I'm No Superman

Noah Adams | 18 | Energy Manipulation

[benxvolent]

….it’s really… it’s not fair for me to tell you this now, to either of us. And I am, I’m sorry.

[comeandfloatwhme]

Just tell me. I think we're at the point where we should just let things out in the open. You have nothing to be sorry about. 

[savcgess-deactivated20191203]

That sucks. Everyone seems to be forgetting everything recently. I mean, your lives really suck that bad that you’re forcing yourself to forget or are people getting brainwashed?

[comeandfloatwhme]

Is this happening to a lot of people? 

[savcgess-deactivated20191203]

Yes! How come you are not? Still having problems admitting that problem?

[comeandfloatwhme]

Uh no....I uh, don't really have any memories from the last ten years.....

[savcgess-deactivated20191203]

Yep.

[comeandfloatwhme]

Are you sure? 

[benxvolent]

I don’t know, but I’m not engaged. I just… it doesn’t make any sense… you don’t… you don’t understand, I’m sure of what I want and what I feel… and that’s… that’s it. I just, I’m sorry.

[comeandfloatwhme]

Don't apologize....what do you want? What do you feel? 

[benxvolent]

No, no, please stop, just… it’s just a misunderstanding… It has to be. It is.

[comeandfloatwhme]

How would it be a misunderstanding? I mean, I know I probably felt really really deep feelings for you at some point and you obviously felt the same way but since I have a girlfriend and you have a fiance, doesn't that mean we resolved those feelings? 

[benxvolent]

I… He said I’m engaged… but I don’t.. I can’t be.

[comeandfloatwhme]

Oh....uh congrats.... 

[benxvolent]

He told me things… about Ramon… and you.. and me.. and I don’t want to believe but.. I can’t… What did he told you?

[comeandfloatwhme]

Things such as....? He more or less told me the same thing but he told me I had a girlfriend named Lacey too....

[benxvolent]

….I, yeah, so did I.

[comeandfloatwhme]

What uh....what did you two talk about? 

[comeandfloatwhme]

So uh, I talked to Adam....

[benxvolent]

"You know, what if.. what if we just refrain from touching the subject until at least we talk to Adam? If that’s okay with you, I mean, I don’t know why it wouldn’t but, I just mean… I still don’t know what I’m saying… I’ll just.. I’ll call Adam." Sighing she turned away from the other, and after getting her phone the girl was quick to dial her brother’s number. She waited for him to answer as a moment of silence fell between her and Noah.

[comeandfloatwhme]

"Well...if that's what you want then I guess we could do that," he stated quietly, looking down at his feet. He let out a quiet little chuckle at her stammering but said nothing of it. It was strange how much she reminded him of himself. He waited patiently for her to call Adam. On the other end, he heard Adam's voice telling her to leave a message. "Guess that didn't work..." He mumbled with a shrug. 

[benxvolent]

Or maybe we can just make it not complicated, I mean.. It’s not… It’s not even fair for me to say all these things because.. because you have a girlfriend and just… you know? And yes, I do.

[comeandfloatwhme]

I don't think its possible for it to be not complicated. Well if I was in love with you than it wasn't fair for me to have gotten another girlfriend anyway so if anyone is being unfair, its me. Well then, call him up and let's make some of the confusion dissipate. 

[benxvolent]

…I…Like I said, I dont want to make things even more complicated than they already are. Okay so let’s call him.

[comeandfloatwhme]

Like I said, things will get complicated whether you to tell me or not. Now come on, do you? Do you have your phone on you? 

[benxvolent]

Yes, but you… you were kinda seems like… like implying.. that.. that I’m not anymore.. It would be much easier to just call him.

[comeandfloatwhme]

Oh....well are you still...? Good call, it'll be easier than scaling skyscrapers. 

[benxvolent]

I just… you said were… You said, you were in love with me… and I didn’t, I don’t want to make this situation more complicated than it already is. A rooftop. He should be in one.

[comeandfloatwhme]

And you weren't....? I have a feeling that this is going to keep getting more and more complicated so hiding something probably isn't going to help a whole lot. Well are we just supposed to scale rooftops then...? 

[askinsanejeangrey-deactivated20]

i dont know whether to feel bad or laugth

[hiddenlght]

Only the good ones. You see.. I’ve seen you walk around the— school, right? Anyways, I can see you have a good aura, it’s interesting to me.

[comeandfloatwhme]

I have a good aura...? Well if you say so. You go to the school too?