I'm sorry, I don't remember...

This isn't a "pro ana" blog. I'm just suffering from the Illness. my blog might be triggering if your in recovery.

[iwantthatassgap]

More Ed memes because we are basically a cult at this point

[vakta]

:/

[111icedcoffee]

❕tw: h4ndsp0

h4ndsp0 kind of thing? idk i just wanna put here some photos of nice hands since i miss the days when my hands were pretty

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[cigarettes-annd-smoke-signals]

Me trying to convince myself that the terrible low calorie meal i just made tastes good

[faerie-vomit]

my ed looking @ me right after I binge like:

[my-feather-bones]

From 180lbs-> 126lbs 5’6

[hinterland-witch-deactivated202]

🍃🪔🌹🌙🔮

[honeysjourney]

Once again I am tracking my progress with this freckle. Gotta love it. 🖤✨

[blxck-me-out]

Need to keep reminding myself that I'll look like this again if I keep slipping. I've worked hard to get here and I'm not stopping

[ttw-alt]

april 2020 - june 2021

[a-meaningless-loss]

why can't I just starve right for once

[colderthenmyhome]

Why can't I just lose the weight.

[noihatethatsong]

Me: *wants to be skinny*

Me: *fasts for two days*

Me: *binges for four days*

Me: *doesn’t exercise*

Me: *is still fat*

Me:

[imafuckinwildcard]

Fast food orders-McDonald’s version

Alright, we all know that feeling when your family or friends want fast food, and the “I’m not hungry” excuse is overused. Now, you probably won’t have time to calculate all the calories, so I’ll do it for you. Here are some low calorie things you can order at popular fast food chains without breaking your limit. All of these orders are under 300 calories.

Breakfast:

•Plain English muffin- 150 cal

^ With butter- +20 cal

^ With strawberry preserves- +35

•Egg White Delight- 250 cal

•Hash Browns- 140 cal

•Egg McMuffin- 290 cal

Lunch:

•Hamburger- 240 cal

•Plain Hamburger- 230 cal

•McDouble (no bun)- 230 cal

• 4 piece nugget (no sauce)-170 cal

•6 piece nugget (no sauce) 250

•Grilled chicken snack wrap (no ranch or cheese)- 190 cal

^ With ranch- +20 cal

^ With cheese- +20 cal

Sides and Desserts:

•Apple Pie- 270 cal

•Apple Slices- 40 cal

•Cone- 240 cal

•Diet coke- 1 cal

•Tea (hot) - 0 cal

•Coffee (black, hot or iced)- 0 cal

• Medium Iced coffee with sugar free French vanilla syrup (no cream)- 5 calories

^ with cream- +95 cal

^ with milk- + 17 cal

•Unsweetened iced tea- 1 cal

•Sweetend iced tea (small)- 90 cal (large)- 110 cal

As a McDonalds worker, I’m surprised we have any low cal foods. But I learned, when I had to eat on my meal break so my friends wouldn’t get suspicious. If it’s your only meal of the day, Try a 4 piece nugget happy meal, with a Diet Coke and apple slices. You even get a toy for eating healthy even at a fear food factory! It’s only 310 calories for a very filling meal. If that’s too, much, get the grilled chicken snack wrap (no cheese or ranch).

[kellydaze]

At this point MyFitnessPal is my only pal

[onlyhereforvanity-deactivated20]

DAY ONE

CW: 54.9kg

today i had homade mice and dumplings with carrots, cauliflower and broccoli … idk how many calories it would have in but when i googled it was coming up with like around 400-500 cals so im going today today i have ate around 600-800 maybe

i would work out to cancel out my consumed cals but i feel a bit ill so yeah.

[colderthenmyhome]

Me looking at thinspo: God what i wouldn't do to look like this.

Me @ myself: Lose weight then?

Me @ me: Nah.