Hold it in...

[18+ fetish content] 😖💩💨 my anus is strong and good at enduring the pressure of massive turds that want to come out...

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I created an 18+ community for all poop-holding enjoyers. It's open for everyone to join.

It's a very niché and rare fetish, so I hope this can help with finding and connecting with other poop-holding fetishists. Similar to tags, but hopefully useful too.

https://www.tumblr.com/join/d-YAk2mA

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It's interesting to see the different types of people who are into messing. You have the people who are into it because they think it's gross, and the people who are into it because they think it's cute.

I personally think messing is cute. The ball of poo hanging in their pants is cute. The farts are cute. The embarrassment is cute. The red face. The potty dancing. The aftercare clean up. I find it all very endearing

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It's been about a day since your last post, and you've made it through your social engagements... are you still holding everything in? How long are you planning on keeping this going for? You certainly sound like you're still enjoying yourself and not ready to drop that massive load any time soon, even as it takes up more and more room within your body

Okay, let me give an update on the past few days;

Monday was a tough day. I had multiple social one-on-one activities, so it felt risky to carry a 7 day stool in my body... But I managed, ofcourse. I did have to be careful and slow with my movements, to avoid feeling crampy. Bending forward, or sitting forward, felt very uncomfortable. So when sitting down, I had to lean back, with my poor constipated belly propped forward. I also had to piss much more often, because my full intestines probably pressed against my bladder the entire time. At one point, I was absolutely bursting to piss. I stiffly rushed to the bathroom, slightly bending forward as I walk, while trying not to hurt any of my full organs. But surprisingly (and thankfully), I didn't feel any strong urges to poop that day. I just went to bed after that long day, and held my crampy constipated belly as I fell asleep.

Then, tuesday, I had a few hours of alone time. I felt a slight urge, so I took the opportunity. Within those hours, I visited the toilet 3 times. The first time, only a few large pebbled of constipation came out. It wasn't painful, surprisingly. But I couldn't get any more to come out. Or so I thought. When I went the second time, I had one longer, smooth turd slide out of me. The descent of this turd ended with a sloppy, loud fart. I felt like I had more inside, but I waited, and came back for a 3rd try. This time, the poop was a bit sloppier, and I couldn't push out a lot. So, that was tuesday.

Today, it's wednesday. And I finally have an entire day of privacy at home. It's only morning but I've already dumped out most of it! It was a large amount of stool that came out. The poop was surprisingly sloppy and stinky... It literally shot out of my ass. It also explains why my farts this morning were very warm, and reeked like a pig stall.

My whole intestines have desensitized so much over the years, that I can't tell if I have more poop in my body right now, or if I've managed to get everything out already. So we'll have to see whether I'll feel more urges today and tomorrow. Though, now that I think about it, my tummy has been gurgling and popping ever since I took that dump.

Anyway, it feels good to have finally have full privacy to poop for the next 30+ hours. I'll use this time to give my body a proper "reset". So far, I'm really enjoying the feeling of farting through my relaxed sphincters, while I play videogames on the couch. I can keep releasing silent post-poop farts into the living room, and making the air packed with my stinky farts. It stinks like literal pig manure.

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Years ago, I remember being confused that my tummy wasn't flat, despite being nearly underweight.

I was oblivious to the fact that holding in poop for 4+ days at a time was the cause of my tummy being disproportionately big for my weight. The size of my own poop made my tummy always appear round and full.

I remember showing my slightly bulging pelvis/lower tummy to my friends, joking about how "my only bit of body fat went to this area". I feel stupid now, after realizing I was wrong about my tummy having "more body fat". I was quite literally showing my constipated, poop loaded tummy to my friends.

I wonder, what did my friends think? Did they also think it was just body fat, or were they secretly aware of my shameful secret?... 🫣

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Some more details on the state of my body today, on day 6+

My tummy is very bloated and warm. I feel a constant stretch with every breath. Whenever I bend forward, I look like a grandpa with back pain. It's because I have to bend my knees outward to make room for my bulging belly when bending forward. I have multiple social activities today. During a walk, I managed to ignore the fullness (though the poop felt urgent & heavy, yet immobile, in my rectum). But on the couch right now, my belly feels taut and warm again. I have to breathe in short breaths, and mostly through my chest. As I'm sitting, I feel most comfortable keeping my belly forward and my back slightly arched. I look like a lazy dad with a beer belly. Except I'm just a crampy, constipated poop-balloon. I haven't had much gas lately, only a few farts today and barely any yesterday. My intestines are very clearly fully packed and distended, as the outlines are visible through my bulging belly. And it's not just the bottom of my torso being full, it's also taking up space below my ribs. I am in a constant state of blushing perverted proudness, mixed with shame and discomfort. It's all I can think about. Most of my thoughts are centered around the stretching, bulging masssive poop factory I have become.

[clench-it-for-me]

It's been a whole other day... are you still harboring that rock inside of you for a sixth day?

Absolutely, I am. And very likely, tomorrow too.

I have lots of social situations planned out tomorrow, so it's gonna be (literally) a pain in the ass for me.

I'm likely going to be walking for over an hour. Imagine how much of a struggle it will be, to have 7 days of tightly packed stool stretching my rectum and colon, while trying to keep a "normal" appearance on the outside.

But anyway- Today, I've been casually enjoying the sensation of being a repulsive poop filled pervert. I've have been gooning multiple times daily for the past few days. The more poop I carry in my body, the hornier I get. It seems my body has adapted very well to this state of holding. I haven't felt an urge to poop since saturday morning (and it's sunday evening right now). Yet still, my poop packed rectum is all I can (and want to) think about.

[clench-it-for-me]

Little update...

I tried to use use the bathroom but my poop was too stuck. Only one pebble-sized chunk came off. I used my saliva as "lube", just by rubbing it on my butthole, which did seem to help that chunk slide out without pain. But after that piece came out, the rest of my stool just felt like a "ghost". My butthole stayed wide open, but nothing wanted to come out. I am well aware that there's still a boulder sized poop in my body. And I think it could have a length of atleast 50 cm. But somehow, my body has learned to ignore even the biggest turds in my intestines.

My belly is tight and painfully crampy, and yet I haven't felt any urge to poop, for already half the day. I don't remember the last time I farted. My whole lower torso feels like a piping hot, heavy bulk of organs . I feel like a living storage for human waste.

[clench-it-for-me]

Haven't pooped in 5+ days, and still carrying an unfinished turd that I wasn't able to push out. My body feels chilly and crampy. My rectum feels like it's propped open with a huge brown buttplug. My butthole is tight and tensed, but it struggles to stay closed for over 30 seconds.

I'm sitting in bed, battling the urge to poop. I keep getting waves of intense urges, making my anus gape wide, while my rectum feels crampy from holding it in.

And in the next hour, I'm going to my horseriding lesson. It's going to feel as if I'm riding a hard, warm dildo that's too big for my hole. It'll be uncomfortable but thrilling.

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For those into farts (and perhaps bloating), I have an interesting story to share.

I've been occasionally practicing farting on command, for the past 6 months or so. And now, I really have a good amount of control!

It was difficult to learn, especially because it requires me to relax the sphincter. And my sphincter is used to holding huge heavy turds all day long, hence it has difficulty with relaxing.

I do it by laying on my stomach, then putting my knees vertically aligned with my waist, and then putting my ass up in the air. Then when I spread my buttcheeks and relax my anus and sphinther, I can "suck" air into my rectum and intestines. And I noticed that I can draw in a lot more air when I let my abs relax inward, so they sort of vacuum more air into my intestines.

It feels so amazing to let the air fill me up completely, while my hungry ass is sucking in the air, as if desperately gasping for it. The air filling me up makes a sort of roaring noise, sort of like a reverse fart in a cave, haha. But wow, it really feels good. It's like the air is stretching me out, while my rectum expands submissively. I can feel the coldness of the air meeting the musky warmth in my intestines.

And another interesting effect is that it makes me extremely bloated, all within seconds! I'll be gaping and letting air in, for about 10 seconds, while my intestines expand and maximally fill up like a balloon. The sight of my bloated air-filled belly resembles the appearance of a 7-day poop hold! My normally flat lower belly bulges and aches from the massive sudden stretch. It makes me want to gape and suck in more and more.

After 10 seconds of gaping and letting my rectum gasp while slowly inflating, I gently clench my anus and sphincter to close the cave and trap the air inside. Then, I sit in a squat on my bed and release powerful farts. I'm starting to master different varieties, like bassy and squeaky farts. But most my farts come out as a wind-like silent and powerful puff. It's a high pressure silent fart, sounding similar to a heavy sigh from pursed lips. When I fart while laying on my stomach, I genuinely feel myself deflating. It's like I'm laying down on an air mattress and the plug gets pulled out. It's difficult to explain but I'm sure you can imagine it. And I can also see my belly deflate if I sit/stand straight up while looking down and releasing the gas. But okay, enough of that.

Just 30 minutes ago, I had another good intestines air filling session. I attempted to fart and push the air out, every time I sucked in some air. But despite the farting, my tummy still cramps and aches. Every few minutes, I feel a large air bubble painfully shifting through my intestines. I'm gonna be farting for rest of the evening, that's for sure.

[clench-it-for-me]

You mentioning you take horseriding lessons made me think of like. Cute bratty refined noble boy who thinks pooping is embarrassing and gross so he holds it in for as long as possible and ends up crazy constipated and bloated every time...

Oh haha, that could actually be me if I was a noble ;)

My "upper-class" family has those noble-like personality traits. They're refined, reputation obsessed, and are easily affected by taboo embarrassment. The topic of poop is never mentioned, as if we collectively agreed it's a forbidden topic. It makes me terrified of being "caught" pooping or farting... I need at least 3 hours of being the only one at home, so I can poop without any lingering smell or trace. It's honestly silly, but I can't help it.

(And oops, sorry for going off topic there. This wasn't a vent, I promise 🫣)

[clench-it-for-me]

Final update on the recent huge poop holding project:

It's day 7 of holding, and I finally got the privacy to take a dump in peace. A HUGE relief. I felt like a proud artist when I looked at my creation in the toilet, haha.

It's been a while since I held it for this long. My rectum and colon really weren't used to it anymore. Day 5 to 7 were very uncomfortable. Most of my pants, even the stretchy ones, were too tight. So I spent most of the day in my room chilling in just my underwear, lol. Surprisingly, I wasn't even that desperate. I only occasionally (~3 times daily) has to clench my ass and tighten my pucker to prevent the hold from coming out. So this hold was quite easy on my anus, but not on my large intestines. They were SO full... My pelvis was bulging from the fullness. I could even see the outlines of my intestines. To stay comfortable, I even had to adjust the way I breathe. Breathing through my chest, while trying to keep my belly big and wide, so my intestines won't have to suffer from the pressure of my abs. On day 6, I even had to walk with my belly forward, and my back slightly arched, probably looked very silly, lol. Long story short, this poop hold made me feel like some huge poop-packed balloon.

I did feel quite sexy, walking around with a massive brown secret hidden inside. I also spent a lot of time in my room, during which I like to do weird and taboo-related stuff. While family walked through the house, I sometimes squatted while naked in the corner of my room, to let my musky hole gape and stink up the air. It feels naughty and thrilling to do these things when others are moving through the house. They're oblivious and clueless to the nasty things I do in my room. I also like to pretend to take a poop in my room, as a naughty little roleplay with myself. I would squat down and strain, until the turd was close to the exit, and then tensing my anus to let the heavy turd rest there on the tightly clenched exit. I honestly kind of regret not having done any "accidents". I kept fantasizing about dropping a nugget directly on the floor, but I was too pussy to actually follow through with my plan. 😅

But anyway, today it's finally out. Phew...

When I sat down on the toilet for the release, I didn't have to strain much. The first 20 cm of turd started slowly sliding out, which happened quite smoothly. I was well hydrated during this hold, so I didn't become constipated. It did get slightly stuck near the middle of the length, but my body involuntarily pushed with a lot of force. After a few more crackles, the heavy turd plopped down into the bowl. It was immediately follow up by the other half of the turd, which felt a bit softer and warmer. It was like a smooth, thick snake. Before it fell on top of the first turd, it plopped against the side of the toilet bowl, sliding down and leaveing a brown smear. And at last, I slowly pushed out the few leftover little turds.

I sat on the toilet for a few more minutes, appreciating the way my scent already dominated the windowless bathroom. Wish I had a submissive boyfriend who will beg me to let him bust a nut on my huge turd. It really is a cum-worthy masterpiece.

[clench-it-for-me]

How do you feel about holding your poop for so long it makes your belly visibly bloated and bulgy?

I'm doing it right now. I'm on day 5 of holding it in. My tummy is crampy and tight, but it feels mentally comforting to be packed with a firm, warm mass. I'm skinny, so when my belly is "bulging", it looks very suspicious. So I try to wear loose and baggy clothes, to prevent my tight crampy belly from being noticed by others. Tight pants hurt my lower belly, so I try to wear stretchy sweatpants all the time.

I'm sitting in bed right now, releasing silent puffs of fermented air into the mattress. I'm soon going to my weekly horseriding lesson. I have to wear tight pants for the sport, so it's not gonna be comfortable. And I'll be doing a lot of hips, abs and glutes movements during the lesson. I'll be "sliding" through the saddle to follow the movement of the horse, aswell as bouncing up and down in the saddle continuously (like doing squats). I've tried riding with a firm heavy log inside my body, many many times before. I can predict exactly how uncomfortable it will get, and how the big and impactful movements will affect my poor overstretched, full rectum. Even my colon feels like it's holding a heavy turd right now.

But I'll feel so good each time I remind myself I'm proudly packing a heavy mass in my very own body. Horseriding won't affect me, I am an experienced turd hoarder, after all. 🤭

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Let's explore a naughty scenario of casually taking a shit anywhere, anytime.

Imagine feeling your butthole opening with a sudden urgency. You stop in your tracks, pull your pants down to your ankels, comfortably squat down, and lay a fresh warm turd on the floor. You look at your creation, feeling proud and relieved, before confidently carrying on about your day.

If there were no serious consequences for doing this, how would you imagine the "perfect" casual poop scenario?

Do you want it to be; crowded or private, carefree or shameful, in nature or in a civilized location? And what happens to your feces; do you leave it there for others to see, or perhaps have someone clean it up for you? Do you want others to admire it, or to walk past your stinky turd with a scrunched nose? Or perhaps you don't want anyone to fuss about it, as if it's the most average thing in the world?

Don't be shy on letting your imagination go wild. Comment/re-blog to share your story, I'm curious to read it.

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I want to marry someone who will obsess over my poop, like it's some sacred treasure. I'll make them happy with little presents every now and then;

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"Yes baby, ofcourse you can have my poop-stained underwear. I know how badly you want to goon to it."

"Aww, you miss watching me poop? I'll make sure to bring you with me for my next bowel movement."

"Happy valentines day, my love. I hoarded a week's worth of feces just for you. Yes, it's really all yours to play with~♡"

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I released a large portion of my roughly 4 days hoarded turd... I couldn't resist it.

I have been turtleheading since yesterday evening, and today I accidentally had a small nugget escaping my butthole when I tried to fart. Also, every time I went to pee, I had to spend 30 seconds gaining control of my desperate gaping hole, before I could safely relax and empty my bladder. This morning, I've gooned for an hour while winking and stinking under the blankets. After that, I was still in a pervy mood, so I walked through the house without pants on, my naked ass releasing little puffs of poop-air as I walk into each room. Being naked makes poop desperation feel extra good. It's euphoric to have my gaping hole directly exposed to the air while I'm postponing my bowel movement. Man, I just love being a shameless poop enjoyer at home.

But after gooning and teasing myself for a while, I really wanted to release a little. I sat on the toilet, and the girthy, firm, turd snake slowly started pushing itself out. I was so desperate, my butthole just strained on its own. Uncontrollably tensing my abs, straining my bulging anus, while the lengthy log slowly moved out of my body and into the toilet bowl with a loud plop. I think the giant turd broke off halfway through, cause my anus was still gaping with a thick log. I tried pushing it out, but it wouldn't even budge. So I used my butthole's strength to pull it back in, and tried to wipe the stains off my gaping anus without getting the turd to touch the toilet paper. Pulled my pants back up, waddled to the living room, and sat on a wooden chair to enjoy the sensation of the thick brown 'buttplug' shifting through my overwhelmed poop pipe. It feels sooo good...

Now I'm gonna digest some more food, adding to the remainder of today's poop, to bake a new amazing turd. I'm excited.

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I just got horny from watching a cute male mukbanger on youtube devour multiple juicy hamburgers.

Like, imagine how gassy he must've been after recording... 😳

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Hehe... I love doing perverted and repulsive things when I have some time for myself.

An hour ago, I was showering, and noticed how heavy and warm my work-in-progress turd feels in my rectum.

I started feeling naughty so I squatted down in the shower to tease and play with my stinky, full hole for a bit. I inserted my finger, just 2 cm deep inside, and twirled it around to trace the walls of my stretched out rectum. When I relaxed my bottom, the turd pressed against my fingertip. And when I tensed my sphincter tightly, I felt the turd slide back up again. It's fun to play around with a full rectum using muscle control like that.

When I looked at my finger, it was coated in pungent, watered-down poop. It took some extra soap and scrubbing to get rid of the smell on my skin.

While writing this post, I'm getting excited again. I'm sitting on a chair, casually relaxing the muscles in my bottom area, and I can feel my anus winking against the fabric of my (still) clean underwear.

I wish there was someone here with me, so I can sit my naked, musky ass on their face. I want to rub my steamy hole on them, and letting a few pre-poop gasses escape as a little gift.