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just me, screaming into the void

[cloudyandgray]

Went to the farmers market and then came home and made lemonade ah I just love Sundays <3

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I’m on my ✨dental work journey✨ right now and got a very long overdue cleaning and then went to the oral surgeon and got on the schedule to get my wisdom teeth taken out and it honestly sucked so bad but I’m so happy and proud I did it

Side note - I actually love the dentist office I go to even though I hate the procedure I had to get today and have to get again in two weeks but it’s amazing how much better the right side of my teeth look and feel already. So embarrassing to cry and have a panic attack at the dentist, but my hygienist was so nice and sweet and comforting about it and I am so THANKFUL I found this office. I’m still scared but feel good it’s getting done. I’ve been called difficult at the dentist before but everyone there has just been so kind and understanding of my anxiety... Ugh I’m just so grateful. I can’t wait to get the rest of this crap off my teeth and not be embarrassed about them anymore

[cloudyandgray]

I got a spot award at work which is just extra money, like a little anytime bonus someone can give u for doing a good job and I’m so HAPPPYYYYY

[cloudyandgray]

Pool day + shower afterward + big salad = 😀

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Tiki day today where I didn’t get completely stupid trashed and also didn’t get sunburned… 🧡 wow I need to do it like this more often I feel amazing and actually so proud of myself for STOPPING and DRINKING WATER and REAPPLYING SUNSCREEN!!!!

[fuck-customers]

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oh my god I made cheeseburger bowls for dinner and chocolate chip bread for dessert and omggggg wow it was all so good I’m seeing god and angels

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I went to a girls birthday from my old job who I haven’t seen for a year. And it eas awkward for me bc I didn’t know very many people there and I’m socially retarded. Lol

But this girl is a down ass friend, who planned an engagement party for me when nobody else in my life cared to or thought to, and that means so SOOOO much to me, more than she or anybody else will ever know!!! So it was very important to me when she invited me out to show up for her!!!

Anyway… idk what the point of the post is except to say: Tiffany, you’re a real ass bitch & a down ass friend. And thank you for being you! 🥳❤️

[cloudyandgray]

Had a dream I asked a guy on teams something and he replied back “don’t ever message me on teams” (lol???)

so I was like ok I’ll save it for our meeting next week then and he goes “what’s your question?”

I asked it and he just put a laughing react on it and didn’t answer it (I’m panicking at this point of the dream)

Then fast forward and we’re in the meeting. It’s an in person meeting which never happens. I said something and everyone in the room busts out laughing at me!!!! 😡

And then at the end my husband was waiting outside so we come out and the manager lady who was there starts aggressively flirting with my husband LMAOOOOO

Too real lol this made me miss the nightmares I would have about like falling off a building or getting shot at

[gremlininho]

[dogpuppy]

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At work just missing my dog who I will see in like three hours but I just miss him so much right now <3

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Went to the dentist today for the first time in many years (emergency) they literally didn’t even do anything but take xrays & just look before prescribing meds

And I made a total and complete fool out of myself crying the whole time even before the first x ray ….. oh my GODDDD now that I’m home with my meds I feel so stupid about it. It feels so silly and stupid to react like that but I just can’t help the sheer PANIC I feel. I feel like a trapped animal or like I was abducted by aliens in there. It’s so stupid and embarrassing. Why tf am I like this

But I feel proud bc it’s a (very small) step in the right direction to be more healthy… I have very good insurance from work now so I can’t hide behind that as my excuse anymore. It’s just so scary and I can’t explain why and it feels so fucking dumb and irrational to be scared of. I know it’s completely irrational but I’m still terrified

How do I get over this??? Exposure? I guess the good news is at least next time I go maybe it won’t be *as bad* since they were really nice to me and understanding. The x ray lady was soo nice 😭 thank you lady.

But hopefully I won’t be in level 9 pain anymore by tomorrow. This tooth pain is bad enough to make me face my biggest fear ever. Pain so bad I was ready to rip that thang out with pliers myself

Sigh……. Just feeling dumb af today :-(

[maureen2musings]

One of the craziest things I’ve ever photographed! Maui, Hawaii

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Going to Lowe’s by myself on a Sunday morning with a drink from 7 brew is such a vibe

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It’s 5pm on Friday

It’s a 3 day weekend

It’s the last day of school so traffic will be so much easier for the next 2.5 months

I got a ribeye steak with my name on it in the fridge

Today is nice… :) even though I have a difficult week at work next week it’s okay bc today = good

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Who da fuck has time to sit around and make 20 posts on Facebook per day in 2026 lol