Cassie🍯

she/her • 16 • bts • aquarius • 🏳️‍🌈

[fadingsuggestion]

Fuck anyone who says I have to forgive everyone, “for my sake.” I worked hard for this anger. I worked hard to love myself enough to hate them.

[vivid-ellipses]

Shit, yeah, this is a thing that is hard to articulate. Some people don’t feel healed by forgiving the people who hurt them, because that’s what they kept doing over and over and it only led to getting more hurt. Sometimes you feel healed when you’re finally brave enough to say “This person was horrible to me, and I did not deserve that treatment, and I don’t have to be okay with it.”

[pengychan]

From Toxic Parents:

[mx-bright-sky]

Theres a difference between “pls no ace discourse its pride month” meaning “let ace people exist in peace for one month” and “oh my God ace people shut up and let REAL LGBT people enjoy pride smh” and I think we should really clarify which one we mean when we say it

Anyway, when I say, “pls no ace discourse its pride month” I 100% mean “LET ACE PEOPLE EXIST IN PEACE FOR ONE MONTH”

[pragmatismandmagic]

Daniel Howell: I will have the most iconic coming out video of Pride Month 2019.

Eugene Lee Yang: Hold my beer.

Daniel Howell: I absolutely will because sharing our experiences is difficult and what we are both doing is brave and has a huge impact on the young queer people who look up to us so we are definitely not in competition also this is a lot of beer.

[apersnicketylemon]

Stop screaming about how ‘queer is a slur’ every time someone says ‘I like being queer’ or ‘I id as queer’ or ‘let people id as queer’.

We fucking know. All our words are slurs. Lesbian started as a slur. Gay started as a slur. Bisexual started as a psychological disorder, same with transgender. All our words have bad starts, the point in us using them was to reforge their sword into our armour.

Let us id as queer in peace. Stop harassing people over their identities.

[cloudypandas-blog]

He's so adorable 😔

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I just want a girlfriend and a cat :(

[seokjins-wings]

[plsfindmeagf]

How armys finna look while hyping up hixtape

[cloudypandas-blog]

I'm back!

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Pain

Shoes ripping apart But I still keep walking on needles Walking on a thin line of rocks Leaving a trail behind so I can find my way back If I ever want to return

These shoes won’t last longer so I take them off And walk on nails Walk on ice To numb the pain inside me So I won’t feel the immense sadness Feeding off my soul

I’m barefoot walking on needles with poison I’m closer to my destination now So close I can almost feel my feet

It’s too late for me My heart stops beating Everyone knows I will never return I know I will return

The poison invades my body Killing me instantly Making me fall on the bed of needles Which I so happily walked on The same ones that ended me

[cloudypandas-blog]

No Way Out

Flying Far from reality and landing onto a place where no one is happy A place where evil is your soul

Since it’s only evil you decide to stay because you know reality Had you tied up in its chains And Evil lets you roam

Black invaded your new home Black takes control Reality has its toll so you decide to stay

It’s calling you back You decide to go Reality has its toll So now your in its control

Living a life Full of dread and sorrow Still wishing that you would’ve stayed in Evil’s arms Instead of plastering a fake smile everyday Because Reality said so

[cloudypandas-blog]

Invisible

Running wild in a cage Where nothing is possible I am going insane Running in my imagination Trapped in endless nightmares Where I am the only survivor Of a montrosity Locked up In my own world Laughing nonstop at nothing but my face The mirror cracks Of course Its meant to be that way Trapped in a room In silence Isolated from the world No escape I am in my own little world Where I'm the clown And you're my owner On a leash like a dog Fighting to loose free Falling down on my shame Flying up high when hit Locked in my world Where I am a worthless human being

[cloudypandas-blog]

The Fairies

Fairies only exist in tales 

Mommy says 

But I know that’s a lie 

I see them every night 

They talk to me 

and say that Mommy is a cheater 

and that Daddy is a slouch 

That I am the one they want to take to their house 

But I tell them 

I’m too big to fit in a small house 

They say that they will make it bigger 

I tell them Mommy does not take tests

and that Daddy goes to work everyday 

They say that I am the chosen one 

That Daddy is a womanizer 

and Mommy is a crazy lady 

I tell them that is not true 

The fairies say that they will take me to their magic garden 

to play with me 

I tell them Mommy won’t let me 

and that Daddy is too busy to say yes 

They say that Mommy is a bad Mommy 

and that Daddy is a bad Daddy 

I tell them maybe 

They smile at me 

They say that they can make me fly so high I won’t be able to breathe 

and that they can invite me to dinner with Mommy and Daddy 

The fairies say that they can be part of the dinner I will eat 

I did not understand what they said 

But Mommy and Daddy will go to dinner with me and the fairies 

It’s going to be super yummy! 

[cloudypandas-blog]

Fake

The Princess smiles 

The Queen smiles 

The King smiles 

But they frown in the inside 

Mother laughs 

Father laughs 

Brother laughs 

But they cry in the inside 

All of them control what they feel 

They don’t know what real happiness is 

They don’t know how to smile 

Don’t know how to laugh 

They only know how to fake it 

The neighbor shrugs it off 

The teacher “forgets” it ever happened 

All I see are hurt souls that don’t know what else to do 

They only know how to fake the perfect world 

The perfect life they try to imitate 

They know deep inside that they will never achieve it 

If they keep faking it 

A bomb may be ticking under their beds 

but they still pretend that they can sleep well 

That nothing bad will happen 

To them 

Everything is not perfect 

So why cover the world in a plastic smile 

Why suffocate it in powder and lipstick 

Why hide the imperfections and problems 

Faking the perfect life is a big lie you’re telling yourself 

That will never end as long as you live 

Plastic smiles 

Fake laughs 

Real tears 

Real sadness 

[cloudypandas-blog]

Done

Fearing the worst 

Scared that they might take you away 

to fight for a country that doesn't even respect you

But they still can drag out into the war zone 

So you hide under your bed and go through dream land 

You know you left your mother and father

But you can’t seem to want to leave dream land 

There’s still so much you want to see 

So much to explore in the land of candy and smiles 

All you want , you can have in the land of rides and rainbows 

But you know you have to return back home 

So you try but can’t seem to leave 

It’s got you trapped in it’s cage 

All the fun and games have you hypnotized

Home isn't an option anymore 

Neither is Dream Land 

It’s the imprisonment you got yourself into 

[cloudypandas-blog]

Show Me and I'll Show Them

For there is hope in the places you least expect it There is faith right in front of you But people are sometimes too blind to notice They just don't look in their hearts for it They all try the luck they don't have only to get dissapointment in their hands All try to look for easy ways out but fail And if they do find "the easy way" they end up back on square one There is only one way to beat your monsters One way to conquer your nightmares Look where no one else can see Look where the light hides from the darkness Open the chest to your soul And find the faith and hope you locked away The faith and hope you forgot about for a long time Take advice from the try- hards because they know things you don't They have hope every time they fail Every mistake they make, they try to fix and succeed Take advice from the humble Once you've retrieved your values you can go back in the real world Go back and show people what really matters What really is important in life Show them what you know Show them the path to a better world

[cloudypandas-blog]

Follower

Flying high as an eagle But falling down hard on my pride Hearing all these people talking Sick of the judgement knowing they do the same Knowing they’ve been through this before

Blood smeared on my hands, they’re talking I’m lying here thinking what did I do wrong If they did the same to someone innocent Knowing they were following the lion king Just to be one of them

What do I have to do to be one their good side All they do I do, because I’m following the lion king I try to be like them , but it doesn’t work  So I’ll just go on my own and create my little world Where I’m the lion king

They still keep talking About how I gave up In the world that I was living in I couldn’t stand one more single drop of that misery I’m not gonna be a follower I’m just gonna do me