closestdesires:
“Ever get this chance again?…Oh boy…”
“Listen, buddy. You must be new here, This isn’t some super exclusive offer, i have the loosest pair of pants/legs around that anyone can get into and I don’t do a good job of hiding it at all, that’s why i’m saying I’m the opposite of what you want for a first time. So don’t feel like it’s a once-in-a-lifetime chance. I’m not going anywhere.”
“If you have any first time fantasies or preferences or a sweetheart you’re looking for, go live that out first, you’ll feel better for it, trust me, then we can talk again.”
“…”
What can he say to this?
Sure, he’s going about this the wrong way, approaching a girl who, let’s face it, wouldn’t at all be the best choice for one’s first time. In fact you ask most people and they too would say, that such is a pretty bad idea. But as much as she says that, his mind is going elsewhere.
Rejection.
And he wouldn’t be asking at all if he found a sweetheart to connect with, if that was the case, this conversation wouldn’t be happening.. at all.. but it hadn’t.. and being suggested to go do that sort of thing was, well, it was having the opposite effect. It was supposed to be advice.. but…
“What.. if that.. doesn’t happen?”
Oh no. He’s starting to feel insecure, really, really insecure. He feels as if he’ll never get that opportunity, if he’s turned down by someone like her.
“Please… j..just…”
"If it doesn't happen?"
Now she looks confused, he wasn't bad looking so why wouldn't it ever happen? Was he joking with her or?
"Why wouldn't it? I mean I slept with people who were worse looks and attitude wise than you so there's no reason to be all down about it..."
"Like I really mean it...your first time isn't something to just be thrown away on someone like me..i might be a thot, but it'd feel wrong and I cant do that to you."