"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

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"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past
all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child
forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head
What doesn’t kill you makes you passively suicidal 24/7
as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache
i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair