i can feel you all around me

"my hands are searching for you, my arms are outstretched towards you, i feel you on my fingertips, my tongue dances behind my lips for you, this fire rising through my being, burning i'm not used to seeing you, i'm alive, i'm alive"

[cntrlmissy]

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[cntrlmissy]

 traviswilliamss‌:

“I have a very sensitive stomach except when it comes to alcohol,” he called out and took another drink of his beer in front of him. “Finally because you look like you haven’t slept in days and it doesn’t help you had like the best sex in months.”

“you’ve definitely had worse in your mouth without complaining, shut up,” she said. “i’m a mom, i don’t get to sleep. are we gonna keep talking or am i gonna sleep?”

[cntrlmissy]

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 traviswilliamss‌:

“Yeah I would rather not do all that. Plus I don’t need that squirting all over me and then me gagging because of the shocking shit I’ve just experienced. Would you go to sleep though? She’s fine,” he mumbled.

“it wouldn’t make you gag. it’s sweet,” she said. “fine. i’m going,” she said, starting towards the guest room.

[cntrlmissy]

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 traviswilliamss‌:

“there isn’t another way to like you know,” he chuckled as he squeezed his chest. “there has to be more ways besides a pump and her latching on forever. she will be fine trust me.”

“unless you wanna be the one to express me, my options are pumping and stella, and stella’s my only option right now.”

[cntrlmissy]

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 traviswilliamss‌:

“yeah yeah yeah. she will be fine,” he mumbled as he continued watching tv and just watching his game. he wasn’t sure if she was actually going to sleep the whole time, but even if she didn’t he knew that he would be able to maybe calm her down.

“i mean it. i didn’t bring my pump, i’ll need her.”

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

travis: some words were exchanged

missy: like what?

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

travis: well nothing happened

missy: so you didn't talk, you just ran into each other and went on your ways?

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

travis: well i am telling you now

missy: you didn't answer my question

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

travis: because i've already had two encounters with him and the first seemed like he was going to punch my face

missy: aaand what went down during those encounters? cause neither of you told me you ran into each other.

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

travis: brothers will do anything

missy: it'll be fine. he's not gonna do anything. why do you think he's gonna kill you? i haven't even told him that we've been talking, he has no clue about you having stella when you have her

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

travis: okay cool, but i am trying not to die.

missy: i'm the one that does the killing in the family and if he's smart, he'll think about that before he tries anything

[cntrlmissy]

Text|| Melissa

Travis: if your brother found out we had sex he will kill me

missy: it's not really his business that we had sex. but even if he finds out he doesn't get to be pissed, i make my own decisions

[cntrlmissy]

 tcnydancer‌:

               keep your mouth shut , if you have anything good going for you — keep your mouth shut. lorelei kept her distance , watching the mother with her child , wanting nothing more but to ask her if it was really appropriate to talk in such language with a baby around ; but hell , for all she knew , her parents could’ve been just as bad. watching the ball roll off the blanket , the small girl bent down before bringing it back over to the child. ‘‘ this one got away from you , ’’ she said in a quiet tone , bright smile radiating on her features as she handed the ball to the small child.

melissa put her phone in her diaper bag as the other brought the baby’s ball back. “say ‘grazie’, stellbell,” she said. “thanks. she just learned how to throw, she’s been taking advantage of her new found talent.”

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 traviswilliamss‌:

“I have beer and pizza,” he called out and leaned against the couch as he turned on whatever game was on tv. “and it’s not taking a break it’s called having help so you can relax,” he mumbled out.

“sounds like a dream. i’ll hit it up when i wake up --- and seriously, if she’s hungry, bring her to me.”

[cntrlmissy]

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 traviswilliamss‌:

“well then sleep,” he shrugged. ‘take a break from being a mom and just sleep because you must feel like you need it and don’t say you don’t.”

“i won’t take a break from being a mom, because it’s a 24/7 job. but i’ll sleep. and when i wake up, i’m gonna eat so i hope you know how to shop for good food.”

[cntrlmissy]

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 traviswilliamss‌:

“Just a little bit,” he shrugged and grabbed the remote. “I’m more concerned with the little sleep you’re getting. If I wanted to make you stop talking I would just slam you against the wall again and do our little thing all over.”

“well, i wouldn’t be opposed, but since someone wants me to go to sleep instead, he’ll just have to wait.”

[cntrlmissy]

 tannerjamesking‌:

“I really need to stop over doing the whole gym thing because i am eventually going to tear something i need and as of right now i really can’t have that happen,” he mumbled as he started grabbing bags of ice and putting them in the the cart.

“then just... cut down on the hours you’re at the gym,” she said. “duh.”

[cntrlmissy]

“i already told you i have my own shit to deal with,” she said into her phone. “it’s not my fault you don’t know how to not make a mess. i’m not your booty call clean up crew. you got yourself into this mess, you’ll get yourself out of it. i have more important things to do than save your ass. you work for me. and i’m telling you, figure it out,” she said before hanging up and letting out a sigh as she looked at stella, who was on a blanket playing with her toys. “mommy’s tired of people that can’t do their job, baby girl.”