#bpd blog

[revenantblood]

i wish i was important i wish i was her first choice

[maybeshehasbpd]

I do not like this world and this world does not like me

[revenantblood]

oh im actually done for wdym you need to talk to me.... im so scared fucking kill. me how do i drop out

[yesteryearsins]

The day I stop sending random bullshit asks to people is the day I die. It's fun.

[ghostgirl4eva]

Me everyday unfortunately

[yesteryearsins]

Ask game!!!

୭˚2.ᵎᵎwould you like to know everything about That Person ?

𖧧4`⋆✶ Is your feelings towards that person platonic or romantic?or something else(changes or both or none or anything)

‎ꫂ᭪݁𖹭6.``would you change yourself to meet their standards/preferences?

⤹𐂯8𑄜؛If they knew(or know) how you feel would what do you think they would do(or did) ?

⌇»10ও do you love everything about them or is there something you would want to change about them,if so what ?

𑣲⋆12⋆˚࿔what makes you lose interest in someone?

ᛝ14𐙚 do they love you back ?

>J/ I wish you gave me more attention

Yeah, and I'll share my own story and self to whoever might catch my eye and if I think it's right. It's unfair for me to know everything and they know nothing.

I don't have anyone in specific, even if someone was trying to woo me I'm really bad at telling so I have no person to give this to. Normally it's platonic then it grows too romantic too fast and I have to push that down heavily and let time run through, then we'll get romantic and it goes sweetly.

Maybe, possibly? It depends on what it is and if it's big or small, if it's simple I'll do it or something about fandoms I'd look into it, but if it's big like switching something entirely or looks that cannot be pulled off.. I would have to tell them I can't do that.

Again, no one, but I can at least hope they'd feel the same, or happy? Something positive, but also to not rush and take their own time.

I always like everything about darlings but it depends on if it's something bad, like not good at communicating or not good at truly speaking their mind that I would have to coax them into speaking what they wish to.

I lose interest not too fast? It's aggravating, even if there's a fallout, I still have an attachment that might take a few days to even a week of recovery to let go. The causes are suffering from the above choices, or they've caused me to get jealous too many times, throwing me to the side. Mainly the jealousy part because I've had jealousy/anger issues for a while and I know people can trigger them purposely because hey, I suppose it's attractive, it's just when they don't give me the proper attention afterwards, like affection and love that I crave after feeling so insecure.

To whoever may be mine, I hope they do. If they don't, then I'll try my best to seem appealing, but if I can't, so be it.

Greediest emotional support lamb. If you were something squishy like a plushie, I'd probably squeeze you really hard but out of cuteness aggression, nothing evil I swear. I feel bad for not replying to DMS so I keep quiet when I should still respond.. ahh..

[yourgirlinpieces4]

i lowkey just endure and endure and endure and endure and

[yourgirlinpieces4]

je suis sick of this shit