For Lloyd, I associate him with gummy bears. They are one of his (very many) favorite candies and honestly they’re just so cute how could I not compare him to them.
For Kai, obviously a spicy food is the choice to go, and he’s a huge fan of sushi rolls. I’m also thinking about the ones with the crunchy stuff on top, and with some wasabi to add on to it, that’s Kai.
Jay is an actual war head they are just sour and make me feel really energized so.. It just makes sense, okay.
Zane is also pretty straight forward, he’s fresh and clean, haha. Not to mention cold.
Nya has more of a serious reason behind it, I guess. Miso soup is really comforting and hearty, and that pretty much sums Nya up. She’s truly the glue that keeps us together, haha.
and if you were interested, I am entirely chocolate cake.
Assuming this is about my least favorite subject in school. First off, i didn’t learn very much at DBSBB. BUT you know how kids will always say “my favorite subject was “Lunch” or “Recess””? Well I hated both of those “subjects”. I preferred actually sitting in class cause during lunch and recess would be prime Lloyd bullying time for all of those little snots. *eye roll*
A giant figure drawing sketchdump!
These are some of the drawings of the past weeks life drawings sessions I have been going to here in Dublin! Most of them are 1 min poses, then some 5 min ones and per session we have two 20 min poses.
The models have been so GOOD!
I post these every Wednesday on my instagram!
I figured out how to cope after a while, and I felt for the most part content with myself. As you know.. I was pretty in shape. But I have pretty bad relapses when stress is high or my depression is bad. After certain events I kind of lost complete control over it and well.. here I am.
I still got my muscle under there so don’t worry.. haha..
But no, really. It’s nice to hear that some people think my tummy is nice. Makes me feel good.
Honestly.. kind of an easy choice for me. Music is everything to me, and I would still get to hear all my loved one's voices. So I would rather be blind.
This is out of character (obviously) I just wanted to write some things down about my ideas on Cole and how I will be portraying him.
Cole is 21 years old
Birthday is June 12th, making him a Taurus
(in Sidereal)
He is a homosexual, gender is non-binary.
He is Southeast Asian and Thai. He has a bit
of pygmy in him from his ancestors, making
him about 5'0". His father has dark skin that
he inherited.
Cole suffers from bulimia, binge-eating disorder, depression, and anxiety.
A bit on his childhood and growing up:
Cole loved dancing a lot, and he enjoyed dancing with his mom and dad, but when she passed away things kind of feel apart in the Beckett family. Lou was pushing Cole harder and harder to become a dancer and the pressure was causing Cole screw up his routines a lot. Not to mention all the kids in his dance classes were always picking on him for one thing or another. Mostly for his weight and body type.
Cole messes up a really important show and Lou decides to send him to the boarding school of dance. And as we know he runs away and pretends he’s still attending, but really he’s off in the mountains discovering himself.
Wu finds him when he’s just about 16 and that’s where the original story begins.
Now, Cole has a not so good relationship with his dad, he doesn’t hate him but he doesn’t love being around him. To be quite honest Lou has kind of given up on being a good parent or really a parent at all.
He misses his mother a lot, and sometimes finds himself talking for her to listen.
Now just some fun tidbits.
Cole is almost always whistling or humming and listening to music.
Cole knows the musical Chicago inside and out (thanks dad)
He isn’t very confident about his looks but one thing he loves about himself is his hair.
Cole likes hallmark movies too much
He has a big collection of books and he absolutely loves to read. He’s kind of like a walking library. You want to read a good book? He’s got one.
Cole likes to lay down in the grass or dirt and just feel the earth beneath him. It makes him feel safe.
Cole knows quite a bit of Thai. He taught himself.
Cole will sing himself to sleep if his insomnia is really bad.
If he’s having a bad time he retreats to a familiar forest or mountain.
