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and the water drips and rots

my boards and shingles away

and in the rain and howling wind

i think i feel body sink

into the mud and slime

will i ever truly feel alive?

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mood

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no one want me

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lifes getting complicated again

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owie

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cutting yourself + redbull + blasting mc bushpig in your ears has to be one of the best midnight experiences ever

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i wish i could do something impulsive like cut my hair but no i result to slitting omfg

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i be always truly miserable but im getting a fish fillet sandwich

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got rejected going to a movie im relapsing again when i get home

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he tryna ignore it

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2 months down the drain but whatever

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i cannpot take another day of this bullshit FUCKING KILL ME

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AXEL HATES ITSELF AND FINDS COMFORT IN SELF LOATHING CAHRACYERS Sdfuhk;jLGOIGOOXHEIC HEOV=ERGJPUHADFOGHJNFGF"pOFJSDhasdhlkjdbsFilop;-0'

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im too scared

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IM DUMB SHES A LESBIAN!!! i thought i had found the one T_T

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i cant even tell if he'd like me back in the first place probs doesnt