ABSOLUTE CINEMA

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Hiii!!! you can call me by any word related to the sun or time of day. i also go by anesthetics and mathematics. unless you know what you're doing, use it/its or he/him pronouns for me. no carrd, learn about me through my posts and reblogs.

there is no theme, i blog about whatever i feel like. i also write posts for sport. art in header is "infinite rays of the sun" by luis camnitzer

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(#-tics talking fics for posts about my fics specifically [progress, complaining, etc.])

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#an asker asked an ask -- answered asks

#shapes and colors!! -- my favorite posts, mostly art

#my my my art -- fic announcement posts, very rarely my art

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(last pinned post update: 07/05/2026)

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damonisch by tuyu was kinda weird huh

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i'm getting Ideas again. hm. not good.

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caniculeeee

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my confidence is just really attractive i guess . tch

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[frickadoodlydoo]

various people about trans men: I hate you. because i hate men of course. there is a heavy overarching implication in my behavior that I would not treat you with this level of cruelty and scrutiny if you were a cis woman, but shouldn't you feel so validated right now? shouldn't you feel validated that I wouldn't treat you like shit if you hadn't transitioned? shouldn't you feel validated that I'm treating you like shit explicitly because of your identity?

[frickadoodlydoo]

this post is not anti-feminist btw or about misandry this is about trans men. i also didn't even have the behavior of any trans women or trans fems generally in mind when writing it. i just want people to admit that its really painful when cis women suddenly don't want solidarity with us and garner hatred towards us even when we experience the same things they do on top of other things. they never take a step back to analyze the power dynamics relative to them and the trans man, they only justify their behavior by fixating on a version which in a trans man oppresses another minority group without ever fixating on the fact that cis women would be one of the oppressing groups too. we are given zero grace as a group unlike cis women despite our material circumstances. you are overly fixated on alienating us specifically from solidarity and can never say anything positive about us. its just like everything you do always entails the implication that you would treat us better if we hadn't transitioned. you would be kinder to us and take our pain seriously if we hadn't transitioned, you would be able to conceptualize solidarity with us if we hadn't transitioned. it just feels like we're not worth updating your thinking for even slightly. when you disregard us for being trans men it feels the exact same as when transphobes disregard us for being trans men. can you just acknowledge that it really hurts

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and we thank you @silent--construct for your solidarity. Yeah, to some degree it is a copout, gosho in his homophobic era lol, but bonus information: it's not the first time there's been a cousin reveal! the Other time it was about a canon couple, funnily enough ({bonus post} by ischleepzzz + reblog by actualaster apropos that). Besides That yesssss the popularity of the ship is absolutely a factor ; western spaces dcmk isn 't That popular but it 's HUGE in japan and guess what ? ks is by large the most popular ship ! inescapable , even ! but the ship gosho pushes + is endgame is a childhood sweetheart het one & that 's incompatible innit ! so , solution ? make them related , it 'll drop the numbers ( more like weed out the weak lmao ) . But , like i said in the other post : it 's treated like an anecdote more than anything , like " isn't it funny their fathers are twins? anyways, moving on " type treatment/severity . also also , making them canonically related ruined the entire " hey isnt it weird how similar we look and how perfectly i can imitate your appearance without effort " running gag we had . so like . idk what the conclusion of this post is . Yeah antis are annoying as fuck , do whatever you want forever

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unethical doms and sadists get behind me. ok now-

[valtsv]

feeling pretty dissociative and alienated from personhood rn if any bad bitches want to exploit me as a living weapon

[applejuicewerewolf]

But are they also cousins in the spanish dub?

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congrats to milgram people on their all-innocent T3 so far. i hope yamanaka kills them all at the end

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whats some discourse i could yap about

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well i specifically dont gaf about dcmk But i can talk from a pov of an outsider i guess and. well. how to word this kindly. who gives a fuck like be so for real Why do people give a fuck about it. "ever since the cousin reveal i just cant ship them" ok that's fine, personal preference, you do you, Whatever. "and i find people who do that to be morally reprehensible and Bad and How Can They Do That it's literally incest!!!" woowwwwwwww i love your wisdom of repugnance 🩶 do you think people's preferences in fiction reflect their real-life morals🩶🩶 do you think the gouvernement should have control over what can be depicted in fiction too🩶🩶🩶 Anyways. 30 years of the ship existing before the reveal, gosho himself treating it more like an anecdote than a serious plot point, literally who gives a fuck. secret third opinion from the ks enjoyer: they shouldve been twinnnnsssss. and less meme-ey opinion: it can be hot if youre into that, it can be funny, it can be tragic, or you can just ignore it entirely and nothing will changeee the earth will continue spinningggg anywaaayyyysssssss

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whats some discourse i could yap about

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being anti-divorce is so fucking bonkers to me like yeah i think you're morally obligated to stay with some shithead who you hate forever. this is a normal and healthy thing to believe. let's have kids together and force them to grow up being raised by two people who hate each other. yeah this might fuck them up mentally during the most formative years of their life but it's the morally righteous thing to do. if there's one thing god loves it's traumatized children. i'm getting into heaven for sure

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I WILL KILL ANYONE ON ANY HILL IDGAF

[markovchaingang]

me: so yeah, basically that's what an electric car is. would you say it embodies communist ideals or is it just another bourgois individualist technology?

the reanimated body of vladimir lenin: (staring into the middle distance, whispering softly to himself) ten thousand revolutions per minute