems

[clefairymukeafterdark]

the new sims 4 update is out today so i’ll likely be no life-ing that instead of doing anything remotely productive

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i haven’t disappeared again just thoroughly engrossed in the sims 4 still

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the new sims 4 update is out today so i’ll likely be no life-ing that instead of doing anything remotely productive

[clefairymukeafterdark]

here's a poem i wrote bc it's in my bio but i never actually post them. it doesn't have an actual name, just no. 16 in my phone's notes lol.

summer settles in me like a plague

i feel its insects beneath my skin, crawling

like the wet heat that coats my lungs

like tires on gravel while the moon heals the day's brutality

like you, creeping, slipping through cracks

in my skull i thought i'd sealed up,

whispering

a buzzing in my ear, your voice, thighs stuck

to leather, the yellow of a half-healed bruise

you say something alarming, i think,

because i freeze in place

i won't move until autumn comes.

[clefairymukeafterdark]

the things i would allow stoner!eren to do to me are honestly embarrassing

[mafuyuh]

Armin Arlert | 15th Commander of the Survey Corps

[clefairymukeafterdark]

down astronomically bad for this man

[clefairymukeafterdark]

OMG I HOPE YOURE DOING WELL LOVE <3333 great to see u on the tl 🫶🫶

i’m doing a lot better!!! thank you sm i’m happy to be back <33

[lamerbleu]

If I had the slightest discipline in me I’d be unstoppable

[clefairymukeafterdark]

I Lived Bitch .

side note when the fuck did this update happen i don’t know how to use this app anymore i’m too old for this bullshit

[clefairymukeafterdark]

hi kylie! how’ve you been feeling??

this is so late but i’ve been losing function in my arms 😕 i did a lot of testing the past few days and we’re just waiting on results now. for rn though, my useless little hands aren’t very good at typing, so i am going to announce a hiatus shortly:/ physically i’ve been feeling pretty shitty, but i’m all good otherwise if that makes sense. emotionally and whatnot. i just hope i can get back to normal and write soon.

i’ll update everybody further when i find out more!<3

[clefairymukeafterdark]

hi guys, sorry for the disappearance, medical stuff. it may be a few more days before i can update but not too long!!<3

[clefairymukeafterdark]

eloquent 11 will likely be delayed because i’m at the fucking er 🙄

[clefairymukeafterdark]

nsfw and also super tmi warning lmao

but i had never really heard of dumbification until recently and like, muah beautiful fucking picasso, but i haven’t brought it up to my man or anything. then just now we were getting it on and bro was all “yeah you like getting fucked stupid don’t you?” and i was like?!??? and my only logical explanation is that he has discovered my smut. he’s obviously pretty familiar with my depravity, but i’m embarrassed nonetheless. anyway, i’m gonna publish more of my specific fantasies in case he comes back for more. brennan if you’re reading this will you mentally pinkie promise that we never have to discuss it irl? cool thanks.

[clefairymukeafterdark]

steamy tunes by kylie

Playlist · 26 Songs

a playlist i made to listen to while i write smut. excuse the 2013-2016ness of it i’m stuck there permanently so

[clefairymukeafterdark]

if anyone is interested, here’s what i’m thinking for this week since i’ve been typing my fucking fingers raw for no reason:

today- a drabble request

tomorrow- a one shot request

friday- eloquent 11

saturday- eloquent 3.5

sunday- drabble request

monday- drabble request

tuesday- one shot request

i’m keeping my dangerous hands away from gold rush for right now because horny kylie ruins slow burns. yes, all of this will be smut. yes, i want more requests. i’m writing like 2 a day. that’s why i’m scheduling them. if i keep spamming like this everyone is going to block me

[clefairymukeafterdark]

i’m working on a one shot request and smutty eloquent 11 <3 i love fucking levi in my head

[erensonlyfans-deactivated202303]

Reading Eren fanfics aren’t enough I need to fuck him myself.

[clefairymukeafterdark]

eloquent 10 today probably? sorry for the delays recently, i've been trying to find a new job and fielding the existential dread of dropping out of college. plus my spine sucks and can't do its job correctly. on the bright side, i dropped out of school to pursue writing!! my personal work is a lot different from the things i post, but i'm just so excited to tell people.