Had a heart 2 heart w my brother about how shitty our family is, after realizing it a few years ago after 2 decades of repression and vague mems. I know these things are supposed to make you feel better but I feel worse than I’ve felt in a long long time, it’s like I’m choking and I know there’s so many other worse, more egregious things going on rn and I’m privileged that this is my worst personal problem but I can’t stop and now I’m dumping this all on a blog I haven’t seriously posted on since high school bc even tho I literally just had a convo w my brother about how I never felt like I could go to anyone to talk about my problems except him, I still can’t bring myself to say even this out loud and I feel like we’ve discussed so much, yet have only scratched the surface and I’m scared to open that box. I sincerely hope no one reads this but if you do and you are just fuckin going thru it rn and there’s no where to turn, just dump it on me, I’m here for you anonymously just like you are here for me. Also black lives matter, trans lives matter like wtf is going on that these are issues to be debated, all these fucking heartless monsters out there and if that’s you supporting our future fuhrer than honestly, whole heartedly, I’m imploring you to reconsider from the perspective of those being unjustly oppressed and if you can’t find it in your heart to empathize with the movement, then idk.
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