Commander of the Rose House

I am Laniaitte de Haillenarte. Welcome to Camp Cloudtop. [RP/Ask blog for Laniaitte de Haillenarte of FFXIV. OOC tag is outofroses, mun is corvidkai.]

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Laniaitte "I Heard You Were Talkin' Shit" Haillenarte

//She’s beauty, she’s grace, she’s a sword in the face~

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@sangpassione

//She loves her family a lot. Like, Tedalgrinche is damn lucky she was all the way in Camp Cloudtop or she would have dragged him through the mud one way or another for the BS he pulled with her eldest brother.

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//Fun headcanon time.

My Lani is fully prepared to take over as head of House Haillenarte. She knows neither of her older brothers has any interest in the position, and poor Francel is too sweet and gentle for the hell that is Ishgardian politics. She doesn’t want to be in charge, per say, especially considering it would necessitate that whole ‘finding a spouse and having kids’ thing, but she wants her family happy.

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“For each life taken, one must bring something into existence. A poem, a life, a song…Just create.”

Indie FFXIV Doman OC blog [sideblog, follows from theshadowsspeak]

OC/NPC Friendly

Multi-ship

Mun is 18+, but muse is under 18/just barely 18 [depending on timeline]

AU, Multi-WoL, & Crossover Friendly

Semi-selective

Largely SFW [all NSFW tagged, and will not be sexual]

Patient with ESL partners

Written by corvidkai

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“No one told me it would hurt this much…yet onward I keep going…”

Indie FFXIV WoL/OC blog [sideblog, follows from theshadowsspeak]

OC/NPC Friendly

Multi-ship, with multiple verses

Mun and muse are 18+

AU, Multi-WoL, & Crossover Friendly

Semi-selective

Largely SFW [all NSFW tagged, explicit NSFW has a sideblog]

Patient with ESL partners

Written by corvidkai

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“Pray, do not step over the edge on accident. We’re not certain there is even land down there to fall upon.”

Indie FFXIV Laniaitte de Haillenarte blog

OC/NPC Friendly

Multi-ship [sorta of? this Lani is aro]

Mun and muse are 18+

AU, Multi-WoL, & Crossover Friendly

Semi-selective

Largely SFW [all NSFW tagged]

Patient with ESL partners

Written by corvidkai

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“Ehem. Forgive me. Romantic interludes are not a thing I’ve interest or time for.” Much to her old friend Emmanellain’s dismay.

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Excuse you while she laughs at the thought of anyone bedding her.

[roleplaymemesforyou]

Send my muses anonymous love-letters. Bonus: leave a hint of who the author is.

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‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ [Heretic AU, after the war and. Likely not long after the boys get together.]

“Don’t give up what makes you you at the core, however.” The knight wasn’t sure what to make of the former heretic, but…after everything that had happened? She wasn’t going to say that the man didn’t deserve a chance. “I think my brother would be heartbroken if you changed too much from the man he fell in love with.”

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[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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SEND 👋 TO RUFFLE MY MUSE’S HAIR!

Will her hair ever remain unruffled when her eldest brothers are around? No. Not likely. She raises a brow at Aurvael, fondly exasperated as she’s long grown used to the teasing affection.

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Sister is going to be over here laughing.

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@skysteelsun @diadembound

“Wrong and wrong. Laniaitte.”

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Aaaaaand he’s still not disagreeing.

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[chlodebamf; Francel] By far, she was easier to approach than the eldest two; they -were- closer after all. "Lani? I am trying to write music based on all my siblings and I have already obtained permission from the elder ones. What say you?" He is still nervous, this is new to him and he had never handled any kind of rejection well, not that he thought he would be faced with any, but the chance remained.

Laniaitte was, to say the least, surprised by the question. It was a very pleasant surprise, however. “I would be honored, Francel. I’m certain that whatever you write will be amazing.” Sisterly bias aside, of course.

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👋 HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOREVER FOR THIS

When Laniaitte was younger, she would have protested her eldest brother’s constant hair ruffling. As it is, as a woman grown, she just sighed and gave him a fond, if exasperated, smile. “You are ever lucky I don’t put as much stock into elaborate hairstyles as many other of the High House ladies do.”