Dear Friend, This is my Story.

I feel as though I am losing my mind so I must write down my thoughts, feelings, hopes, and dreams now. This is where you come in. -Yours in eternity, C.L.Phantomhive.Ravenclaw. Mystic. Scout.

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Is anyone there?

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If I was skinnier people would like me

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I don’t know why I let a guy, who couldn’t differentiate know from now, hurt my self esteem 🤡

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Gross

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I was gonna write and then I was noticed by a YouTuber!!! Who wants to read my story!!!! I can’t focus now!!!

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Stiles

Stiles long lost brother, Benny

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Huh...didn’t think this would be the post that got reviewed??? Is it the tags?

Maybe I shoulda mentioned I ate a whole medium pizza to myself 🤭🤫😂😂🤷🏻‍♀️

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I never liked Kristen’s portrayal of Bella at all, so you’re not alone. Also don’t like Rob’s Edward either 🤷🏽‍♀️

Oh thank goodness. I was scared I was about to be attacked by twihards 😂.

I felt like they was trying to stress the “soul gazing” so much it just ruined the whole thing.

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Am I the only one who thought Kristen Stewart played Bella Swan horribly? Her face didn’t show any emotion the entire franchise...

I’m still baffled and miffed about it.

Is she supposed to look Sullen???

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I hate it when people force me to talk to them when I’m busy

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I gotta stop reading romance books. Shit ain’t real.

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At this point it’s been established that I am an adult and no longer a priority.

“He’s not hurting you. Get over it”

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“If you don’t want to live with him, get a job and move out. Stop being a burden on your mother. She deserves to be happy too.”

...I know. I’m sorry.

“Everything happened a long time ago. He’s changed.”

...I get so anxious and scared around him-

“Stop! You’re so dramatic!”

...sorry.

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Don’t mind me. Just gonna shitpost without consequences. I wonder if I keep posting without hashtags if anyone will see this...

Anyway,

You ever get that feeling you’re a big. Fat. Burden?

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A few months ago I felt like my life was suffocating me. The same issue rose up again and spat in my face.

I decided to take the car for a midnight drive. I left the house and drove to get McDonald’s and stayed out driving for an hour. I was stupid and thought,

“Somebody will notice I’m gone and ask me where I was and if I was okay.”

Wrong.

I was dumb and naive. My life isn’t like a story. My brother texted me and asked where I was. When I told him driving, he said

“Oh. Plug my car in when you get home so the battery charges.”

He didn’t care that it was 2 am and I was out alone.

My mom didn’t even notice I had left.

Now i know that if I was kidnapped or simply ran away, It’d be days before they realized I wasn’t coming home.

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Tips for getting out of writers block?

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Tumblr is basically the moonlight version of reddit.

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Gilmore Girls Dean

This dean character is so annoying and a really bad choice for Rory.

He dumped her because she didn’t say “I love you” on their THIRD MONTH anniversary.

Not only is he childish, but he’s whiny and a douchebag who makes every task Rory wants to do difficult.

When she is preparing for her school studies and extracurriculars, he is constantly telling her to blow it off. When she wants to go to a dance he tells her it’s not his thing.

And on her coming out party he’s constantly complaining and will only agree to accompany her when he gets something out of it. Like, her having to watch battle bots with him.

With every episode of seeing him, I hate his character.