Final Days Of My Life;

Trying to be a, 25-year-old female human; struggling to survive. If I can't talk about it, I write about it. Mac Miller is still my best friend.

[serendistudy]

it's okay to cut corners. it's okay to take the easy way out. there's no need to feel ashamed for not always giving it your all. you're doing your best work with the amount of energy you got, and i'm proud of you for that.

[poems-and-word]

[forchrisevans]

angry daddy Chris Evans as Andy Barber in Defending Jacob, 2020

[raining-at-ease]

[thinkpozitiv]

Create your own sunshine. https://ift.tt/3cCTmKh

[cumtomelove]

cuddles that get sexual then get sweet again

[confidentisme]

[block]

[kushandwizdom]

The beautiful part about growth is finding new things to fall in love with, whilst simultaneously out-growing the things that no longer serve your current self.

For example: When someone from your past tries to spark a reaction out of you by catering to your old interests (eg: showing off - by doing the things you once expressed interest in) you’re no longer triggered by the feeling of missing out because you’ve outgrown it all.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Our pets probably see us as chameleons or shape shifters since we wear different clothes of different sizes and color every day.

[kushandwizdom]

The beautiful part about growth is finding new things to fall in love with, whilst simultaneously out-growing the things that no longer serve your current self.

For example: When someone from your past tries to spark a reaction out of you by catering to your old interests (eg: showing off - by doing the things you once expressed interest in) you’re no longer triggered by the feeling of missing out because you’ve outgrown it all.

[tinymediaempire]

“…and sometimes you go to that place we do not know, and sometimes you come back, and sometimes you don’t.” by Daniel Danger 24x36" five color screenprint, print three of an ongoing series. 2015

[sennenkoi]

[confidentisme]

👋🏽👋🏽 hey my name is Kirsten, let's be friends.

[confidentisme]

The calming after a spring storm is amazing. Earth feels still and relaxed. The birds were chirping and the sun was setting. It felt eery with the sound of silence, but calming in a way to feel; "Everything is going to be alright."

P.S. Thanks Re, I really needed a good sunset from you again .

-kirsten

[greenstudies]

Things to do at home

While we are all just stuck home, I decided to compile a bunch of ideas what to do:

Cook or learn to cook

Meditate

Stretch

Work out (I recommend blogilates!)

Take care of plants (repot them…) or if you have a garden then work there

Clean

Tidy and declutter using the konmari method

Read

Watch movies

Start a new series

Sew

Embroidery

Alter clothes

Make new outfits

Write

Draw

Learn a new skill

Research things you are interested in (minimalism, witchcraft..)

Teach your pet a new trick

Play around with make up

Detox (coffee, make up…)

Indoor photography

Sexy stuff (alone or with your partner)

Redecorate

Journal

Create new music playlist

Have you ever tried just existing in silence for 5 minutes?

Build a pillow fort

Find a new favourite channel

Do some yoga

Try bullet journaling

Have a self-care day

Play video games

Learn a dance choreo from youtube

Walk around naked

Learn to sing a whole song

Look for new music

Call your friends and family

Fix what needs fixing

Feel free to add more ideas!

[confidentisme]

Trying to survive this quarintine with major depression and PTSD is a bitch. Trying to stay afloat..