shablam, i'm a woman.

the ooh-ah-ah sensation artificiallale on ao3

[closedcrackerdyke]

hello! thank you to all of you who said such lovely things to my post about coming out to my mum, it’s so amazing to see so much kindness. it didn’t go fantastically which was a little unexpected so everyone’s support has been so wonderful. you all mean a lot to me!!!

[wakashames]

Aquaria in the preview for the reunion 🐮

[melodramamattel]

[babyanimalgifs]

Looks like a teddy bear doggo 🐶

via @hello_tokio

[theshitneyspears]

[dorkyshidae]

Aquaria, by Tanner Abel.

[closedcrackerdyke]

i’m 24 years old and i finally came out to my mum today

[kevin-ryan]

[gueuledebois]

good morning we r in luv

[sashaavelour]

sheacoulee: ✨🍋🌼Crème Brûlée🌼🍋✨Photo by @brendon_brown_ 

[closedcrackerdyke]

so i have... never read a rpdr fanfic because i have really conflicting feelings about slashfics about real people but last night my curiosity got the better of me and i read a pearlet fic and Hot Damn so anyways now i'm fully stalking ur ao3 and i before i start reading i would like to personally thank u for mentioning the importance of stevie nicks

update from the fleetwood mac stan: i’m so far in my feels right now thank u for ur gift to this world

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these messages were a gift thank you so much for sending them! stevie nicks is the most important i’m glad you agree. i used to feel the same way about rpdr fanfiction and i get why people feel uncomfortable about it. tbh for me this is now just a vessel to write lesbian stories, they’re barely even loosely connected to the characters anymore let alone the real people. this is just about the only active fic community i’ve come across with a plethora of wlw-centric stories so it’s a good place for me to write in at the moment!

[mizcrackaria-deactivated2018081]

DEAD

[clubkidandcollectives]

[closedcrackerdyke]

Hey girl! You don't know me, but I am a HUGE fan of your writing, I fell in love with "a ticket to anywhere" and I just felt I had to say something after reading your last post here... It saddens me that you don't feel good about writing again... I feel stupid and embarrassed 24/7 because of anxiety so I don't really have an answer for you... I just want you to believe, a little bit at a time, when people tell you you are amazing. Because you are. You have a gift, a beautiful gift of writing.

(...) You move people with your writing, and you've distracted them from bad things, you've inspired them (me) to attempt writing, you've done a great thing. You don't have to publish again if you don't want, but you should open to people you trust, so they can help you see how beautiful and not at all embarrassing are the things you do. You deserve the praise, the love. Let it in. Hope you find a new light for you... For now, I'm sending you mine. Thank you for everything!

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Thank you so much for this lovely message, it’s so beyond sweet of you to take the time to do so. It makes me so incredibly happy to hear that you’ve been trying to write, as much as I struggle with it it is an important outlet for me and I hope you’re finding some joy in it! I’m feeling a little better about it recently, I think partly because I’ve been taking a step back from tumblr more. But kind messages like this mean the world to me and are, truly, one of the biggest factors in keeping me writing. Thank you so, so much for everything you’ve said here, you’re a great person! Have a wonderful rest of your weekend!

[closedcrackerdyke]

Honestly we all in ur inbox saying no need to rush writing take care of your school shit first which is true but if you need motivation to write know what we REALLY WANNA READ IT and we love and are extremely emotionally attached to these characters there r so many people who wll SCREAM when they see it’s updated, no rush etcetc but also WE WANT

askdlsadsf thank you so much! it means the world to hear you’re emotionally attached, it definitely gives me some reassurance about the characters i’m writing. it is motivating to hear people still want to read these stories even after i’ve kept you all waiting so long, so thank you so much for telling me! you’re awesome :)

[closedcrackerdyke]

The tea is that I don’t really read Trixya / RPDR fanfic anymore except for yours because it’s SO GOOD and I LIVE and THRIVE off of it like you don’t understand how happy your Fics make me ughhh I’ve loved everything you’ve ever released and I check AO3 everyday to see if any of your fics are updated FJDJDKSK

thank you so so much! i can’t give any kind of timeline at the moment but i am working on the next chapter of atta and making some slow progress! it’s on its way, i’m just not sure how much longer it’ll take to pull it all together! thank you for your patience :)

[closedcrackerdyke]

I go on your tumblr literally every day to check if you’ve posted another chapter and I’ve never done that with any fics before, there’s no reason for you to be embarrased of any of your stories but also remember that you’re pretty much completely anonymous on here so really who cares if its embarrasing(even though its not)? You’re truly an amazing writer and you’ve got us all so invested in your fics, please don’t give up! Tell your inner saboteur to fuck off💖💖

ahh thank you so much for your lovely advice! i’m definitely trying to take a step back from feeling so closely involved with everything going on on here, because i think that was really making me feel like because i had more of a presence which meant i had more reason to be embarrassed. these amazing messages have been so helpful and reassuring, you’re all so kind! thank you very much!