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This is Donghyuck’s Fault - Park Jisung

Summary: After Y/N and Jisung are set up on a blind date by their mutual friend, Donghyuck, they both come to realize that neither of them are as bad as they originally thought.

Pairing: Jisung x Reader

Genre: flUFFFFFFF, comedy

Warnings: ONLY THE FIRE ROASTS 

Word Count: 1.6K

A/N: FIRST LET ME START OFF WITH—– uhhhh i basicaly forgot the part where i said they were “polar opposites” as i was writing this soooooo it has like nothing to do with them being opposites &&&&& IT GOT REALLY TRASH TOWARDS THE END I’M SORRY. buttt Jisungie is so cute *tears* butttttt i hope ya’ll enjoy this!!!!!! i’m working on part 2 of Vacay Style & i started writing another Mark scenario & a Taeil scenario…… idk which will come first (or if i’ll even finish either) but hopefully i can write more for you guys soon!! thanks for the support and remember, feedback is always appreciated! 

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☼ mark-absolutelyfullycapable-lee’s MASTERLIST ☼

*I write for more than just NCT & I will add more to this as I update and write more in the future*

☀︎ MARK LEE

Mark Who?

☀︎ HUANG RENJUN

Vacay Style 

Part I ◎ Part II

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Vacay Style - Huang Renjun [Ongoing]

PART I

Pairing: Renjun x Reader

Genre: angst & fluff & COMEDY, Best Friend!Chenle, and of course, eventually Boyfriend!Renjun <3

Warnings: some bad words bc i’m so cool, mentions of murder and death 

Word Count: 1.2k

A/N: guys! i hope this is good enough for you all. i got good feedback from Mark Who?, so it motivated me to write something else!! i might not be able to start posting on a schedule yet bc i have a band concert coming up and also finals :((( so i have to focus on that. but anyways, this is ALL OVER THE PLACE but a lil series never hurts, right ;) ? well idk how long this will be, but it’s definitely something i’m looking forward to. its LOWKEY HIGHLEY trash but ahhhh i tried. thanks for the supprt y’all <3

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Mark Who? - Mark Lee

Pairing: Mark Lee x Reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: A lil underage drinking, but it’s honestly bearable, some cursing

Word Count: 1.5k

A/N: Heyyyyy this is my first post!!!1! Ya’ll, I’m lonely and I want friends…. feel free to be my friend :)) also, this is my first time writing on this account, so please, cut me some slack if it’s a little rough…..feedback is very much appreciated!

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{Special} College!AU Jaehyun

major: visual arts / concentration: sculpture 

minor: n/a

sports: the star player and point guard for the uni’s basketball team 

clubs: wanted to join the art club but it conflicted with practice so his coach said he should drop it 

jaehyun is what you could call a campus celebrity, as in everyone always greets him and not only students ,,,,,,,but teachers too

all the faculty are always like jaehyun!!! you won us another trophy!!!! and jaehyun is like “well the whole te-” and they’re like cANT WaIT foR YOU TO TAKE US TO NATIONALS

and he’s just,,,,very humble about it because he doesn’t really know what to do with all the attention,,,,,and his friends (we are all looking at johnny) don’t let him live it down

and it’s /true/ his basketball scholarship is paying his full tuition and he loves the sport,,,,,,,,so he plays and practices with everything he’s got

but also,,,,,he’s got interests and hobbies 

and everyone on the team thinks he chose his “art major” because it’s “easy” and wont cut into practice 

because they’re all like jaehyun,,,,,you’re gonna get scouted and go pro right??????

but the reality is jaehyun,,,,,,jaehyun likes art. he likes looking at it, learning about it,,,,,,,,and making it 

yuta once pointed out that jaehyun’s hands are perfect for playing basketball they’re strong and big and can hold the ball really well while,,,,,,,ahem taeyong here with his bony little - jkjk

but jaehyun had agreed,,,,,his hands are nice,,,,,but they’re strong not only for basketball but because he likes to sculpt

just being in the studio,,,working with clay,,,,it calms him down but it also takes a lot of physicality that people overlook

and out of everyone it feels like only some of his friends get that his future isn’t just basketball basketball basketball,,,,,,

like mark and ten think it’s really cool and taeil always seems to cut the conversation when doyoung and johnny go off on tangents about how ~cool~ pro basketball jaehyun will be

but,,,,,,,,jaehyun knows he has responsibilities to the team,,,the school,,,,,and to keeping his scholarship 

also lets all take a moment to enjoy jaehyun in the basketball uniform,,,,sweaty,,,,towel around his neck

or even better,,,,,jaehyun after practice in a tank top,,,,,sweat pants,,,,,wet hair from the showers

ok ahem moving on

johnny does this thing where he yells JEFFREY at every game and jaehyun would flip him off if he wasnt such a sweet person LOL

keeps all the banners people make for him because he doesnt have the heart to throw them away or not accept them

and his roommate mark is like bro,,,,,,,,bro our closet is overflowing,,,brO

half the people in his art classes think he’s a joke and try to be high and mighty about how he’s just a jock,,,,,,,,,,but the other half are just heart eyes because wOW look at his muscles 

does the thing where he carries everything during studio or shop classes like literally carried about fifteen peoples projects,,,,then held the door open for people getting their huge portfolios or canvases through the door,,,,,got the wood for one person,,,,the clay blocks for another

he really cannot say no,,,,,,,its a problem jfldsgifdjlkfs

he comes back from class completely SPENT and mark is like,,,,,,,i didn’t know art involved so much,,,,,heavy lifting 

jaehyun with his face in the pillow: you dont even know mark,,,,,,you dont even know

wakes up super early to go running and do push ups on the field and everyone thinks he’s being super intense listening to some wild edm music getting pumped up but actually he’s listening to a podcast on alien abduction or something because hes always bringing it up like 

catch him sitting in sculpture II talking to his seatmate about the existence of extraterrestrial beings

and the person is just like ???????? and jaehyun is like “im telling you,,,,,they exist!!!!”

and then after he’s sitting next to ten and johnny telling them what happened and how his seatmate looked kinda scared and ten is like oh sweetheart,,,,,,,,,,,,,you probably gave the kid a heartattack

johnny just laughs his ass off so much he chokes on his rice 

he’s a silly boy,,,who is actually much more than his athleticism and he secretly wishes more people,,,,,,,would just accept him as a normal college student and not the ‘star player of the basketball team’

like he wants to join clubs!! meet people!! talk to teachers about upcoming exhibits,,,go to museums,,,,go on,,,,,,,,,,,,,,dates

but he also feels like he can’t let people down not when even winwin is asking him to sign his notebook because wow jaehyun is on a real winning roll for the team!!!!

sometimes when he gets super tired from practice and class he’ll start sleep talking to himself in english and he’ll do it like right in the library where he fell asleep on his books

doyoung even took a video of it and it became a meme on campus,,,,,,jaehyun was not happy and chased doyoung around the campus like ten times till taeil just took doyoungs phone and deleted it

doyoung: how did you get my password???

taeil: i knew your password was ilovetaeyong don’t play yourself

anYWAY  

you know jaehyun because he’s in your sculpting studio class and unlike most of the people there you don’t care that he’s a jock but you also don’t care about his good looks

mostly because,,,,,,,you care about your sculpture LOL not some dude in class who seems to be involved in so much gossip

the one thing you do care about and know,,,,,is that he’s got talent. you’ve been seeing him diligently work on this very pretty marble replica of strazza’s the veiled virgin

and it’s hard to make marble look like cloth,,,,,,but somehow he’s been pulling it off nicely

and whenever he isn’t in the studio,,,you couldn’t help yourself but go and take a closer work because really,,,,,,,,,did the basketball stare really do this>??

and one afternoon you happen to be working on your own piece while jaehyun is around and you know 

you exchange the pleasantry nods  and whatnot,,,but for the most part it’s quiet aside from the noise of your tools which is completely fine with you

until,,,,,,,,suddenly it’s anything but quiet

because the door has busted open and a couple of jaehyun’s rowdy teammates have strolled inside,,,,,,

and they’re like “coach said practice schedule is fucked up and we gotta be in the gym in ten minutes, let’s go jung”

and jaehyun is like ill be there but i need time to clean up-

“it’s just your art stuff, do it later and if its jacked just say it’s ‘abstract’”

you pretend to not listen,,,,but for some reason you can already feel something bad is going to happen

and just as you gaze over your shoulder you see one the dudes lean against the table,,,,,jaehyun’s almost done sculpture sitting dangerously close to the side

before you can think you open your mouth to say he should move it when,,,,,,,the dude turns to look at you and,,,,,,then you hear the sound

the sound,,,,,of broken marble

the shattered remains of jaehyun’s sculpture spread out on the floor of the studio in a sad,,,,big mess

and you can’t see that well across the room but jaehyun’s body has gone rigid and the group of loud boys have come to a hushed silence

you hear one of them swallow,,,another says they need to hurry to practice and that he’ll tell the coach jaehyun’s gonna be late

everyone leaves and you watch,,,wide eyed as jaehyun stares at the pile that was once all his hard work 

you think for a minute that,,,,,he’s going to get mad,,,,start screaming?? flailing his arms??? throwing things??? chasing that douche bag??

but jaehyun does nothing,,,,,he just drops to his knees and with his own hands starts to clean up

and you ,,,, can’t just watch anymore

you set down your own work and go over with a bag, crouching down next to jaehyun and helping him pick up the broken marble

startled he looks up,,,,and you can’t believe it when you see him try and force a smile 

“it’s ok, you don’t have to hel-”

“why didn’t you drag him back here? why didn’t you tell that asshole to go to hell? you at least deserved to do that.”

silently jaehyun stares at you,,,,before going back to cleaning with a small shrug

“it’s fine. i haven’t been working on this too long anyway.”

stopping you move some hair from your face and furrow your eyebrows

“what are you talking about, you’ve been working on this for weeks?”

jaehyun’s shoulders seem to drop,, his hands shaking over the remaining pieces and you hear him sigh

not understanding why he’s holding back so much you ask him again 

“why didn’t you tell him to go to-”

“because he’s on my team. the team,,,,,is more important right now.”

scoffing you push jaehyun’s hand away,,, for a second you think you’re being rude but at the same time you don’t know how to deal with that kind of logic

“if the team is important go to practice, i can take care of this. also ,,,,, is it jaehyun?”

jaehyun meets your eyes,,,suddenly sitting up straight and nodding and you shake your head

“don’t devalue your own work and talent. tell that guy, even if he is on your team that he should have some respect for what you do,,,,,,even if it isn’t baseball.”

“basketball.”

“what?”

“i,,,i play basketball”

“,,,,,,,,,,oh,,,,,,,wELL same thing. you should tell him off.”

laughing a little at yourself you make another comment that if jaehyun wants you can teach him some ‘choice’ words perfect for telling someone off but jaehyun refuses politely and says that he really cant make u clean all this up

but you shoo him away again and jaehyun,,,,stares at you for a moment

trying to remember,,,,,your name,,,,,,who you are,,,,,and when he says your name you look at him again and you’re like yes?

and he just fluster’s a bit and is like oh ,,, no i was just remembering it,,,im ,,im gonna go now

and you’re like ok? and he nearly trips over himself as he’s leaving but you just shrug it off and clean up and,,,,,really you cant believe it

murmuring to yourself about how if it had been your sculpture you would have lost your shit

but either way you find yourself going into the storage room,,,getting out a new block of marble and placing it on top of jaehyun’s work desk.

with a small note: ‘do it again, but this time dont keep it at the edge of the table’

at practice,,,jaehyun apologizes in front of the coach,,,,,and it all seems fine but also he cant,,,,,,concentrate

because every time he’s supposed to assist or pass the ball he can barely aim and everyone is like jaehyun???? Stop being so upset about the sculpture art is easy to pass, just make something half-assed c’mon

and jaehyun doesn’t say anything,,,,but it isn’t even the sculpture that has his brain in a fog,,,,,,,

it’s you

because ever since he started that class,,,,,he knew who you were,,,,but why didn’t he know anything else

and why ,,,,,,,,,,, was he so interested in knowing now

the next day,,,after coming to the studio you’d noticed that the marble was untouched ,,, which didn’t bother you but you’d hoped jaehyun would show up

and when he did,,,,,,,you were surprised to hear him call out to you

standing by the block of marble grinning,,,he pointed to it and is like “a gift from you?” and you just roll your eyes because,,,,,,,,,no it’s a gift from the school because does it look like you have money for marble

but jaehyun is still grinning 

and you’re like “get to sculpting” and he’s like ,,,,,,,,i will

it’s ,,,,, a comfortable silence again

just like usual,,,just the sound of tools and the small specks of sunlight coming through the windows

but this time,,,,,when you look over to see how jaehyun is doing,,,,,,you look at him hard at work

his strong hands working carefully and with detail ,,,, but you notice something else

his profile

soft hair,,,,long eyelashes,,,,an almost perfect nose,,,,and lips,,,,,parted in concentration with a small hint of his tongue sticking out as he sits back to study his progress

and you’re like @ yourself like w,,,,,,what the heck are you looking at go back to your own work

but it’s TOO late and you’ve been caught staring and jaehyun is like “it’s not much yet,,,,im kind of not sure what to make”

and you try to gather yourself and not make it look like you were totally just checking him out and you’re like 

“w-what about the veiled virgin or are you not gonna do that?” 

jaehyun scrunches up his nose (so cutely - wait what?) and goes “i want to do something ,,, original,,,,,,i kind of,,,,,well it’s embarrassing”

and you’re like ????? whats embarrassing

and jaehyun scratches the back of his neck and is like “i want to enter it in the monthly contest at the museum,,,,,,,,,,but i know im not good enough and i dont have the ti-”

you put up your hand and jaehyun is like ? and you’re like “that’s a great idea! you should do it, actually you’re going to do it. because you deserve it.”

jaehyun seem slightly confused and you tilt your head and are like “whats that look for?”

and he’s like n,,,nothing just no one has ever,,,,,encouraged me to do something art related it just,,,,,,feels different

you try to hold back a chuckle but you can’t and you’re like ,,,,, jaehyun,,,,,,,do what you want, you have talent so use it oh and also

jaehyun lifts his shy gaze to meet yours and you’re like

“also learn to tell people off seriously.”

and he’s like yOURE STILL ON THAT And you’re like YES I AM SERIOUSLY HOW DID YOU NOT YELL AT THAT DUDE I WOULD HAVE KILLED HIM

jaehyun just sighs and is like you sound like johnny he always brings up dumb stuff from the past and ur like who is johnny and jaehyun brings his hands up and is like nothing nothing ill get back to work

and ,,,,, it’s like that for a while,,,,,,,,,,,

sometimes you and jaehyun are the only two in the room working,,,,,sometimes it’s more people ,,,,,,,, 

but somehow,,,,,there’s something between you now maybe like an untold secret???? 

the fact that he hasnt told anyone else kind of makes you feel a bit special,,,but you also cant help but think,,,,,whats it like to have no one support you for that long

sure people are jaehyun’s basketball fans and whatnot but,,,,,does anyone tell him,,,,,,,basketball isn’t all he has to do,,,,,that art is a choice too

and you can’t believe it. you’re having sentimental thoughts about some BOY you’re not even that close with 

like UGH WHAT THE HECK 

you bang your head against your laptop keyboard and your friend is like dude hello u ok??? and ur like i gtg ,,,, work on my sculpture and she’s like it’s ten pm- and ur like its fine i know where the spare is 

and so you head over to the studio,,,,,,it’s dark in the hallway but you can see the lights are from under the crack in the door

and when you put your hand on the knob,,,the door opens easily

and you see jaehyun,,,,hunched over the marble,,,,,,and you can see that it’s the mold of someones face

but there doesn’t seem to be much detail in it yet and jaehyun finally notices you and smiles and he’s like “are you here to work?”

and you nod,,,,,coming over and looking at his sculpture before you can’t help it and go “whose it going to be?”

jaehyun sits back,,,,chewing on his bottom lip and going “i don’t know,,,,,”

you sigh and remind him that if he wants to enter it,,,he’s going to have to submit it to the museum by the end of the week and jaehyun is like i know i know

but then,,,,,as you’re both sitting in silence again,,,,,,jaehyun turns around and asks “are you hungry?”

and it’s,,,,nearing midnight but,,,,,,,a snack couldn’t hurt

and to your surprise jaehyun pulls out peaches and bread from his back and you’re like ??? do you just carry those around

and he’s like “yeah i also have protein bars in here, instant ramen - do you want ramen?”

and you’re like,,,,,i???? it’s ok ill take a peach

before you know it,,,,,your work has been abandoned and you and jaehyun are sitting across from each other talking about this and that

till he says something about practice tomorrow at 8 am and you realize it’s past 2 am now

and you both have to gather your things and sneak back to your dorms and jaehyun ,,,, before you leave

says that he’s thankful that sculpture of his was broken and you raise an eyebrow and he jsut smiles and is like “if it hadn’t broken,,,,,we wouldn’t have go to hang out like this.”

and you’re like o,,,h,,,,,,,,,,and god dammit why does jaehyun make your cool, aloof personality crumble

but he waves and is gone before you can blush in front of him and embarrass yourself

,,,,,,and it’s like,,,,,,,,,now it isn’t just two art students in a class together,,,,,,it’s friends

finally the last day of the week comes and you’re in the studio,,,looking at jaehyun whose covered his sculpture with a towel and you’re like ,,,,,,,jaehyun show it to me

and he’s just giving you a sly smile and is like you’ll see it at the museum

and you’re like ,,,,,,,,heY where would you be if i didn’t encourage you now show me-

but before you can finish your argument the door opens again and jaehyun’s basketball teammates appear again 

out of precaution jaehyun moves his sculpture to the table behind him and you give most of them an unamused look as they start touching this and that

jaehyun asks whats up and one of the guys is like “c’mon, coach wants us to have a big meeting about strategy for next week.” 

you look at jaehyun and then at the sculpture

“jaehyun has to come with me to the museum, tell the coach he’ll be there later.”

jaehyun turns to look at you,,,,,whose speaking with your hands crossed over your chest

the teammates just laugh and are like “and you are?”

and you’re like “jaehyun’s classmate. we’re submitting our sculptures to the museum. the deadlines in an hour so,,,,,,,he’ll be there later.”

the laughter stops and one of the teammates steps toward you

standings tall,,,,,,obviously since he’s also a basketball player,,,,,you don’t let it intimidate you but at the same time you realize that there’s four more people,,,,,,,four more people who dont want jaehyun to go with you

“i don’t think i remember jaehyun saying anything about that. so,,,,,he’ll be going with us.”

you frown and open your mouth but suddenly jaehyun steps in front of you and lets one hand rest on your wrist

and he’s like “guys, ill go with you. no big deal.”

turning to you,,,,jaehyun mouths for you to let it go but you can’t,,,,because again,,,,,,basketball is in the way of something else he loves

and you’re like “no you won’t, jaehyun you need to submit the sculpture in person -”

jaehyun just smiles,,,but you can see the sadness in his eyes and he says its fine, there’s next month.

with that,,,you watch him follow his teammates out and you’re left alone,,,,,jaehyun’s hidden sculpture on the table beside you

,,,,,,,,,,,,then you realize,,,,,,,,you can do it.

you can submit it for him

and carefully, you take the art into your arms and make way for the museum because there isn’t anyway you’re going to let jaehyun’s talent go to waste this time

and when you do get there,,,the woman accepting them asks for your name and you go “jung jaehyun” and she scribbles it down and asks what the name of the sculpture is

and you’re like,,,,,,,,,well you don’t even know because you didn’t even have the time to LOOK at it

so you kind of panic and blurt out ‘the one’,,,,,,thinking it is his first sculpture,,,,,and it is a person,,,,,,,,,so maybe its someone special?????

the woman waves her hand and says you may go

and with a beating heart you leave the museum and on the train back to school you think,,,,,,why didn’t you look at the sculpture?? were you scared,,,,,were you????? jealous of who it could be??

shaking off the idea you think that what matters now is if he wins or not

,,,,,,,,,and like clockwork the results come out and eagerly you visit the museums website and,,,,,,,,,,,

the winner,,,,,,jung jaehyun’s,,,,,,sculpture,,,,,,’the one’ 

and looking at the photo you almost drop out of your chair because the sculpture,,,,,,,,,,,the sculpture looks like you

and with no time to waste you dash out of your dorm,,,headed straight to the gym where you didn’t realize that there is going to be a game tonight

and the place is packed with students even though it doesnt start for another hour and you fight through the crowds on the bleachers

managing to get up to the court and jaehyun,,,,,whose doing stretches notices you

because well,,,,,,,out of excitement you literally run ONTO the court 

and the ref and coach are yelling at you to stop but you don’t hear them and jaehyun is like “what are you-”

and you run right into his arms and you’re like “jAEHYUN YOU WON!! YOUR SCULPTURE IS IN THE MUSEUM”

and jaehyun is frozen,,,,,,the entire gym staring at you two and an uproar of whispers about how one jaehyun is,,,,,,an art major???? two,,,,,jaehyun is dating,,,,,,,you????? i mean you are in his arms?????? you did run acROSS THE COURT to see him????/

pulling back you look at jaehyun,,,,who seems to still be processing what you’ve said and he’s like h-how i didn’t submit it? and ur like i went,,,,i put it in and i,,,,,,,,i didn’t look at it but then i saw it on the website and jaehyun,,,,,,,,,,jaehyun was it me?

turning cherry red,,jaehyun stutters over his answer but it’s obviously a yes and you grin and jaehyun is like “you inspired me,,,,,,i mean you were the only one to say,,,,,,i deserved it.”

and your smile grows wider and you’re like you do,,,,jaehyun look you did it,,,,because you’re talented and i -

without knowing how to put it into words you lean in and jaehyun reflexively puts his hands on either side of your face to pull you closer and it’s a kiss

right there in front of the whole gym

(which you later realize and get vERY embarrassed about)

but in the moment it’s perfect and,,,,,,,,,when you pull back you’re like 

“oh one more thing before i go because your coach looks like he might murder me -”

and jaehyun is like yes?? and you look around and find the dude who had broken jaehyun’s sculpture and you yell out his number and ur like “yeah you number 5,,,,,,,,,,,,this is me telling you off because jaehyun is too nice: GO TO HELL’ ok bye now”

and with that you dash off the court before the coach can chase you and jaehyun is standing there,,,,,lovestruck but also shocked

and the team is like what the hell jaehyun and he just shrugs because honestly,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you’re wild and he,,,,,,

he freaking loves it

 you do get banned from games for a while,,,,,but its worth it

you hear that jaehyun won the game the next morning,,,mostly because you wake up to find all your friends standing over you demanding to know why the mvp of the uni basketball team just said in his winning interview that his significant other,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,YOU,,,,,,,,,,,really inspired him tonight

and you’re like ,,,,me/?? jaehyun??? my??? boyfriend??? and they’re like YEAH EXPLAIN

but you dont even know what to say because everything is kind of a blur and did kissing jaehyun in front of the whole student body mean you were now dating??? who knows

well jaehyun knows so thats why you go to find him

and you do,,,, he’s doing another run on the uni’s track field and when he spots you he smiles and comes over and you’re like heY,,,,,,,,,so,,,,,,,,

and he’s like “i,,,,,,hope you,,,,,,,,,didnt mind me calling you my,,,,,,,,,,,s-s-s-s-”

“signigicant other?”

“,,,y,,,yes”

you kind of pretend to make a face and think about it,,,,rocking back and forth on your heels and you’re like hMMM well,,,,,,,

and jaehyun’s eyes turn into puppy eyes and he’s oh,,,no did i make you mad-

and you just lean up and kiss his cheek and you’re like nah, i like this straightforward jaehyun much more so,,,,,,,be like this more 

jaehyun blushing: than can i be honest

you: sure

jaehyun: ,,,,,,,did you like the sculpture?

you: i loved it. also,,,,i never knew someone could make me look so pretty

jaehyun: you’re stunning

you, blushing and trying to hide it behind your hands: ok,,,tOO straightforward

jaehyun throws his arm around you and you guys get off the track field and it’s,,,,cute because you’re walking across campus like an ACTUAL couple and okay,,,,this is,,,,,,something you could get used to

but yes dating jaehyun is like dating the sweetest boy who ever lived and ,,,,,,,,,,,wow do his friends really not let anyTHING go

you finally meet johnny and the first thing he says is “so,,,,,we gonna get a repeat of that basketball court smooch OH and dont forget the part where you told the dude to go to hell” and you’re like oh my god jaehyun you compared me tO HIM

and jaehyun is like oh,,,,,,,you know what i am sorry about that john here is special

john: excuse me,,,,,,jeffery

you: jeffery? 

jaehyun: if it were not for the fact that im a soft angelic person i would have kill-

but the rest of nct all really like you because,,,,,,basically you help jaehyun out of his shell,,,,,,

taeil and ten especially because wow they havent ever seen jaehyun so open and happy to talk about art???? like they’ve known about his passion but,,,,,you’ve let him explore

also oh my god you can really shut johnny up ,,,, but it even works on doyoung???? like one look and walla,,,,,,,,they’re convinced you have magic powers

but in reality it’s because you gave doyoung a noogie and made him apologize for asking jaehyun if he could make a sculpture of taeyong’s face

jaehyun is the kind of boyfriend that becomes more comfortable with time,,,,which you don’t mind because taking it slow isn’t bad

like if holding hands is all he wants to do in public than of course you’ll respect that

but also when you steal kisses every now and then while he’s studying or sketching you can liteRALLY feel his face heat up 

and you’re like how are you so handsome and yet so,,,,,easily flustered???? and jaehyun is like,,,,i ,,,,,,,,u,,,,,,kiss,,,,,,,,a,,,h,,, i need some water

he has a packed schedule between practice and spending more time on his art and you can tell when he hasn’t gotten any rest because he starts getting bags under his eyes and doesnt smile

and even though it’s kind of attractive,,,,you hate seeing him like that so you’ll literally sit in front of him and feed him lunch and be like “go to sleep on time, idc if the guys want to hang out after practice do you want to pass out tomorrow in class? no? exactly.”

someone once said you were a bossy s/o and u were like excuse m- but jaehyun just went ‘i would die without them so politely, leave us alone.’ 

but even with all your worry,,,, jaehyun has also taught you to be a bit softer

because yeah you always want to tell off his mean teammates or his over pressuring coach but jaehyun reminds you that sometimes in life you need to girt your teeth and take it

the amount of times he’s just pulled you into his arms when you’re fuming to calm you down,,,,,,,,you’ve lost count 

does the thing where he nuzzles his nose into the top of your hair and you can feel him grip onto you a little tighter

and you realize that even though he’s strong, handsome, and smart,,,,,,even people so perfect need comfort and closeness 

jaehyun let’s you wear his clothes but not without him denying that it’s his clothes is someone asks even though doyoung is like i literally gave you that hoodie like a year ago for christmas and jaehyun is like,,,,,,,,,,,i,,,,,,,,,,um

and you’re like yeah its his we just spent an hour cuddling in his bed so i wanted to wear i-

jaehyun laughing really loud over you like hAHAHA we nEED To go bYE dOYOUNG

it’s hard now to work in the same room on your art because you and jaehyun get distracted and its like u can go maybe an hour before one or the other comes over and you guys start talking and its just,,,,,,

heart eyes @ each other from then on out 

whenever he smiles and the dimples come out you literally are like let me take a photo and jaehyun is like but u have 394302 photos of me smiling,,,,and ur like i can never have enough i love dimple

whenever you want to go on dates,,, jaehyun always suggests something outdoorsy and active and sometimes you forget that jaehyun is Good At All the Sports

and it’s like dating an olympic athlete,,,,,,you cannot keep up most of the time,,,,,,,

but its fine because jaehyun,,,even though he’s trying to run up this mountain,,,,,will contain himself just for you ildjsfg

gets corny when he sees kids and is like “a family,,,,,,in the future would be so nice,,,,,,,,” and you’re like “you’re smiling like a dad jaehyun” and he’s like oOPS,,,,,,,,but it’s,,,,,,,,,it’s cute 

you can see that he’s so gentle and caring with everyone he meets you can’t help but be like,,,,,,,,he is,,,,,,going to be a great parent some day

you didnt believe he could cook well too when ten told you about jaehyun’s secret delicious ramen

but then you guys were making some,,,jaehyun standing at the stove,,,,and you sitting on the kitchen counter and when he’d feed you you were like hOLY SHIT THIS IS AMAZING 

and jaehyun just laughed and u were just like jaehyun tell me baby are you a robot because you’re good at everything

and he was shy but he was like no im real here ill prove it,,,,,,he kissed you and u were like ur right robots can’t do that with their tong-

jaehyun: AnYWAY

you once stayed at his dorm for a date and when jaehyun picked beauty and the beast you kinda teased him a bit ,,, but also ended up cuddled up together crying about the beast’s backstory

and then making out for like an hour because it’s hard not to when jaehyun just wears sweats ,,,,,,and your shirt is really loose,,,,,,,,, and jaehyun is good at kissing,,,,,,,,,,,,very good,,,,,,,,,,,,, and -

but mark came back pretty early and you guys had to pretend you were just playing cards instead

mark: i didnt know your hair could be so messy playing cards. huh

you and jaehyun sweating like uH,,,,,

you’d managed to sneak into one of his games but unfortunately instead of staying quiet you’d basically yelled for jaehyun to CRUSH the other team and the coach had to chase you out again

but you waited outside of the gym and instead of kissing the trophy and celebrating jaehyun had ran straight outside to you and honestly,,,,,,,,,what could the coach do about that? LOL

jaehyun jokingly challenging you to some basketball but since he wouldn’t let you score you were like fine i wont kiss u for a whole week

and jaehyun basically begged for you to not be mad and u just couldn’t resist

like have you seen jaehyun’s big,,,brown eyes????

you’d caved and just started kissing his face all over and jaehyun just grinning and hold you around the waist and ,,,,,,,,,basically you two being super duper cute

someone complimenting jaehyun’s artwork: you smugly going that’s my boyfriend and yes he’s amazing and did i mention that he’s taken,,,,i love him

jaehyun blushing but also loving the fact that you love him so openly and unapologetically 

and wow let me mention this one last time: jaehyun in a basketball uniform but also,,,,,,,,,,jaehyun concentrating hard on a sculpture with a low cut shirt and big hands covered in clay,,,,,,,,like ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yall

doyoung | taeyong | yuta | bangtan | vixx | monsta x | got7 + kard + amber | seventeen | 

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Dentist: open up!

Winwin: sometimes I get sad

[nakamotens]

18.04.15 ♡ #2yearswithNCTU  happy two years to one of the most unique and versatile groups in the kpop industry! we’re so lucky to support and love such an amazing group of people. you’ve grown so much and we can’t wait to see the future holds for you boys! ♡

[nctinfo]

NCTsmtown: ☀️💕☀️

[hcneoctzen]

Doyoung, talking about himself:

▶ 🔘──────── 00:02

Doyoung, talking about the younger members:

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Tag yourself I’m Hey Man ~

[damnnjoon]

chenle: what's for dinner

donghyuck: i'm serving LOOKS tonight

jisung: we haven't eaten in three days

[yutas-puta]

Taeyong: *in the E.R waiting room waiting for Doyoung*

Jaebum: *Also waiting for bambam*

Taeyong: So what happened?

Jaebum: BamBam whipped his dab so hard he broke a few fingers, you?

Taeyong: Doyoung dabbed so hard he pulled a muscle

Both: *disappointed*

[wisteriakyun]

taeyong: if you don’t buckle down and do your work, you’re going to end up at mcdonald’s.

yukhei: if i don’t do my work, we get to go to mcdonald’s!?!?

taeyong: wha— no—

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tsundere!mark

mark and you have actually been friends for a while

but there are quotations around “friends” as you two have a strange relationship

You’d met in school and just stayed friends ever since then as you went to the same college and uni

In your friendship group you both talked the least but were the longest surviving two

but you barely spoke and whenever you did it was more of a small talk type thing

that is until there’s an all out war between two of the girls you’re both friends with

and the entire group ends up dividing and you end up spending more time with mark

Not just at lunch and him being the only person who answers you on groupchats

but just in general because he was the only one around any more

And as it turned out the guy who you’d kinda just had in your life wasn’t that boring 

so you start spending more time with mark and learning more about him

Especially when you guys have homework for the psych class you take together

You always end up doing the work together and away from everyone else

Except you never saw mark as more than a friend and he did the exact opposite 

You were one of the first people to spend so much time with him 

and he loved having all this attention on him from you, it made him feel so good and like he was important 

It goes on like that for a while

Mark slowly and surely falling more in love with you with each day 

You spend a lot of time at his place 

he doesn’t really talk to his family and you notice that because he wont let you anywhere on your own

He basically has a kettle and microwave in his own room at this point

Which makes you a little confused and part of you wants to know why

But another part of you knows that mark would have said something if he wanted to

So you don’t say anything about it to him

Not until you’re laying beside mark on his bed one night and all the lights are switched off

he’s not asleep, you know he’s not because when he does his breathing gets really heavy

you turn over a little so your head is just resting on mark’s shoulder

you can just about feel his breath on your lips when he turns to look back at you

‘Is everything okay, mark?’

And of course he says yes

He’s not going to spill everything at once to you when you ask him to, he’d have to be drunk to do that

but it’s silent for a few minutes and you can’t even see him

So you delicately reach over to turn on his bedside lamp

and once you have done the first thing you’re looking down to Mark and he’s breathing so hard

For a second everything is so still

and Mark is looking up to you with his eyes so wide

that was the first time he almost kissed you, but he didn’t

Instead he told you to sleep next to him because he was tired and didn’t want to be alone

which you do, one arm around his chest and head on his shoulder

Thought he’s not there by the time you wake up the next morning

You have no idea where he is, so you take a wander through his hall ways

His whole House is so bare and there’s barely anything there 

You’re startled by the sound of mark’s voice echoing through the halls you’re walking down

see Mark isn’t the biggest or the tallest, so you’ve never had to be scared of him

but just listening to the way he’s shouting makes you fearful because he sounds so angry and so…

not like the same Mark who you were looking at last night

you follow the voice you’re hearing, which is getting responses from an equally loud voice that comes from who you assume is his father

he’s arguing with his parents about something, mixing between his languages as he’s shouting

you’re left to watch from beside the door as he’s so oblivious to you

but mark isn’t stupid, he knows when too much is too much and he leaves before he gets too heated

he almost misses you when he walks out the door since you moved back to avoid him crashing into you

but when you call his name so softly and meet him with the softest of looks

all of the anger from mark’s body disappears and the one thing he wants to do is have your arms around him

listen to him rant and stroke your fingers through his hair 

not that he does any of that 

he knows you don’t love him like he does, so he just asks if you can talk upstairs with him

and he tells you everything, what he probably should have told you last night

all the family problems he has and why he doesn’t want you to meet his family

why he spends as much time away from here as he can, why he hates it here

mark opening up to you a lot more than he did before was the first time you wanted to kiss him

more over, kiss everything better

which you wouldn’t because it seemed more like a pity kiss than anything and mark would have taken it that way too

instead you hold off and don’t take advantage of mark when he’s most vulnerable

you tell him to stay with you for a while if he wants to, but he declines

he says his parents will call the police if he doesn’t come home each night

he asks you if you’ll stay with him instead, just so he’s not alone and he has someone to talk to at the dead of night

and those nights where you stare at each other in the dead of night become more and more frequent 

mostly because if you’re honest, sometimes you’re afraid to leave mark alone

especially after that one time mark had bruised knuckles and looked so tired

he told you he punched a wall but you’re not entirely sure how true that would be

either way, you’re his coping mechanism 

one which he kisses when it’s dark around the two of you but the moonlight means he can just about see you features

that was his breaking point with you, he couldn’t hide his feelings from you anymore

because he already knew that there was no one on earth he could ever love more than he loved you already

and to have you kiss back would make his eyes almost tear up

he’d been so used to people not liking him, just feeling sorry for him, that he couldn’t find a world where you would ever actually like him

he’d somehow convinced himself that this entire friendship you had was built on pity

though you kissing him back gives him just the right amount of courage for him to tell you he likes you

‘no, I don’t like you, I mean… I love you. I love you so much it hurts me’

there was a time when mark had this dominant and scary personality 

one which he used to scare people away from him and keep himself safe

that doesn’t exist around you, he couldn’t dream of ever treating you that way

you’re the love of his life, as awkward as he feels about saying that to your face

he only keeps the dark personality now to scare others into leaving you alone when he knows you’re uncomfortable 

there were some nights where he couldn’t sleep at all before

but now you’re right beside him..well he spends a lot of time staring at you, but he couldn’t be more thankful

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masterlist;

∙ paranoia || Johnny/jaehyun; stalker!au     [prologue] [past] [present] [future] [epilogue]

∙ thaumaturgy || taeyong; shinigami!au    [prologue] [one] [tbc]

∙ monachopsis || sicheng/yuta; poly!au    [one] [tbc]

∙ yandere!au    [taeil] [johnny] [taeyong] [yuta] [kun] [doyoung] [ten] [jaehyun] [sicheng] [jungwoo] [lucas] [mark] [renjun] [jeno] [haechan] [jaemin] [chenle] [jisung] 

∙ tsundere!au    [taeil] [johnny] [taeyong] [yuta] [kun] [doyoung] [ten] [jaehyun] [sicheng] [jungwoo] [lucas] [mark] [renjun] [jeno] [haechan] [jaemin] [chenle] [jisung]

∙ hybrid!au    [taeil] [Johnny] [taeyong] [yuta] [kun] [doyoung] [ten] [jaehyun] [sicheng] [jungwoo] [lucas] [mark] [renjun] [jeno] [haechan] [jaemin] [chenle] jisung]

∙ domestic!au    [doyoung]

∙ mythology!au    [taeil]

▸ what exo are like as boyfriends ▸ what monsta x are like as boyfriends ▸ what nct 127 are like as boyfriends ▸ what seventeen are like as boyfriends ▸ what super junior are like as boyfriends ▸ what red velvet are like as girlfriends ▸ you’re crying because of school stress [NCT 127 + Ten]

▹ confession from jeongyeon (twice) fake texts ▹ jealous yeri (red velvet) fake texts

♥︎ (2018) TAEZHU - DISCLAIMER ♡

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yandere!jungwoo

this will also be kind of a florist au ♡ 

because is there anything better?

jungwoo works with flowers because he’s always liked them

he remembers when his grandma told him a story as a little boy

one where flowers were given to the one you love the most

and ever since his goal has been to find the person he loves the most

just so he can give them the most beautiful bouquet he could make

which is why he works as a florist, making his job 100% easier

though he won’t lie, he’s starting to think that the time will never come

he’s not ugly, so lots of people are interested in him

he always hears the girls from across the store talking about him when he’s placing the roses

even some older ladies get embarrassed when talking to him because he’s so pretty

though he never has an interest in any of them

his boss swears that each day he loses a touch more of his smile

taeyong and sicheng both agree with his boss

he really is starting to give up on finding anyone that he likes

that is until he hears your voice at the counter talking with his coworker

and the second he looks at you, he smiles

there’s just something about you which completely drags you in and he can’t take his eyes off you

even when his coworker is calling him over to help you

he’s just watching you with a shy smile as your cheeks start to burn

he’s cute you think, because boy is he damn cute

and he shows you to the flowers you were looking for without question, eyes on you the entire time

‘what are the flowers for, is it a special event?’

‘for a birthday you should get lilies, they represent happiness’

‘unless they’re for… your boyfriend or girlfriend?’

and he’s over the moon to hear they’re not either, but rather for your friend from Thailand who’s visiting 

he’s a bit nervous to give you his number but he hands it to you without question before you leave

he’s not going to let you walk away from him that easily

and everyone swears after that, that the old jungwoo is back

only because ever since he met you he smiles so brightly 

he greets everyone with a positive tone and makes sure to welcome all

he’s almost a completely different person since he’s met you

though you don’t know that, because you’ve only ever known the jungwoo that you know now

which isn’t a good thing, because you only think he can be happy

but really jungwoo is just as prone to mood swings as any of us are, which is the worst

expect his mood swings are a lot worse, and they always involve one thing

you and what you’re doing

you don’t know he’s so bad until your fifth date when you’re at a cafe

it’s pretty chill, jungwoo is just working up the confidence to actually make you his

though he’s still shy and is worried that you’ll reject him

and when he finally decides that he’s going to tell you how he feels about your relationship

sorry, I need to just take this call for a second

oh is he mad

not at you, at whoever is on that phone and taking you away from him, but it makes him beyond mad

like who would interrupt him when he’s about to do that??

and he swears you’re gone for almost twenty minutes before you come back to him

it’s only about three

and he’s jealous, even if he has no reason to be

‘who was that?’

‘no I’m just asking. I had something to say to you but they called.’

‘it doesn’t matter what I had to say. who called you?’

and he’s reminded of the person from Thailand who you got the flowers for

and he realises that he can’t ask you to be his if that person from Thailand is still about

which is completely stupid

this person isn’t a romantic interest of yours at all, you do like jungwoo

but he’s convinced himself of the complete opposite

he keeps things on the dl with you for a while after that

he doesn’t really go out on dates with you or text you either

which kinda annoys you because you really did think he liked you

and he really does, more than you’d ever know, he just has something to sort out

he still keeps up with what you’re doing outside of when he randomly calls you to see how you are

he still makes sure that you’re single and no one else is trying to touch what’s his

and that involves spending a lot of his time keeping an eye on your location on snapchat

adding all your friends with a fake account to make sure he can see if you’re in their stories

all the meanwhile working out how he deals with this person from Thailand that you picked over him

oh how the encounter on it’s own makes his blood boil completely

he’s a whole other person when he thinks about someone else making you happy

causing you to smile and listening to you laugh

he knows he can’t spend anymore time away from you, so he starts his research

this person from Thailand is nicknamed Ten and the two of you have been friends for quite a while now

and you two are pretty close, which makes jungwoo worry

you two can’t just be friends if you’re always talking?

you two can’t just be friends if he makes you as happy as he does?

it seems to completely leave his mind that you said you didn’t have a boyfriend

this Ten boy is on jungwoo’s mind to the point where he starts looking up flights to Thailand himself

until he finds out from your snapchat that ten is coming to visit, and he knows he has a chance to strike

so he starts to try and meet up with you regularly again

‘I’m so sorry, my work was so terrible and they barely gave me a chance to leave’

‘and I had to take up a second job because my landlord needed more rent’

‘I just… I missed you so much and if there’s any way I can make it up to you, I will’

he doesn’t expect you to ask him on a date though

you have tickets to see a group live and no one to go with

or rather you really wanted to see jungwoo so bought him a ticket to come anyway

but to jungwoo, you asking him on a date doesn’t change a thing

and he makes sure that you two are joint at the hip before he ever gets to lay eyes on Ten

just so that he can assert his dominance when it comes to it

and soon enough, ten is visiting and the entire time you’re introducing the two jungwoo looks like he could murder ten

something you don’t notice until later when ten brings it up

jungwoo is listening through the door to what you’re saying

even though you defend jungwoo, ten still seems pretty pissed that jungwoo looked at him like that

and barely tried to join in the conversation at other points

jungwoo decides that he’ll make sure Ten can’t say another word about him

or you, or anything really

the next day when he says he’s working late at his new job, he’s actually following ten around

sure enough ten is friends with sicheng too, so jungwoo is able to find him easily

and when ten is walking back to yours, jungwoo is following pretty close behind

with a face mask and a hoody so no one would be able to recognise him

jungwoo’s always wearing white, this is so unlike him

and he’s not even sure if ten knows he’s there, he just keeps following until they’re in a dimly lit part of town

he knows then was the time to strike

except his phone is vibrating in his pocket and he has to check it

because what if it’s you?

and by change it is you calling him

jungwoo panics and goes down an alley so he can answer the phone to you without being recognised

‘no I’m just leaving work, why?’

‘what do you mean he’s lost?’

‘oh, someone was following him? of course I’ll meet him if you want me to. what’s he near?’

you’d probably just saved jungwoo a lot problem and ten a lot of pain

though jungwoo reluctantly meets ten twenty minutes later after ‘coming from work’

and ten doesn’t suspect a thing

he just sees jungwoo as being the same, disinterested boy as before

so you’re thankful that night nonetheless and jungwoo is happy at least

he gets his smile back long enough to get him through the next day at work thinking about only you

though it still crosses his mind that you two are really together

and any one else can ask you to be theirs, which worries him again

what if ten does it?

what if sicheng or one of your other friends do it?

he couldn’t be able to live with that, so he plans to go out with you that night

so he can finally make you his and stop worrying about all the other people around you

realistically he’ll never stop worrying though

everyone around you is a threat to him nowadays

if your attention is on someone else for even a second he’ll get another mood swing

if ever you don’t text him back or answer his calls too

but you wouldn’t know that yet, because you’re not even his yet

‘what would you think about us two… being together, officially?’

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[cafeidols]

What I see in the corner of my room during sleep paralysis