not to be disgusting but im so lonely and im good at being alone now that ive been forced into it for the last five or six years but im not enjoying it anymore like i used to find a lot more joy in parts of being alone but it's fading..... and not to get even more disgusting but I rly miss being with someone physically bc I have a rly hard time with physical contact of any kind but I think about it constantly.... I haven't kissed anyone in years and i don't think I will maybe ever again if I kms in the near future lmao! anyways sorry this is gross










