👋 hello people! sorry for disappearing, i got pneumonia (despite my pneumonia vaccination) and ended up intubated for a minute there because the pneumonia and my preexisting heart issues did not agree with each other 🙃
i got back home this week and am doing alright now! thanks to everyone who sent me messages asking if i was okay - i am now!
i just learned that 'dead dove, do not eat' means that there will be dark/disturbing content. as an avid arrested development lover, i always assumed that it meant humor 😅 i only associate absolute stupidity with that show
I like most of your NSFW ideas for Daeron but I was just wondering why you made him so sad? It's fanfiction. If I want to imagine that he has a ten inch cock and is the best in bed I can. You don't need to make it real with his alcohol side effects. No hate to you or anything. I think that you are a great writer but alot of people use fanfic to escape real life not to hear about how sad their favs are...
there are plenty of authors out there who write him like this!! because, you're right, a lot of people do use fanfic to get away from real life and maybe don't want to hear about sad erectile dysfunction 😅
i just choose to include his alcoholism and the realistic effects of it because i think that it's important. people who struggle with alcoholism struggle with mental and physical side effects, and they're not pretty, and it's okay to acknowledge that they're not pretty.
Would you be open to doing a Daeron nsfw alphabet?
my version of a daeron targaryen nsfw alphabet
find the sfw version here
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Daeron is a snuggler. He loves physical affection in any way that he can get it, whether that be sexual or non-sexual. His favorite thing to do would be to lay on your chest and have you run your fingers through his hair as he listens to your heartbeat and feels your chest rise and fall.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His favorite body part of yours are definitely your breasts. I’ve said it before and I will say it again, but Daeron is 100% a boob guy. He loves how warm and soft they are. He loves to watch them bounce, he loves to grab them, he loves gently squeezing and kissing them. He loves the most feminine parts of you - your breasts, your hips - and any bit of softness that you have. As for his favorite part of himself, I’m not sure that he has one. He is neither a vain nor confident man.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
In my head, Daeron absolutely does not want kids. He knows how biology works, he knows how babies are made. But, still, he hates pulling out. If it weren’t for the consequences, he would be more than glad to cum inside of you and would, perhaps, get a bit of perverse pleasure from knowing that he did. Usually, though, he will pull out and will cum wherever is most convenient at the time.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
I think that he is somewhat of an exhibitionist. Not strongly, but he has never been a very self-assured man. The idea that someone could see, could know that you were his - that excites him more than he’d like to admit.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Daeron has had a lot of sex with a lot of different people. He can perform and perform well when he wants to. Usually, though, he takes a lazier approach.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Cowgirl, 100%. First of all, you’re on top, so the less work he has to do, the better. But, also, he loves watching your tits bounce. He loves watching the expressions on your face - wants to see you throw your head back in pleasure while riding him.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He’s not the most serious man in general. Sex is no exception. He has no qualms making quick-witted comments during the act, if inspired. He doesn’t take anything too seriously.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Groomed? Daeron? You’re lucky if he bathed that morning.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
I think that there are two sides to Daeron, with his drinking habits. He isn’t always in the mood for proper emotional intimacy, and sometimes just wants to get it done (if he can perform that day), but when the spirit takes him, he can be very tender. With the person he loves, he enjoys slow sex. He enjoys looking into your eyes, sweet nothings - all of the more intimate aspects of sex.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Daeron jacks off on occasion. Again, because of the alcoholism, his libido is pretty reduced. He likes the intimacy of sex but isn't the horniest person ever, so I don't think that he jacks off that often.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
While he doesn't want to be a father, I do think that he has a pregnancy kink. It's some strange pride thing? He likes that people can visibly see what he did to you (he might also like giving you hickeys). He also likes that your breasts swell.
I wrote a more detailed explanation of some kinks I think that he would have here.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Well, obviously, the bed is the most comfortable. Like I said previously, though, I think that Daeron is a bit of an exhibitionist. He won't admit it, and he isn't so bold as to be fully exposed, but he does enjoy doing it in places where the two of you could potentially be caught or heard. If he's having one of his better days, he'll pull you aside down lesser-traveled hallways and try to have you in a secluded corner.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Daeron's libido isn't super high, the wine stifles it. He does enjoy watching you dress and undress (especially if you aren't paying attention to him watching), he'll get a bit possessive around other men and will remind you that he can perform when you get back to your chambers. He seeks comfort after especially bad dreams, on occasion.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Probably no scat.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He loves giving and receiving. He suffers from impotence/whiskey dick and, while embarrassed about it, he is always so willing to give you pleasure. He gets off on knowing that he can make you feel good. He will throw himself fully into pleasing you, has learned what every sound, every movement means. He isn’t good at a lot, but cunnulingus is one thing that he's fantastic at.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
It really depends on his mood and physical state. Often, he's lower energy, on the lazier side. He likes nice, slow sex that doesn't require too much of him. Once in a while, though, he'll get a burst of energy and fuck you properly.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Most sex with Daeron is quick. Again, he's a bit of a lazy lover. He will commit completely and totally to foreplay, to making sure that you get off before he ever sticks his penis in you, though.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
I think that Daeron is the type of guy to try anything once. He's open to experimenting. I definitely think that he's experimented with his sexuality/slept with guys, even if he isn't strongly bisexual. The opportunity arose and he took it. Curiosity killed the cat.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He is not a healthy man. Daeron is a one and done kind of guy.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
I think in the modern world, he would have tried a prostate massager or cock rings at least once. Again, I think that he's willing to try anything once. If you wanted to use toys, he would be more than happy to experiment.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He doesn't. He's lazy. He wants to get to it. That, and he doesn't get pleasure from withholding. He doesn't need you to beg. He gives freely and happily.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Oh, this man is noisy. Even if his volume isn't always the loudest, he's whimpering, moaning, saying your name. He holds nothing back. And, god, if he's receiving oral, it's over - you're fairly certain that everyone in a mile radius can hear him. He loves talking, telling you how good it feels, ‘yesyesyes’, and he's always a whining mess under you.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Here's a random one for modern Daeron - I feel like he'd definitely go to sex clubs. Canonically, he goes to brothels, sure, but I feel like he'd get a kick out of the sex clubs in Berlin or somewhere similar.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Sorry to disappoint, but I don't think that he's packing anything impressive. He's not small, by any means - about six inches, and girthy - but nothing crazy.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
The alcohol kills most of his sex drive. If he were sober, though, I think that it would be quite high. If he were sober, he would be one of those people that could go two or three times a day, easily. His stamina would also improve with sobriety.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
It depends on the day. Most of the time, he'll get up after a bit, have a glass of wine, pace in front of the window for a while - his usual. On occasion, though, when he's really exhausted - usually the sex that proceeds this is very short, very sloppy because he's so tired - he'll fall asleep immediately. He doesn't dream during these times. Just sleeps hard, and long, and peacefully.
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i found the template for this here, i hope it's the right one! i've done some other nsfw headcanons for him, of course, but these are just sort of my thoughts rolled into one. i think that a lot of his sexuality is stifled by the alcoholism, and he would be much different *coughbettercough* in bed if he were sober.
I just want to say I am really grateful for you as an author, I’ve reread your works so many times 😭 I can’t wait for the epilogue and AA! You’re doing awesome work and I hope you’re taking care of yourself too!!
thank you so much!!
i hope that i get the energy to update those soon omg 😅 i wrote 25k words for the next chapter of the epilogue, and, god, editing it has been wrecking me for some reason. i fucked with the timeline too hard (aged everyone up so i wouldn't have to write about teenagers) and now i'm forgetting wtf i did.
thank you for reading my stuff and sticking around for it!! <3
oooh, also, i hit a milestone mark for followers a few days ago (wow!! big deal!) and i wanted to do something to like,,, idk, silly as this sounds, 'give back' or show my appreciation to you guys? but i'm not really sure what.
i do feel very grateful to everyone who has given me a follow, and i feel even more grateful that so many of you are so active and interact with me lol. i love all of the asks you guys send in, hearing your song recommendations, things that reminded you of something i wrote (this is always the biggest honor because wdym my story reminded you of some earth-shattering poem or something???) and just genuinely enjoy interacting with you guys, hearing about your own lives, etc. :)
if anyone has any ideas for what they'd like to see, i would love to hear. obviously, i am limited in what i can do - open up requests or make some stupid memes or a playlist or something like that, i'm not sure - and i am working within my means here, but i'd like to give back in some way :)
I would love to know your take on Daeron. Maybe a SFW Alphabet? I don’t think anyone has ever made one of him (I'm so sorry for the english, I’m not native and still leaning 😬)
finally getting around to this, omg. it's only been in my inbox since last month 🙃 and your english is great, not worries!!
my version of a daeron targaryen sfw alphabet
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Daeron is very affectionate. At home, in public, it doesn’t matter. He wants to cuddle or be cuddled all of the time - physical touch is grounding to him. When his thoughts are… wherever they go, it helps to even just have a hand on his arm. He’s not as affectionate verbally as he is physically, though he does try. He’s sweet at heart but will often get his words jumbled up or what he says will be received differently than intended.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Daeron as a best friend is that guy who you don’t remember who you met, but is always in your house. How did he get there? No idea. He would make himself right at home on your couch, bring over copious amounts of alcohol and snacks, and ask you to drive him to Taco Bell at 3am. He would always be down for whatever bullshit you could think of. Wanna steal the Declaration of Independence? That’s your guy. He isn’t super emotionally vulnerable as a friend, but he will listen to you bitch about anything. If you ever need to vent, he will lend an ear. Perhaps his insight isn’t the best, but he’ll try. He’s also that dude who will ask to borrow twenty bucks frequently, and he won’t pay it back for a loooong time… When he does, he drops a giant wad of cash (more than he owed you?) on the table in front of you, and the two of you don’t talk about it.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Daeron wants to be the little spoon whenever he can be the little spoon. He loves to be held. He loves to lay on your chest, and bonus points if you run your fingers through his hair :) Not to say that he won’t be the big spoon, his preference is just to be held.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I don’t think this man has ever washed a dish in his life. In the modern world, he would have all of the forks, plates, and cups in his room, and Maekar would be yelling at him to stop hoarding all of the dishes. His car? Abysmal - empty cans everywhere, empty fast food wrappers, empty candy wrappers… He’s just not a clean guy. Thankfully, in Westeros, he is a prince and there are other people to clean up after him, because… ew. As for settling down… Well, he’s not going to chase it. If he just so happens to be betrothed to a woman who loves him and cares for him, I could see him allowing himself to become content like a fat, lazy housecat. Otherwise, no, it is not in his plans.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
I can see it going a few ways. Most likely, he just wouldn’t do it. Confrontation? Not his strong suit. If he absolutely had to do it, in the modern world, he would just ghost you. I’m not really sure that you can break up with someone in canon? I don’t think that there’s really anything egregious enough that his partner could do to make him beg for a betrothal to be called off or a marriage to be annulled.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He would be indifferent towards marriage, I think. He has no intentions to get married, but also isn’t vehemently against it. He’s not big on commitment, it takes a lot to get him to commit to anything.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He’s a very gentle man, both physically and emotionally. He wants to be handled gently and will handle everyone and everything gently in return.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
This motherfucker thrives on hugs. Again, he loves physical affection. I feel like he wouldn’t be too keen on strangers hugging him, but someone that he knows and loves? Absolutely. His hugs are warm, but there’s always some sort of a desperation to them - like you can tell that he just needs that.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Within the first ten minutes…? Not that fast, but you get my point lol. If Daeron loves you, he loves you. He knows quick and says it just as fast because he does not have a filter.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He isn’t angry-jealous, but he does have a jealousy streak that stems from insecurity. He knows that pretty much any man would be a better husband than him, and he knows that you would probably be better off leaving him. He gets a little possessive, but he isn’t violent, angry, or anything like that. He pouts. He pouts and clings onto you, afraid that you’ll go on without him and find someone better.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Just like with hugs, he loves kisses. He loves physical affection in general. He loves to kiss and be kissed on the lips, forehead, cheeks, ears, rest of the body… ;) anywhere and everywhere, whether they be fleeting and light or deep and passionate.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
He’s very good with children, despite not wanting them. After all, he is the oldest of six! He loved playing with and spending time with his younger siblings, and is very good with kids.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Asleep. He is a night owl and is rarely awake for mornings. If he is, he’s miserable.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Drinking, lol.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
I feel like there are some things that it would take a long time for him to reveal - the dreams, for instance - but he loves to talk about himself on a superficial level. When he does get to the deep parts of him, though, he eventually just kind of word vomits it out onto you.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He is not quick to anger. Again, oldest of six, he learned to be patient and share.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He remembers surprisingly a lot? You don’t expect it, since, y’know, he’s always fucking drunk, but he will whip out the most obscure knowledge about you. Some miniscule thing that you mentioned you liked months ago, some random story from your childhood… Somehow, he remembers. Dates, though? Yeah, don’t ask him what day it is. Don’t even ask him what year it is.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
I think that it would be something super ordinary. Him laying his head in your lap while you read to him, or a walk in the garden - something like that.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He is, in his head, more protective than he truly is. He would like to think that he could protect you, but… Yeah, no, he’s a coward. He asks you to remove spiders from the house.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
… Yeah, none. He doesn’t really plan dates, he’ll just pick you up with very little warning and take you on an adventure. Anniversaries? He can’t remember the date. If you put it in his phone calendar, he will still manage to forget. But for gifts, they’re always genuinely thoughtful, and he’s a good gift giver, when he remembers. Same for everyday tasks. You mentioned that you like a candy? He’ll bring it to you from the gas station. Your back hurts? He won’t think twice about rubbing it. You mention your favorite flower? It’s in a vase by your bed whenever it’s blooming. He’s good at the little things.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Most of his personality traits and habits are bad. He’s a raging alcoholic, lazy, a coward, etc.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Not even a little.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
I’m not sure that he has ever felt complete, whether that be with you or without you. I would like to think that he would feel himself more at peace if he ever found a partner that he really, truly cared for, though. Perhaps his dreams wouldn’t be as bad, perhaps he could allow himself to relax for once.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
In the modern world, Daeron drives either a beat to shit Honda Civic or Toyota Corolla from the 90s (Seafoam green) that has 350k miles on it, is missing a side mirror, and has a Black Ice Little Tree in it. He should have about seventeen DUIs, but Maekar has gotten him out of most of those.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
I feel like he doesn’t like pretentious people? Obviously, he grows up as royalty, so he’s around a lot of hoity-toity people, but anyone who has to perform wealth or importance gives him the ick. I also feel like he would not like people who are angry or loud. He doesn’t like yelling, being yelled at, etc.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Daeron is the worst sleeper the world has ever known. He can be awake for days straight. He has a lot of anxiety around sleep. When he does sleep, though, he’ll crash - he’s impossible to wake up. Eighteen hours of sleep is nothing to him. If he hasn’t reached the point of exhaustion to crash, though, then he’ll be up every two or three hours. He doesn’t have nightmares every night, but he’s still up and down regardless. He does like to be cuddled to sleep, though, and generally does a bit better if he’s being held. In the modern world, he would rely heavily on drugs like Ambien to put him out - melatonin does jack shit for him.
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note: i got the template from this post - it looked like the template that the other posts were using when i looked up 'sfw alphabet' lol
this is, obviously, my take on daeron. not to say that it's canon complient or anything like that.
if you guys have any headcanons about him, feel free to drop them in the comments or send an anon ask if you don't wanna out yourself - i always love reading them.
the concept of wifey pretending she never had true feelings for daeron to cope with the fact that she once did, and he betrayed her in an awful way 💔
and more food for thought: daeron being an extremely loving and affectionate husband, but wifey treating their marriage as solely political. I fear I love angst too much
yup!! it's pretty much that. like. wow. i never loved him anyway (but she totally did).
i feel like that's definitely the daeron/wifey dynamic post-cheating. she knows that she can't leave, she knows that he has a powerful position, and she reaps the rewards while he tries to earn an ounce of love or affection from her.
hey!!! Just wanted to say that I've recently had the opportunity to binge-read your fics and you're honestly so, so good. You have such a distinctive, fresh style, and the reading experience is always so enjoyable/immersive. Thank you for your writing and your willingness to share it w us:))) Too Far Gone! Reader is the best reader in the history of ao3
aww, thank you so much!! i'm so glad that you enjoy them! :D
if you like my writing style, my (modern style/dialogue) writing is very heavily influenced by rainbow rowell. i found her in middle school and was like,,, that,,, that's what i wanna be. so, check her out if you want to real some real-published books!!
and, yes, our poor too far gone reader is definitely the best, because i would not be so calm if i were in that situation 😅 truly a saint
thank you for sending such a sweet message!! it made me grin like an idiot lol
I genuinely thought I was dying (lady thing, ifykyk)
My car did not pass inspection and due to some events that led to a po deceased, we now have to do appointments (th tag expires in June), so now I have to dip into funds and hopefully get an appointment before my tag expires or else I’m screwed (I am unwilling to pay almost +1000 in tickets)
Gas prices are fucking killing my bank account as well (it’s not as bad as like NY or CA but damn I can’t with this no more)
Pple are up to their antics again in trying to steal cars.
My Alma mater had a possible cybersecurity breach so now I have to change my passwords linked to my personal email
Some guy from my old hs texted me (it’s a whole other drama that idk if I should go into depth cause it’s crazy)
Tiger bit into his treat bag and now I have a nasty case of ants in my bedroom (literally took me a while to fine the source of it)
Speaking of my pet, he had his monthly bath due to a case of fleas from last year. But at least he smells nice and is soft, here he is in a post bath nap (he has taken your advice and discarded the winter sweater) ⬇️
holy crap, you have not been having a good week 😭 tf is going on with all of this car shit?? i feel you, gas is insane right now - i just paid almost $6 a gallon and i am also not in ca or ny. but you've got all of that car shit at once??? nooo 😭
I started reading grow a pear, and I just finished the third chapter of part 2 and I want to throw up. The angst is making me want to cry and throw up there is literally no other way for me to describe it. Thank you so much for sharing your outstanding work with us!
I love love love everything you write. :))
ahh, this is so sweet!! thank you so much for reading it. i hope that the angst isn't that bad omg. if you're on chapter three of too far gone, then just know that it only gets worse from there!
i love that you gave daeron a dolly parton song. i wish that i could draw, because i would love to see daeron in a dolly parton get-up.
but, surprisingly, yes, that song does fit very well for him in this story 😂
and back to being friends would be so good for like... the inverse of reader pov?? if that makes sense?? "how can you look at me and pretend i'm someone you've never met?" is basically her pretending that she and daeron was someone she never had feelings for.
might i add 'somebody that i used to know' to this list? because i feel like that would be them in the modern day.