elenara

carpe diem

[complimentshubba]

si kampret doain apa ke gue, kenapa gue jadi inget begini ya, astaghfirullah, apa aku yang terlalu drama ini, ya Allah tolong hamba, nggak mau galau-galau ya Allah 😭😭😭

[thoughtkick]

“Some people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them.”

— John Green

[thoughtkick]

“Trust yourself. You’ve survived a lot. And you’ll survive whatever is coming.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“She is water: soft enough to offer life, tough enough to drown it away.”

— Rupi Kaur

[complimentshubba]

Mark, nyanyiin aku one less lonely girl dong hahaha

[complimentshubba]

kangen banget sama Mark 😌

[complimentshubba]

kenal 6 tahun,

aku pecinta bunga, dia alergi pollen

aku pecinta parfum, dia punya hidung sensitif

aku islam, dia kristen

tapi apa?

tapi kan kita cuma temen 😂😂😂

[complimentshubba]

rasa benci itu muncul tiba-tiba, kadang nyesel, kadang it's all fine, kadang mau marah, kadang chill out, kadang pengen hapus semua, kadang wondering kenapa ini bisa terjadi,

[thehopefulquotes]

“Don’t kill flowers growing inside of you for someone who doesn’t appreciate the way you bloom.”

— Billy Chapata

[perfectfeelings]

“If someone treats you badly recognize that there is something wrong with them, not you. Normal people do not go around destroying other people.”

— Unknown

[complimentshubba]

aku kira, dengan ngasih dia space untuk grow, untuk fokus ke masa depan dia biar sesuai harapan keluarga dia, itu malah jadi boomerang buat aku, buat gashlight ke aku kalo selama ini aku nggak bisa diajak ngobrol? cuma bisa fun dan ngegame?! WTF hahahahahahaha poor me

[complimentshubba]

4 tahun bareng, cuma 2x dikasih bunga, nggak pernah dikasih kue pas ultah, tapi dikasih hadiah kok, sekali hahahahahaha tapi dia sering ngasih barang bekasnya ke gue ☺☺☺

[complimentshubba]

kalo dipikir ya, sombong banget pasangan yang LDR trus minta udahan, wkwkwkw. karena jarak doang langsung melupakan semua ckckck

[complimentshubba]

kalo nggak ada mark, kayaknya aku nglokro, 6 tahun, aku ganti pacar berapa kali tapi dia masih welcome sama aku, tapi dia juga pacaran dulu hahahaha

[writtenduas]

Ya Allah,

You know the parts of me I struggle to explain. You see the battles I fight quietly, the thoughts I try to control, and the weight I carry in my heart.

Ya Rabb, protect me from my own weaknesses. Don’t let my nafs lead me to what displeases You. Strengthen me when I feel low, guide me when I feel lost, and bring me back every time I drift away.

Ya Allah, purify my intentions, soften my heart, and make me sincere in everything I do. Replace my worries with tawakkul, my sins with repentance, and my fear with closeness to You.

[complimentshubba]

waktu kenapa cepet banget

[complimentshubba]

bingung banget, hubungan apa ini, dibilang pacaran nggak bilang love you, dibilang nggak pacaran tapi intimate, kalo aku mode normal, kayaknya aku udah nggak mau, karena ini udah kebodohan, alias hubungan tanpa status dan komitmen