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"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. “Cold?” The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. “You’d rather not see me heated, I promise you.” He spoke calmly.

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conflictedknight:

“I know living on a ship isn’t ideal, but there’s home in something here. You’ll go beyond much more than the rest of the stormtroopers, especially with such a mind. Those helmets can’t contain that.” His hand moved beyond one shoulder, across to the next. His arm draped lightly across her back and he looked to her for a moment. “Don’t let the past hold you back.” In some way, he saw himself in her, and he recognized the pain he felt so often gnawing at his sanity.

She still wasn’t resisting him, but she didn’t move either. Trying not to make a wrong move in case he would hurt her. So she was pretty stiff, yet she still felt a bit comfortable. “I hardly think I can work for the First Order. I have problems with people telling me what to do. That and I could snap and kill someone at any second”

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"I happen to see you as a strong source of leadership. I have faith you'd excel in a higher title." He offered the thought as his hand fell back, standing next to her once again rather to himself. "Wouldn't you agree?" A smirk pulled at the corner of his lips.

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3 LITTLE WORDS... || starter pack

Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Some are fluffy, some are angsty, some are smutty, some are something else entirely…

Some of these may be triggering or NSFW!

“I love you.”

“I hate you.”

“Go fuck yourself.”

“I guess so…”

“I guess not.”

“Love me, please.”

“Don’t say that.”

“Don’t do that.”

“Don’t touch me.”

“Please, hold me.”

“Pain changes people.”

“You haven’t changed.”

“Please don’t go.”

“Look behind you.”

“Go kill yourself.”

“I can change.”

“Don’t ever change.”

“Want a hit?”

“Do you smoke?”

“Fuck me now.”

“Take my hand.”

“Lead the way.”

“Duck and cover!”

“Just go home.”

“Take me home.”

“Walk me there?”

“Everyone, shut up!”

“Just shut up.”

“Please stop it.”

“Please don’t die.”

“I need you.”

“I want you.”

“Want a hug?”

“Want a kiss?”

“Are you sure?”

“Are you lying?”

“That’s the truth.”

“I’m not lying.”

“Oh my God.”

“For fuck’s sake!”

“I got it.”

“I found it.”

“Call me later.”

“Text me later.”

“Don’t call me.”

“Are you crying?”

“I wasn’t crying.”

“Please don’t laugh.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“That’s a lie.”

“What’d they say?”

“What’ll it be?”

“It’s last call.”

“It’s almost midnight.”

“Do you promise?”

“That’s a promise.”

“Are you serious?”

“Don’t bullshit me.”

“I punched him.”

“I killed him.”

“I kissed him.”

“I love him.”

“I hate him.”

“I lied before.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“I’m not sorry.”

“I’ll come over.”

“Can you come?”

“Want to cuddle?”

“Maybe we should.”

“Maybe we shouldn’t.”

“You don’t say.”

“Make me come.”

“Did you come?”

“I stole it.”

“I broke it.”

“Any bones broken?”

“Are you okay?”

“Are you hurt?”

“That must’ve hurt.”

“He was lying.”

“It’s our song.”

“Can I help?”

“Help me out.”

“Please, for me?”

“Anything for you.”

“I doubt it.”

“I believe you.”

conflictedknight

"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. “Cold?” The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. “You’d rather not see me heated, I promise you.” He spoke calmly.

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conflictedknight:

Kylo stayed quiet, gently reaching out a hand, gently yet heavily placing it on his shoulder. He wasn’t the best for comfort, but opened himself up to her. He wasn’t sure why, though he just seemed to pull him in. “I’ve destroyed more than you’d believe.” He said simply. “You’ve got that behind you. You’ve got a lot more in front of you.” He was, strangely enough, a rather positive force, even with his stone cold expression and warm brown eyes.

“I have nothing. Why do you think I came here? I have no where else to go. No home to go back to either. That’s gone too” She sighed. She didn’t stop him from touching her at all, she found it comforting. Even if she could tell he wasn’t one to do that so often. “There’s nothing in front for me to go to”

conflictedknight

"I know living on a ship isn't ideal, but there's home in something here. You'll go beyond much more than the rest of the stormtroopers, especially with such a mind. Those helmets can't contain that." His hand moved beyond one shoulder, across to the next. His arm draped lightly across her back and he looked to her for a moment. "Don't let the past hold you back." In some way, he saw himself in her, and he recognized the pain he felt so often gnawing at his sanity.

conflictedknight

"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. “Cold?” The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. “You’d rather not see me heated, I promise you.” He spoke calmly.

pxrtalmxster

conflictedknight:

“It’s alright. I’ve done worse.” Quietly pulled her aside, out of sight and out of mind to the other stormtroopers marching along. “In the very least, we can sort of prove the old, ‘two wrongs don’t make a right’ thing wrong. Yeah?” He chuckled finally, dry and real and fresh. He didn’t nearly laugh at all since everything began, especially after watching his own hand deliver his father’s final blow. “What do you think?”

“I suppose so” She chuckled as well. It kinda felt nice that he didn’t yell at her or anything like others would if she had told them of what she had done. “I don’t really know what is worse than betraying a whole dimension and watching everyone I love die” she shrugged, trying to keep herself from thinking of it too much.

conflictedknight

Kylo stayed quiet, gently reaching out a hand, gently yet heavily placing it on his shoulder. He wasn't the best for comfort, but opened himself up to her. He wasn't sure why, though he just seemed to pull him in. "I've destroyed more than you'd believe." He said simply. "You've got that behind you. You've got a lot more in front of you." He was, strangely enough, a rather positive force, even with his stone cold expression and warm brown eyes.

conflictedknight

"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. “Cold?” The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. “You’d rather not see me heated, I promise you.” He spoke calmly.

pxrtalmxster

conflictedknight:

His expression didn’t changed, though he mumbled. “You’re not.” He paused a moment and cleared his throat. “All of these numbskulls probably believe you’ll be promoted, if anything.” He nearly chuckled. “In a sense you may be.”

“Maybe, but I don’t think many people talk to you this casually huh?” She smiled once again, but quickly went back to not smiling. It seemed her mood was changing with every second. “I think I can call myself a monster if I have killed hundreds of innocents” She muttered.

conflictedknight

"It's alright. I've done worse." Quietly pulled her aside, out of sight and out of mind to the other stormtroopers marching along. "In the very least, we can sort of prove the old, 'two wrongs don't make a right' thing wrong. Yeah?" He chuckled finally, dry and real and fresh. He didn't nearly laugh at all since everything began, especially after watching his own hand deliver his father's final blow. "What do you think?"

conflictedknight

"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. “Cold?” The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. “You’d rather not see me heated, I promise you.” He spoke calmly.

pxrtalmxster

conflictedknight:

“You’re definitely not in line, yet are you ever?” His gaze was fixed ahead as they seemed to stroll about the ship, her at his side. Rather, she was behind him until he paused and turned to his left towards her. “I’m surprised you haven’t gotten yourself in trouble at this point. You’re quite persistent.” His hair, rather than falling over his ears, was pulled back, helmet under his arm. She’d see the lines of his face, the fresh scar…“Why would anyone want to hear the voice of a monster?”

She seemed to smile every time she got to see his face. It was breathtaking each time. “Well it’s not like anyone here is smart enough to notice. That and I think they are aware I talk to you.” She paused for a moment, her smile fading. “Well it’s not like I’m not a monster either”

conflictedknight

His expression didn't changed, though he mumbled. "You're not." He paused a moment and cleared his throat. "All of these numbskulls probably believe you'll be promoted, if anything." He nearly chuckled. "In a sense you may be."

conflictedknight

"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. “Cold?” The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. “You’d rather not see me heated, I promise you.” He spoke calmly.

pxrtalmxster

“Well still, can’t you at least try to talk to people? You seems so lonely, maybe then you might not get so heated” She replied, “I hope I’m not stepping too out of line by saying that” She mumbled. She was still in disguise as that was really the only way to get around there without having stormtroopers come after her. Although she was sure Kylo knew she wasn’t one of them at this point.

conflictedknight

"You're definitely not in line, yet are you ever?" His gaze was fixed ahead as they seemed to stroll about the ship, her at his side. Rather, she was behind him until he paused and turned to his left towards her. "I'm surprised you haven't gotten yourself in trouble at this point. You're quite persistent." His hair, rather than falling over his ears, was pulled back, helmet under his arm. She'd see the lines of his face, the fresh scar..."Why would anyone want to hear the voice of a monster?"

"Why are you always so cold?" (Via PxrtalMxster)

Kylo curiously cocked his head a moment. "Cold?" The word rolled of his tongue and he breathed. "You'd rather not see me heated, I promise you." He spoke calmly.

Deep Ass Starters.

Sometimes it's hard to get in depth with your muse and their backstory, because you can't figure out how to bring those things up with others. Here are a couple of starters intended to make things a little more personal!

"What's holding you back?"

"I'm not comfortable with this conversation."

"Will you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?"

"Let me in sometime!"

"It's not that easy, you know."

"Help me understand."

"It's hard to connect with someone when all they do is push you away."

"Why are you always so cold?"

"Why are you always so happy?"

"Are you really happy now?"

"Who hurt you this badly to make you this way?!"

"What, did your ex mess you up that badly?!"

"Why do you keep fighting it any time you feel?"

"It's a problem, I get it."

"This is all kinds of messed up."

"That's not exactly a good coping method."

"So what happened, with your parents, really?"

"What was your childhood like?"

"Everyone has at lest a little bit of mommy/daddy issues. It's nothing to be ashamed of."

"My parents aren't exactly perfect models, either."

"You were bullied? What for?"

"Was it hard? Coming out, I mean."

"You can't just run away all the time."

"You can't just hide all the time."

"Are you still thinking about them?"

"I'm not the enemy here. But this makes me wonder who the real one is for you."

"Is the reason you're so cold and defensive because you feel threatened?"

"How long has it been since you last spoke to them?"

"You never talk about it, why?"

"How come you're so different around them?"

"It's like you don't have a care or worry in the world."

"You seem so perfect. I don't get it."

"What was your ex like?"

"I don't think I was ever good enough for them."

"Are you not comfortable being intimate?"

"Why don't you feel comfortable being intimate?"

"Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing."

"Are you scared of being hurt?"

"Have you ever been taken advantage of?"

"Why are you afraid of saying I love you?"

"I never understood how someone could say those words so easily."

"You're hurting others the way you've been hurt in the past, don't you think that's ironic?"

"You use people to make yourself feel better."

"I'm scared of being used again..."

"Losing someone isn't easy, but you're making it harder than it needs to be."

"How long has it been since you lost them?"

"You're too attached."

"I'm not attached, I'm just comfortable with what I'm familiar to."

"Maybe the real reason you're so controlling is because, deep down you'd rather have them in your grasp than lose them."

"Why did you ever break up?" / "Why did we ever break up?"

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Kylo needs a hug.

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Pick Up Lines (ft. Kylo Ren)

Kylo: *walks up to girl* Hello, I don't think we've met.

Girl: Uh, who are you?

Kylo: Well, yah see, I've Ben Solo, until I met you.

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Carrie Fisher hiding in the trash cans on the backlot of the Star Wars set, 1976

Carrie Fisher inside a trash can while doing promotion for The Empire Strikes Back, 1980

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Rest in peace, my beloved #CarrieFisher . You belong among the stars, in a galaxy far, far away. One of my very first role models, in and out the screen: strong, brilliant, witty, clever, funny and beautiful woman… Leonard Nimoy… and now you: I feel like an orphan now. This is so sad. Thank you for save our lives! May the Force be with you.