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{Phew just popping in, I haven't the foggiest clue if anyone still actively follows dear ol'Marrow/has interest but if so, I wanted to say sorry about being so very uh, dead :'} I'm finding this year consistently unkind but I'm also learning it being of similar vibes with quite the number of folks I know, too. M'hoping to get back here at some point, I really wanna work on m'lad here an some other characters that've only been glimpsed thus far, but I'm being quite set on taking my time with it all.

Who knows I might do a soft ReBoot of things since setting things out to be more Original Works vs Fan Centered.}

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{Gunna be moving into our new place as of next week an I am detERMIND TO START CREATING MORE AGAIN}

{and more time to try making a ref sheet for Marrow's horns cause holy Hell I've been sucking at angling those things :'D I should make a 3D model}

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// Just a test! Reblog it if my muse can jump in your askbox without annoying the mun!

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{Phew just popping in, I haven't the foggiest clue if anyone still actively follows dear ol'Marrow/has interest but if so, I wanted to say sorry about being so very uh, dead :'} I'm finding this year consistently unkind but I'm also learning it being of similar vibes with quite the number of folks I know, too. M'hoping to get back here at some point, I really wanna work on m'lad here an some other characters that've only been glimpsed thus far, but I'm being quite set on taking my time with it all.

Who knows I might do a soft ReBoot of things since setting things out to be more Original Works vs Fan Centered.}

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𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 ( 𝟓 ) 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐎 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄.

Son Lux - Now I Want Cut My Fingers Right Off - Ethan Riptide - grandson This Is Home - Cavetown Dance Monkey - Tones and I

{Y'know it's a real tough thing to keep certain things secret or on hold for Event Stuff in regards to Marrow- So please, enjoy the odd cluster of their musing music an have fun thinking about what it could mean ;} }

Tagged By Stolen From: @strikers-saloon Tagging: @kharimera @ira-sturm @malika-carnelian @crystal-grotto {GOOD LUCK, DEALERS CHOICE}

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{I login to make an update an got blindsided by this uh... Newly Suspicious Look. S'weird too cause my casual account doesn't look like this.}

{Anyhoot! Hello! Halo! S'been a minute- One Birthday an a stressful Temp-Move later an finally getting my brain to unwind enough to be creative again. I'm hoping to start jumping on here more often in the next couple of weeks. (Can't make promises of how active I'll be on here as I try an cement Casual Fun over hyper fixating too hard, again.)}

{Other sorta updating in regards to personal; been doodlin' more often which has been so nice. No finished pieces of work or Marrow stuff to show off but I'm hoping to do some more with my lovely muse! In the time I've been gone I did end up making an even more casual blog for my persona Guess I've an Art!Sona an a more OC!Sona now, eheh to get into the swing of things again at a snails pace. It is on my personal blog so I'd be alright offering it out to folks if they ever wanted to contact lil'ol me while I'm away, seeing as I keep this blog just on my laptop an not mobile.}

{Might do some work in the meanwhile of editing the blog slightly as well. Gotten less Helluva/Hazbin heavy-themed although I'm still very open to different Verses so no fretting there.}

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Hiatus

{-Kicks rocks an mumble grumbles- I SWEAR this account was fully intended to have more activity but I'll be going on a Hiatus till further notice. If curious, I've added more under the cut but to keep it short'n'simple; Rough start to the year that only continued hasn't helped my creativity an instead stressed me out. (Triggers in the Tags, just in case.)}

{Starting this explanation on a softer note, I find myself having a hard time focusing on my lovely characters an this blog. Not to say I'm intending to get rid of it! But when you get nervous trying to reach out to others or don't get responded to it can be a bit disheartening an I never know what to do as a plan B. (Plus I know we all have lives outside of this. I'm just an unfortunately nervous person an sometimes the Logical Thinking gets bopped by the What If's) But I also have Bouncing Interests so at times my drive will go from full throttle to Zero without any warning because something else has gripped me like a vice.

I have been desperately wanting to work on the blog but as mentioned above, lack of interaction kills the motivation an leaves it kinda stressful cause I dunno what I can do to do better, especially when not wanting to be a pester or bother anyone. Otherwise I HAVE met some wonderful people who are a delight to chat/plot with and I am so, so, so sorry I've been inactive the past month :'D I take responsibility for that radio silence of mine.

And onto rougher notes... New Years Eve I had to say goodbye to my childhood dog. She lived a good, long life an it's still upsetting not seeing her around after nearly 15 years. Holidays already grate me so the addition only made it worse and then some other details surrounding it just, made it especially bitter for me. I've suffered depressing/anxiety fueling dreams involving her almost every night since. Following as a few days ago; one of my cats passed away. Another example of old age but losing a pet never comes any easier over the years.

Around December is when my mental state really started taking a nosedive, one I thought was going to be a temporary thing seeing as I was working odd hours for events from my usual shifts, not resting or eating properly Truth be told I'm bad at that in general bUT, grieving over the approaching vet visit on top of other stressors that came during the Holiday season. A part of the mindset I was thinking it would pass was due to the fact I don't register things that have happened/are happening immediately, an so I just guessed I was having one of my delayed responses from other things and handling present stress... Cept, it continued on in waves for several weeks in comparison to a day or two. Aaaand earlier today while I was working, I got so stuck in my own head, so tightly wound up by meaningless thoughts, arguments with not purpose and physically over stimulated into self directed aggression by getting MF'in' hiccups that I ended up reaching out to a Cr!s!s Hotline when I found I couldn't even make myself contact friends/family. My strongest Rational and Logical Thought was I needed to talk to someone before my predicament made itself truly hazardous. Immediately after, I called my partner so he'd be aware. I'm doing better at the current moment, quite chilled out actually an I fully intend to bring this all up with my Therapist this week.

I hate worrying others and I falter to express what's going on due to the always hovering thought of I'm just looking for attention, or I'll be ruining another person's day because I'm being a child. Something I've struggled with for a long time that I'm hoping-- Trying, very hard to work through.

Soooo yeah- I guess this is me saying I need to step back for my mental health. I'm still so bummed out by having to do this but I really, really want this to be a fun space I can look forward too at the end of my day without my own nagging negativities getting in the way of it.

DMs will continue to be open but I'll be much more MIA from here than I was prior, this time with reason behind it.}

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{Been takin' it easy the past week an think I'll be continuing such. My DM's should be open if anyone wants to drop in for a chat- about plotting/Muses or Casual works just fine for me. I only sometimes bite But m'following a lil'chill hyperfixation I've dropped myself into an doodling to my hearts content with it. It's been nice an I realized I unintentionally stressed myself out on here by falling into OCD habit of checking for new notifications an fretting about related things. Forcing to step back has helped considerably.}

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Reblog this post to let mutuals know you're a-okay with them spamming you with ic asks / memes at any time!! Spontaneous interactions are great, fam

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A curious tilting of their head as a brow raised, they blinked when the other quite literally unarmed himself, immediately earning the amused smile from Marrow, who snickered in attempt to not be too loud.

“My goodness.”

Still cautious, though now more eased with this newfound company, he stepped out from the impromptu hiding space, looking the other over once again before down at his disarmed weaponry. They couldn’t help but be curious which was apparent in expression.

“My apologies- I hadn’t meant to embarrass you by my comment. Would… Rearming you make up for it?”

[kharimera]

    Thin fur beneath his neck and vast, downy-like feathers above are the design of their company. RU tilts his head at their intent of laughter, appreciating their effort to at least show leisure within their existence.

    [ Thank god you’re easygoing. Nothing sadder than finding out a fellow freak of nature has a boot up their < REDACTED >. ]

    RU stifles a chortle at their words, head lowering while optics remain on target with their current conversational partner. A flicker of ears before he offers the metallic sockets of his arms.

    [ Sure.

     Push against then turn until you hear a click and a hiss. 

     Don’t cut yourself. ]

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"I have never seen a reason to be a problem during a situation that, well, isn't causing just that; Much more enjoyable to simply take it as the moment goes."

Of course they'd know this from working the shop and having enough patrons stride in with all sorts of harsh expectations or defensive attitudes against their offered assistance. And the one before him had approached in a similar friendly fashion.

With careful digits they lift one of the fallen limbs. Inspecting it over momentarily before returning to the task at hand. being cautious while following RU's instructions.

"Is there something I may call you by, my feathery fellow?"

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"Sooo I threw up some of the Heam material Somnus and I are made of. Managed to keep it from touching anything biological and living and trapped it in a jar."

"Anyone fuckin' want it? All you gotta do is dump something in there with it and boom! Free kid. Or. Pet. Or whatever. I don't actually care."

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"... May I take it..?"

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{No your honor, I wouldn't say I'm a bad influence.}

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{I did it kids}

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{Debates setting this up on mobile for when I'm out}

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Not entirely still, Marrow made himself more scarce when the unlucky individual rushed from the alley way, tail curling low and tightly around one leg, he stood partly behind a corner and dumpster, peering around cautiously although the natural glow from his eyes would be quickly noticed. With full ability to rush himself back home, he found himself just a bit too interested.

An ear twitched before they both shifted forwards, as alert as his posture while he returned a curious gaze towards the… Is that a griffin?

Perhaps it was the fact he was no longer the only ‘mythical’ oddity around, but he found himself stepping more into the line of sight of the other, head tilting slightly as he inspected from his distance.

“I suppose that would depend on if I too will be joining a similar fate as to the one you followed out.”

Not quite tall to human standards but not quite small enough to be mistaken for a child- Depending on how his hooved legs were postured.

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    A soft chuckle escapes him at the sound of their reply. 

    He finds himself easily endeared with how quickly they comply with a lack of apprehension or aggression. It’ll make for easy-going conversation and perhaps … much more than just the casual appeal of a short-lived meeting out in the streets.

    [ Of course not. 

    Creatures like you and me … we have to stick together, no? ]

    RU smiles, feathers fluffing up at the sudden dawn of a rather comical idea.

    [ I’ll unarm myself, maybe that’ll help you trust me? ]

    He soon … quite literally removes his left foreclaw, depressurization soon heard in the sound of hissing steam – the other removed with his beak. Both unceremoniously hit the ground, the clank of heavy metal heard.

     [ Is this humiliating enough, or do I have to take my beak off too? ]

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A curious tilting of their head as a brow raised, they blinked when the other quite literally unarmed himself, immediately earning the amused smile from Marrow, who snickered in attempt to not be too loud.

"My goodness."

Still cautious, though now more eased with this newfound company, he stepped out from the impromptu hiding space, looking the other over once again before down at his disarmed weaponry. They couldn't help but be curious which was apparent in expression.

"My apologies- I hadn't meant to embarrass you by my comment. Would... Rearming you make up for it?"