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elle┊she/they┊25 queer┊opiate addict ~ australia ~ diagnosed: depression (possible bipolar), osfed and borderline personality disorder. somehow studying a law degree and an international relations degree.

[codeinebruises]

hello i have 43 cents in my bank account and i do not get paid until the 22nd of June so i am fucked. i don’t care too much about food, rent and bills, i will just suffer, but i desperately need to pick up my prescription medications on tuesday and i can’t afford them, if anybody could spare a few dollars it would honestly mean the world to me 

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/shxlle

[codeinebruises]

day 10 on lamictal (still only 25mg) and i’m having such strong urges to kill myself, not sure if it’s a side effect of the medication or not, because I was already suicidal before being prescribed it, but I just feel so hopeless.

[codeinebruises]

sickteeth-archive​:

[codeinebruises]

so i bought 100 squishmallows within two months just so i could feel the tiniest bit of joy, and now i have 100+ squishmallows, no money and i’m still depressed. but at least i’m depressed surrounded by cute squishes. 

[mirayama]

therapist: so how’s everything

me: stay in your lane

[kitty]

[anahin]

[e-grrl]

sorry i cant go out i have to cry in the bath

[devilcemetery]

[dyingkink]

latenightcornerstore:

“This is your body. It’s a road nobody wants to drive down. It’s a door frame too crooked to hold its own door.”

[slowedmountains]

[vomitstained]

[sobbingangel]

Sick / Not sick enough Always too much or nothing at all.

[wolfteethe]

People always ask if your trauma changed you but I was young, I don’t know who I was before my trauma. I don’t know who I would’ve been without it and I never will know.

[myvintageanime]

[marykatemorrissey]

me, pulling up to the mcdonald’s drive through at 1 am, mascara tears on my cheaks and SOS by ABBA blasting through the speakers: 40 nuggets and an apple pie plz

[sleepgod]