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Indie YUKISADA from Deep Sea Prisoner works, written by Hermy/Stan [Selective / Mutuals Only]

[herimone]

The truth is, the stars are falling, babe And I’d never ever thought that I would say I’m afraid of the life that I’ve made

EASE // troye sivan

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[comfortingsnowfall]

Yukisada’s vision wavered, the world warping around him as his body continued to be stretched and beaten beyond his limits. It was hard to think of a time where he felt this much pain before, and even harder to think of a time when it wasn’t. A time when he was safe and happy and warm, a time when he and Shirogane were at home sharing a meal and watching the snow fall down around them. Would he never see that again? Never experience the light and joy of those moments? 

Would Shiro?

His body fell numb, not even able to feel the coldness of the snow around him anymore at that thought. Why did the wolf have to wake up now? Why, why, why, why? Why couldn’t he just stay asleep until the very end, perhaps even freeze or bleed out to death on the winter floor, not having to experience the wrath of the orca or the horrible sights that awaited him? Why could he not just die beforehand, so that nothing happened, so that he wouldn’t have to shout and yell and scream desperately for him to run, run far away? Why did the owl have to have such selfish thoughts even right before death?

What a selfish, selfish coward he was.

It wasn’t until he heard Idate’s screams that he was able to even notice was was happening, too lost in his own thoughts and pains, until his head suddenly snapped up to look at the bloody scene. And then- he was falling. Falling to meet that icy ground once more, his body unable to even catch itself anymore upon impact. He couldn’t help but cry out at the feeling, until again he was moved, whimpering at that sensation as well wanting only to rest at this point.

But those arms felt familiar, they felt warm on his feathers, and hot on his cheek. Eyes blinking weakly up at the wolf as he was carried to safety he stared unable to fully comprehend what was happening at the moment even when out of danger. 

Shirogane... he. Saved him?

“Shiro...”

[funamusea-aesthetics-blog]

✨ ❄️ 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝒾𝑒𝓁𝒹𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎? 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝓃𝓊𝑔, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌, 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝓁𝓉; 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝓈, “𝒢𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅, 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓇 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. ❄️ ✨

A shirogane x yukisada edit for anon

[lykosplatina-blog]

 @comfortingsnowfall​

Despite it all right now he didn’t feel like he existed.

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[comfortingsnowfall]

Yukisada couldn’t decide if he rather feel pain or feel numb at this point in time. The pain wrecking his entire body burned and ached at his senses, unable to know exactly where it was coming from or where it would strike next. The orca’s sharp claws dug into his neck and he could feel blood pooling down his body onto the now dyed snow. 

The owl had thought that this pain must have been the worse he had ever felt, until the orca decided to prove him wrong, suddenly snapping his hand onto his arm and pulling the muscle until it literally ripped apart. He couldn’t help but utter out a sharp scream from broken vocal cords, as his arm throbbed in ghost pains from its missing limb, muscles crying out in pain. 

He had to stay strong, he had to stay strong, stay strong. The words echoed in his head, trying to convince himself to focus only on those words and nothing else. Shiro laid on the floor a equally broken mess and the owl could only be thankful that it wasn’t him who’s limbs were being torn apart. His only saving grace it seemed like.

It wasn’t until he heard his voice again, shill and screeching in both pain and anguish that he even realized that the wolf was still awake. He almost wished for him to go back to that sweet state of unconsciousness, not having to see him in this state or even experience anything else the orca could and would possibly do to him. For if he was awake Idate would surly want to play with him as well, wanting to wrestle those screams from his dying lips and see the sorrow on his face. 

That was the last thing he wanted for his friend. If anything else he was ready to sacrifice himself at this moment for the wolf’s escape. 

It was something that only he could do at this point, a final gift to the wolf who deserved so much more in life. And finally the owl could feel useful in that his dying breath was used to help someone who he wished to give his life to. 

Not like this, never like this. But he would either way.

“Shiro....Shiro please....run away...”

[justanotherrpmusing]

You’re lovable, so lovable, but you’re just troubled.

I Am Not A Robot (via justanotherrpmusing)

[cithara-musing]

　　　　　　　　…but I will ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴘᴇ 　　　　　　　　　　　and I won’t ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʜᴏᴋᴇ 　　　　　　　　　　　　　on the ɴᴏᴏsᴇ around your ɴᴇᴄᴋ.

[tormentedchewtoy-deactivated201]

Sharp nails pulled against the wood of the door, creating claw marks, mulch from the door fell to the floor. Although how sweet those words could be, it made the wolf’s gut churn in regret, a painful guilt of feeling like a burden on the isle – unlike the others, they could do something, they DID something, but her? She did NOTHING. It made want to choke out more tears, such a shameful, pitiful, disgusting wolf, relying on others – Hands were tempted to slip away from between the door’s opening to shut it, but shutting the door on the polite owl was not her way. At least – she can deny the help.

         “N-n…No. I’m-m, fine, Yukisada. Please– do yourself a favor and-and, –”

Admittedly, it was hard for the wolf to push away her closest friend, biting her lip to contain ugly sobs that would come from her mouth as she did so; how much she wanted to just disappear, to starve herself to death, she welcomed that fate more then anything.

         “P-please, just stop wor-worrying about m-me, I’m not worth it.”

[comfortingsnowfall]

The owl’s smile slowly faded into a nervous frown, sensing the hesitation and sudden sadness radiating from the wolf. Oh he had no meant for his words to hurt her so, how could he do such a thing to his best friend? His selfishness was only coming to fruit once again, and his own hatred with it. How awful he was to her at times, how he hated himself at these moments. Was there nothing he could possibly do?

He had to at least do something though, the thought of letting her sit here and die slowly and alone was too much to bear for him. Call that selfishness too, he needed her. He had no one else. No one else like her.

“W-wait, Shiro-! I-I I’m sorry but I just can’t let you do that. Please come back with me! You need sleep and- and you need food. You can’t stay like this. I, I wont let you die.”

He was a doctor, he was suppose to save lives not make them worse. The feeling of hopelessness ran rampet in his insides as he shook and tried to convince her desperately. He was a coward just like her he knew, but it wasn’t apart of who he was to just let someone die like this without at least trying to help. Not her, not his best friend.

“I-I have to insist you come home with me Shirogane. I’ll make you your favorite everything, and we can have a warm fire and everything! It’ll be fine, you’ll see!”

[ofninken]

                                 ɪ ɢᴜᴇꜱꜱ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʀᴍꜱ ╸╸                                        ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵃᶜᵗ ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ                                           TO    BE    N E E D E D. 

[animewhispers]

[tormentedchewtoy-deactivated201]

      Most of the time the wolf was sulking, she hasn’t been keeping a healthy life, she hasn’t dared to step outside for a long time, starvation was coming around the corner; soon enough the female will have no choice but to hunt (fish). Unless – snapping from her darker thoughts, she hears a warm voice. 

                                                                       It’s Yukisada.

      She knows that orcas aren’t good at imitating people, and no one on this damn isle has a more calming voice then him. It’s relaxing, relieving, he knows what’s best. That’s what Shirogane believed – it was fact. Nothing less. Scrambling to the door, she slowly opens it, enough for her eye to glow in the darkness of her cave, she doesn’t like penguins getting into her house, no bothersome snowmen, no random bunnies, scolding polar bears or their seals. Only an owl she can trust more then anyone.

          “A-aah, Y-Yukisada, o-of c-course. You’re alone right? N-no one else?”

       Her golden eye looks left and right, very anxious.

[comfortingsnowfall]

Yukisada hopped a bit in surprise when the door actually opened, not expecting her to want to actually leave from her hideaway. It was a last desperate attempt to get her out really, he’s made a few more before this, but well... It was hard to get her out sometimes when she wanted to be alone, despite his best attempts to get her to eat and rest. 

He tried to smile his warmest for her when seeing her for the first time in weeks. He was relieved she was alright, that she was safe and not well but that would hopefully be fixed soon. All that matters is that she came out again and was accepting his help once again. A beautiful, peaceful sight that made his own depression about the situation slink away with its tail in between its legs. 

“I’m alone. No one else is around right now... ah but I’m sure that’s just because they are busy...!”

Wringing his hands nervously, he smiled at her gently, and tried to sooth his voice to calm her hopefully. She was always so anxious when hiding away, he wanted nothing but to pull her back home and give her a warm cup and blanket to rest in. 

“Shirogane.. You look really hungry, um I have some food at home too. Just went to the market and got some things, I can make you something, uh whatever you want. And, and the coco too! You can have some of that too of course if you want!”

[comfortingsnowfall]

@tormentedchewtoy

There was never a bad time to check up on his best friend in Yukisada’s eyes, and really that was probably a good thing. Oh the things she got into, not that it was her fault of course. But still. It was good to check up and make sure no one was bullying her too much, not that he was much help but he tried at least. At least.

“Shirogane? O-oh would you like some cocoa? I just bought some more if you want it.”

[wnq-movies]

So many people know me. I wish I did. I wish someone would tell me about me.

All About Eve, Dir. Joseph L. Mankiewicz  (via wnq-movies)

[wordsnquotes]

My heart is so tired.

Markus Zusak, The Book Thief

[wordsnquotes]

Nothing can wear you out like caring about people.

S.E. Hinton, That Was Then, This Is Now 

[wnq-writers]

Unexpressed emotions will only intensify until you can no longer handle your own silence.

Lynette Simeone  (via wnq-writers)

[wordsnquotes]

Pour yourself into me and I will not let a drop of you hit the ground.

Rudy Francisco 

[sendameme]

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