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⋆｡˚ ✴︎ ⋆ concrete or ev | he/him | just here ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

[concrete-offcal]

finally making a fucking pinned post. woohoo.

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uhm hi I guess. im concrete offcal. part of the offcal verse. im so cool you should follow me <3

no, the lack of any i in my username is not intentional. i fucked up, and now im owning it/don’t want to change it </3

shoutout to my super cool bf (not irl) @pavement-offical <3333

pronouns r he/him bcus I’ve finally accepted that im a trans boy. whoa crazy right

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tags:

— #pouring concrete ✶⋆.° -text posts-

— #bros talking to the ground ✶⋆.° -answering asks-

— #concrete reblogs ✶⋆.°

— #pavement <3333 ✶⋆.° -well. y’know. pavement offical stuff.-

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main is @xx-w0odl0use-xx

[concrete-offcal]

Boo

- @pavement-offical

AHAHARHAHAHAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

holy fuck don’t scare me like that. hiiii

[pavement-offical]

hahah loser 🫵 scaredy cat

Heyy idk I was bored but how has ur life been. Like esp

[concrete-offcal]

hi sorry I didn’t respond to this I don’t like talking to people

im alr tho hbu

[concrete-offcal]

Boo

- @pavement-offical

AHAHARHAHAHAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

holy fuck don’t scare me like that. hiiii

[concrete-offcal]

mannnnnn im so fuckin sick of this drama queen like not everything is gossip worthy. im not taking the bait. idgaf. block me idc.

[concrete-offcal]

somewhere, beneath the peace and happiness i feel now, is rage. unbridled anger. i want to kick and scream and roar and prove them wrong. to hurt them. to scream scream scream. rage. so much rage.

[concrete-offcal]

i think im the happiest I’ve ever been. i feel so much love.

[concrete-offcal]

you know sometimes i do truly feel infinite

sometimes i do truly understand what charlie is talking about

i have those moments. when im with my friends and we’re taking and laughing, sitting in the same spot we always sit in, making jokes that will only make sense to us when we reference them in the future

or the quiet days

when we’re still in our spot, but we lie down, facing the sky, eyes screwed shut against the sun, a quiet companionship, hands and knees brushing, the knowledge we don’t have to say anything to communicate, the knowledge we can always trust each other

or when im called someone’s best friend and i go home that day and i think about us, think about the way we interact, and yeah, i do believe in platonic soulmates, actually

[concrete-offcal]

confession: if someone were to unironically call me a good boy and tell me to do something I’d do it

[concrete-offcal]

nothing I crave more than a mlm relationship where im actually a cis man

[concrete-offcal]

I want love I want love I want love I want romance I want someone to love me as a boy and for him to be a boy and people to see me as a boy and for us to be together, actually together, sneaking out to watch the stars on rooftops we’re not supposed to be on and giving each other flowers and gentle kisses and holding hands and love, actual real fucking love that’s not just puppy crushes

[concrete-offcal]

yk sometimes I genuinely don’t understand my mind

ive never been in a serious relationship, never romantically told anyone I loved them in a serious way, never had a real, super strong crush, but I still have all these feelings like I did

like I almost cry when I hear that audio that’s like ‘you were a wonderful experience’ ‘you were.. everything’ because there’s someone who’s the everything ajd like idk where these feelings are coming from. or like that song thsts like ‘you’re the one, you’re all ive ever wanted, I think ill regret this’ or all those aziracrow or doctor who edits about like romance that’s like, actual soulmates, videos about ‘are we together in every universe’ and they make my eyes well up eith tears and my heart ache because it feels real, it feels like something I’ve experienced, but I never have

anotjer part of the reason why I kind of believe in ‘past lives’ because why else woukd I feel so strongly about something ive never experienced

[concrete-offcal]

person: *tells me something about their life*

me: oh! well, luckily for you, im a stalker, and I already knew that, but so cool!!

[concrete-offcal]

it’s so embarrassing to have an obsessive interest becuase my moots are liking my posts thst are just me. freaking the fuck out. and it’s so stupid and it’s a relatively new interest so I KNOW they’re just thinking, ‘oh boi here goes evan getting obsessed eith something weird and strange again fuckkkk’

[concrete-offcal]

i wanna kiss your stupid face so bad

[concrete-offcal]

gasp

i live, brother

@asphalt-offcal

yippeee!!,

@yum-offcal a third has joined us (technically a fourth of you count my main)

[pavement-offical]

is that a hint of passive aggression in ur intro post section about me?/silly

bursts into tears

IM SORRY TALKING TO PEOPLE IS STRESSFUL AND I DONT LIKE STARTING CONVERSATIONS 😭😭

— @concrete-offcal

NO UR FINE I ALSO JUST CANT TALK TO PEOPLE

[concrete-offcal]

YIPPEE!!

anywyas hi how’ve you been :]

(both inc and ooc)

[pavement-offical]

Good! (I just finished a book and I can't stop shaking it was so good and it was murmuring directly against my heart and was poking at my brain and AH new favorite book unlocked) anyways wbu

[concrete-offcal]

oooh :o whar book was it? and im doing good! honestly beej doing nothing except school and watching doctor who and Star Trek hehe

I canr stop thinking about either of them im so cooked

[pavement-offical]

Compound Fracture by Andrew Joseph White :3

now I'm reading Don't Let The Forest in by C.G. Drews and mmmmm love it so far

but I have finals next week so whoop dee doo

and I had a French test today

couldnt tell you one sentence that i wrote down

BRUH AND MY FRIEND KEEPS SHIPPING ME WITH MY OTHER FRIEND

[concrete-offcal]

OH MY GOD?? NO CUS HOLY SHIT I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DONT LET THE FOREST IN IVE READ IT FOUR TIMES AND ALMOST CRIED EVERYTIME I DID IT FOR MY CLASS NOVEL STUDY ITS SO GOOD

HOW FAR IN R U??

also hey!! Andrew Joseph white! I’ve read hell followed with us, but none of his other books, though I know he’s a really good queer author. mahbe I’ll check his other stuff out!

also coming from someone who goes to a French immersion school (im Canadian + our national languages r French and English and French immersion schools r really common here, don’t know about other places) French/french tests suck. WHY DOES A CHAIR HAVE TO HAVE A FUCKING GENDER.

[pavement-offical]

UH I THINK IM ON CHAPTER 14? SO GOOD SO FAR

and yeah I loved loved loved HFWU but I resonate with the mc from Compound Fracture so much more (highly highly recommend) . I've also read The Spirit Bares Its Teeth, which was also good, but I didn't relate much to the characters, so its not an all time favorite, but still a really good book. I really want You Werent Meant To Be Human (newest book of his) but its marked as adult fiction and my mom won't let me buy it

FRENCH IS SO STUPID WHY ARE THEIR SO MANY LETTERS YOU DONT PRONOUNCE. WHY.WHY ARE THERE SO MANY GRAMMAR RULES. WHY ARE NUMBER MATH. 4 20S 10 AHHHH (im a Wisconsinite and our district only has one French 2 teacher and he sucksss)

[concrete-offcal]

aaaaa real

I’ve been learning the language since I was, like… 5? and im still not even close to being fluent 😭😭

didn’t realize ajw had come out witn a new book, I’ll buy it (or compound fracture, depends what looks more interesting) this weekend cus im going to chapters >:333

i tried reading the spirit bares it’s teeth after borrowing it from the library, but never got into it

anyway, you watch any good shows recently or anything??

[concrete-offcal]

OH OH OH AND AFTER YOU FINISH DLTFI PLEASEEEE READD HAZELTHORN

it’s also by c.g. drews and has a similar vibe + is sooooo so good

[pavement-offical]

NO OKAY WHAT THE FUCK IS CHAPTER 23 OF DLTFI IM SOBBING STOP STOP IM SCARED TO READ THE REST OF THE BOOK

[concrete-offcal]

HEHEHEH >:3

[pavement-offical]

the ending killed me

im dead now

i don't really cry over books often but i nearly sobbed

what the freak

WHY

[concrete-offcal]

honestly reallll it was so good but so sad I too died

[pavement-offical]

is that a hint of passive aggression in ur intro post section about me?/silly

bursts into tears

IM SORRY TALKING TO PEOPLE IS STRESSFUL AND I DONT LIKE STARTING CONVERSATIONS 😭😭

— @concrete-offcal

NO UR FINE I ALSO JUST CANT TALK TO PEOPLE

[concrete-offcal]

YIPPEE!!

anywyas hi how’ve you been :]

(both inc and ooc)

[pavement-offical]

Good! (I just finished a book and I can't stop shaking it was so good and it was murmuring directly against my heart and was poking at my brain and AH new favorite book unlocked) anyways wbu

[concrete-offcal]

oooh :o whar book was it? and im doing good! honestly beej doing nothing except school and watching doctor who and Star Trek hehe

I canr stop thinking about either of them im so cooked

[pavement-offical]

Compound Fracture by Andrew Joseph White :3

now I'm reading Don't Let The Forest in by C.G. Drews and mmmmm love it so far

but I have finals next week so whoop dee doo

and I had a French test today

couldnt tell you one sentence that i wrote down

BRUH AND MY FRIEND KEEPS SHIPPING ME WITH MY OTHER FRIEND

[concrete-offcal]

OH MY GOD?? NO CUS HOLY SHIT I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DONT LET THE FOREST IN IVE READ IT FOUR TIMES AND ALMOST CRIED EVERYTIME I DID IT FOR MY CLASS NOVEL STUDY ITS SO GOOD

HOW FAR IN R U??

also hey!! Andrew Joseph white! I’ve read hell followed with us, but none of his other books, though I know he’s a really good queer author. mahbe I’ll check his other stuff out!

also coming from someone who goes to a French immersion school (im Canadian + our national languages r French and English and French immersion schools r really common here, don’t know about other places) French/french tests suck. WHY DOES A CHAIR HAVE TO HAVE A FUCKING GENDER.

[pavement-offical]

UH I THINK IM ON CHAPTER 14? SO GOOD SO FAR

and yeah I loved loved loved HFWU but I resonate with the mc from Compound Fracture so much more (highly highly recommend) . I've also read The Spirit Bares Its Teeth, which was also good, but I didn't relate much to the characters, so its not an all time favorite, but still a really good book. I really want You Werent Meant To Be Human (newest book of his) but its marked as adult fiction and my mom won't let me buy it

FRENCH IS SO STUPID WHY ARE THEIR SO MANY LETTERS YOU DONT PRONOUNCE. WHY.WHY ARE THERE SO MANY GRAMMAR RULES. WHY ARE NUMBER MATH. 4 20S 10 AHHHH (im a Wisconsinite and our district only has one French 2 teacher and he sucksss)

[concrete-offcal]

aaaaa real

I’ve been learning the language since I was, like… 5? and im still not even close to being fluent 😭😭

didn’t realize ajw had come out witn a new book, I’ll buy it (or compound fracture, depends what looks more interesting) this weekend cus im going to chapters >:333

i tried reading the spirit bares it’s teeth after borrowing it from the library, but never got into it

anyway, you watch any good shows recently or anything??

[concrete-offcal]

OH OH OH AND AFTER YOU FINISH DLTFI PLEASEEEE READD HAZELTHORN

it’s also by c.g. drews and has a similar vibe + is sooooo so good

[pavement-offical]

NO OKAY WHAT THE FUCK IS CHAPTER 23 OF DLTFI IM SOBBING STOP STOP IM SCARED TO READ THE REST OF THE BOOK

[concrete-offcal]

HEHEHEH >:3